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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

HAHA . its like , 10.58pm now . this shall be a very long post cos i shall not post until 11.59 or so . haha . so i shall post about random stuffs while i watch tv ! haha ;D . i got like , nothing to do but eat and watch tv and talk and blog can . HAHA :D and i sent out all my new year wishes cos lines will probably be way jamed at 12 . HAHA
HAHA THAT MI XUE sing so FUNNY CAN . :D she's like ,
Michelle;"hello im barbarella porsch beckham(sp?)" *Waves*
Phoa Chu Kang a.k.a P.C.K :"you calling taxi arh !"
HAHA . haha . hahahahhaa . so retarded caannnnn . there's another dude he's on the noose as the weather man . "hahah , i dont ang moh , i Kim moh" HAHA
i dont know his name ! haha . they're like snatching for her , now they all dont want her BECAUSE THE MUSIC STOPPED ! HAHA . AND I LOVE UTT . :D cos he's reaaaally hot . at least i think so ! haha :D hahaha , i loooveeee utt . :D AND I DONT LIKE IT WHEN THEY SING . COS IT FEELS SO PIRATED . and its not nice . cos its not the original singer . but i shall live and let live . HAHA . i dont know what im saying . that live part . i just dont like the singing . HURR . hahahaha , im talking to Hisham online now ! :D hahahaha . random random . HAHA . I LOVE UTT . i mentioned it . but he's on tv now ! HAHA :D:D:D:D . UTT IS HOTT OKAY .
hahaha . im like randoming with hisham . totally can . we're jumping from bus service to fireworks to tv . weird .
WA LAO . FIONA XIE IS SINGING SO WHAT . OMG ITS LIKE THE ABSOLUTE WRONG CAN . OMG . NOW SHE'S SINGING HOT N COLD . ZOMG , SHUT UP YOU WOMAN . its not that i dont like you , BUT DONT RUIN THE SONG , NOOOOOOOOO .
HOLY CRAP NOW TAY PIN HUI IS SINGING IM YOURS . damn damn damn ! HOW CAN HE DO THAT .
DUDE , SERIOUSLY , STOP . you're trying tooooooo hard . so , DONT , OKAY ? GIVE IT UP . dont ruin one of my favourite singer's song . I LIKE MRAZ KAAAY . okay , i feel mean . but you know what, i dont really care . HAHA . cos they really suck . I HAVE A FEELING . MRAZ , TING TINGS , PINK & KATY ARE NOT COMING TO SG ANYMORE ): . ting tings have a concert next year , HOW . later they change their minds ):
hurrrrr . I WANT UTT TO SING . okay , maybe not . i dont want them to ruin my impression on him . (:
there's only around 15mins to 2009 ! i cant believe time passed so long laaarr . hurrr . so sian . HAHA , and im not the only one who's judging the actors singing . HAHA , I HAVE COMRADES YAWWW . AND HISHAM THINKS UTT IS COOL TOO ! :D
some phillipines band is on now . i dont know who they are , so , haha , i shant bother :D hmm . the song's kinda nice :D . haha . AND I THINK . THE LEAD SINGER IS KINDA CUTE . haha . :D:D:D WE'RE COUNTING DOWN NOWWW ! HAHA :D
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE ANYWAY . HAHA . ITS LIKE , 2009 already . so fast . haha . Happy new year & have a blessed year ahead alrights ! Loves Loves Loves . haha :D
新年快乐！ Hope all your resolutions will come true ! :D haha .
Hisham's the first to wish me online ! :D haha , and i hope im the first to like wish him , i guess ! :D
11:02 PM


I just saw this video on youtube . AND MAN , THIS DUDE IS AWESOME & plus , the song's awesome as well , they're the AWESOMEST :D .

