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Thursday, January 19, 2012
"I hope you won't save some other girl." Mewz. Hi guys I think am going through a very weird emotional phase right n. I have been angry, sad and happy all together these few days. Hannah tweeted me cognitive dissonance. I think I'm going through that :( Anyway I've been in such a weird mood I can't seem to find nice songs to relate and feel better listening to. Bah. I shall visit a museum tomorrow to find some escape. Training today was zomg woah tiring especially Gym part 1: Circuit training omg 5x8 5 diffirent exercises. + full gym later thank god for merciful coach 3sets instead of supposed 5sets. But it was nice to do something "fresh". Issues going on around I just hope they will be resolved soon. :( I love all my throwers equally I just hope things will work out with each other. Hate to see them "fight" Ph yeah I forgot to blog abt the fainted guy at botanic mrt station. The day I felt like such a failure. Sigh. Anw I was gg up the escalator and I saw a fainted man and 2ppl crowded around him. So I ran up the staircase to where he fainted and I kind of panicked a little. I mean I wanted to help but I don't think they will listen to a 16 year old anw. But I got him to lie flat on the ground instead of on the stairs and found something to staunch his bleeding(he knocked his head when he fell) until another kind man luckily came over. He was from the CDF so yay me and him. Ladada the medics came and took him away. So anyway I totally failed trying to help and I forgot all about the things I learnt in my lifesaving lessons. I feel like such a failure that day and I still do now. Sigh. I hate being lousy. I hate failing. But then again, what's life without failure. I have to fail some time anyway. Bah what bullshit. I don't like failing. I won't and I can't fail again. 1:15 AM
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