12:52 PM

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

IM HERE TO DECLARE MY LOVE FOR MR PAUL IN THE LITTLE NYONYA SHOW .
HAHAHHAHAHA , find me weird , whatever . HAHA . I THINK HE'S SUPER NICE . hahahhahaha , and super funnnny :D . I LIKE MR PAUL . hahhahahhaa . YAY , Jerv says YueNiang's going to marry Mr Paul . so , YAY THEM :D NICE PEOPLE MARRY NICE PEOPLE THATS THE WAY IT SHOULD BE . hahaha . I HATE THE ZHANGS & THE HUANGS . cos they suck . well , except for Yuzhu . :D SHE'S NICE OKAY . she's just poor thing ): . poooor yuzhu . OH AND I HATE MR SMITH COS HE'S EVIL . HUR . AND I STILL LOVE MR PAUL :D . hahahha .
OHH , and i think the part when those dumb police kept saying "Okay!" to Mr Paul was super retarded . Hahhahahah . its like ,
Mr Paul:"where's my luggage?!"
Stupid Police:"Okay !"
Mr Paul:"do you even know what im talking about?"
Stupid Police:"Okay!"
hahhaha . and its super retarded . they were like going "tweet tweet tweet" when trying to explain to Mr Paul its Bird's Nests in the suitcase . HAHA . STUUUPID .
I STILL LIKE MR PAUL . HAHA :D AND LIBBY IS CUTE CAN :D . haha . i LOVE her hair . she's super NICE & cute :D .
ohhhhhhhhh kay . enough of my declaration of my HATES & LOVES of the little nyonya / hahaha .
Oohhhhhhhh . And Lee had stomache today ): . poor her . she was so poor thing when we were doing warm up . hurr . i think she's okay already though , so yay :D .
hahhaha . i cant believe 2008 is ending already . its a sad thing isnt it ?
okay , i shall go now . BYE :D
P.S: I LOVE MR PAUL
3:36 PM

Sunday, December 28, 2008

HELLO :D
ANYONE WANNA CHOPE ME FOR TABLE PARTNER NEXT YEAR ? :D:D:D
hahaha . i'll be super paiseh if no one wants to . HUR . but , i know everyone will scream and snatch for me . HAHA . okay , i was just joking .
but , im going to be a really boring table partner , so yea . cos im kind of quiet when lessons are going on . but im really noisy when they arent . HAHA . and i have really frequent mood swings . and im very complain-y . HAHA . okay , thats what i think . haha . :D AND I LIKE TO SIT IN FRONT . hahaha , and i dont like to sit at the back of the class cos i like to sit infront . :D no , actually because the back of the class is noisy . i think ? i dont know . haha :D
11:58 PM

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Glendaaa smile! (: says:
hahah
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
yeah, i dare you to kill me :D
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
HAHA
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
i'd probably be better off if i'm dead
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
it'll put an end to my never-ending problems (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
haha
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
i don't want to go offline yet :X
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
what rubbish
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
haha
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
haha
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
not rubbish lorh (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
you then rubbish eh, say wanna kill me!
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
HAHA .
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
so you will take care mahhh
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
hahah, what if i don't take care of myself and land in hospital?
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
how cool is that (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
then got many many people come hospital to visit me mah (:
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
HAHA
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
then in the middle of the night
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
i go kill you
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
HAHS
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
hahah, sure (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
i'll be waiting for that day that i'll land in hospital and you come kill me (:
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
HAHA
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
rubbish
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
not
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
very
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
haha
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
haha
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NOT lorh (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
are you gonna post?
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
hahah (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
i shall announce on my blog tmr that you want to kill me , haha :D
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
HAHA > omg .
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
then people will run away form me ):
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
*from
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
no lah, i'll just say that i paid you to kill me lorh (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
hahah (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
they won't, i'll ask them not to (:
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
HAHA
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
rubbbbish
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
not lorh (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
its fun crapping with you , HAHAH
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
HAHA .
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
hmm, let's nickname you rubbish dump (:
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
EHH .
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
so random !
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
hahah
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
cause you very rubbish mah (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
so that makes you rubbish dump lorh (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
& i'm talking sense kay (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
HAHA (:
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
HAHA . sure you are
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
I just realised that you made my day (:
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
then you what . rubbish bin is it !
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
funny you, crap so much (:
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
HAHA
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
hahah, yeah, i don't mind
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
no, i want to be the rubbish picker
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
at least better than rubbish dump mah! (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
hahah, i'm so going to post this convo on my blog (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
hahah, and everyone will know that you're rubbish dump (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
HAHA (:
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
OMGGGGG
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
so embarrassing ! LOL
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
Hahah, thanks for making my day anyway (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
Crapping with you is FUN :D
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
hahaha . i was being RUBBISH . so , YAY :D IM USEFUL
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
HAHA
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
HAHAH, who say rubbish is rubbish ? (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
see , its useful (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
the rubbish is useful , not you
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
HAHAH
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HAHA, post this on your blog too! (:
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
And I'll read it tmr :D
Glendaaa smile! (: says:
Coolio (;
      ;Whateverrrrrrr .     says:
EHH , you so mean . im like USEFUL kaaaaaaaay
11:14 PM


HAHA . im feeling really tired but i dont feeel like moving at all . its like . im stuck to the chair . :D training today was fun . haha . and i dont know how to count . thats for sure . but Lisa doesnt mind , so yay us :D . haaha . Lee and Jervenne are the absolute clowns can . you should really watch them do medicine ball drills . WAH . can laugh until i-dont-know-what . haha . :D HAHA . Yenyin&Nicole totally rocked yesterday . it was like , they were going over to other CCA booths and snatch their "customers" over ! :D Yay Nicole&Yenyin ! :D haha , OH and Thanks for the pres yenyin . :D HAAH , i shall bring yours on next training . hahaha . i felt rotten yesterday , but i feel super happy today . LOL .
training's fun with all the people around . you know . the "javelin people" i always do stuffs with . and the other part of the team as well . the discus and shot put people . training's so fun with them around :D . esp Lisa , Jervenne , Lee , Yenyin & Nicole . HAHA :D . I realised ya le hasnt been coming for training for quite some time . hurr . i kind of miss her asking "what do you think we're going to do for training today ?" hahaha .
Benny&GuiHui are like TOTAL RUBBISH . :D hahaha . aww man , they make me laugh until i super hungry can . okay that doesnt really makes sense . but , I AM HUNGRY OKAY .
OHHHHHH . TODAY THAT DAMN ICE KACHANG UNCLE CHEATED MY FEELINGS+FILLINGS . i said i less red beans or no red beans at all (i dont remember) . THEN HE GO SPLAT ONE WHOLE CHUNK OF RED BEANS ON TOP OF MY ICE KACHANG . THEN NEVER GIVE ME JELLY . HOW CAN LIKE THAT . I'll NEVER BUY FROM HIS STALL AGAIN . that mean uncle . hur . and his ice kachang also not very niceeee . pfft . MEANIE .
OHHH . AND IM VERY SAD . because santa didnt come my house ): . i know i dont have a chimney , BUT I HAVE A WINDOW . and i have a door if he cant fit in the window . he can KNOCK ! but he never turned up at all . i gave him TWO days to travel from North Pole to singapore to come and look for the NICEST girl in the world but he never came ): . He couldve taken an airplane here . ): he never come . cheat my feelings ):
10:56 PM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas everyone ! :D hope you'll have a blessed and present-ful christmas ! :D
12:17 PM

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Question marks question marks question marks . i really hope everything's over already . nobody would ever bring it up again , everything will be fine . fullstop , yay . and we'll live happily ever after . i'd wish . i swear i cried almost a reservoir the last 2 days . no , nights actually . i didnt want to . she made me . i dont know why . it kind of hurts now when i breathe too hard . its irritating . im so sorry if i've been acting real weirdly . i wrote this letter to AIUR . then i tore it up . i dont know why . im sorry AIUR ): . its nothing personal , really . its just me . im sorry . ): you're still that amazingly intelligent , unbeatable best friend that i love . (;
im intending to shut up and sleep now . pray that i wont wake , okay ? thanks .
12:45 AM

Monday, December 22, 2008

i feel like im such a mess now . no , im kind of like in a mess . messily messed up mess . you know ? i dont knowwww . i feel sandwiched . like , sandwiched in the middle of something i dont know how to get out of . i dont know who to turn to .
i tried to fend for myself . but i only end up getting counter attacked . ARGH . ewwwwwww . how ): i really want to help . but i feel so helpless . i really want to do something , but i dont know what to do . everything i do just makes things worse . omg i dont know what to do . everything's falling now . make me sleep . make this go away . please please please . ):
10:21 PM

Friday, December 19, 2008

hahahha , i've got this addiction to Ice Kachangs :D . i dont know whyyyyyyyyyyyyy . i loveeeeeeee this ice . hahahahahhaa . BUT ZOMG I HATE THE BEANSSSSSSSSSSSSS . the aunties/uncles always give me this wth-look when i tell them 红豆冰，不要红豆. hahahahhaa . its like asking for noodle soup without noodles . HAHA . :D so cool , right !:D i think its so retarded . hahahhaha .
8:46 PM

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

zomg zomg zomg , i feel so lifeless . come to think of it , my life is like , LIFELESS . ZOMG .
wake up , training , lunch , home , com , eat , tv , com , sleep . AGAIN AND AGAIN . ZOMGGGGGGGGGG . i need to do something about this . HOW . i was talking to my friend and he was telling me HOW EXCITING AND INTERESTING HIS LIFE WAS WHEN IM LIKE , zomg , so sua ku . SUPER SUA KU OKAY . i feel super woper depriveddddddddd . omg , i bet he almost died of boredom listening to me rant about how UNinteresting my life was . he went like "omg (with this wtf face) , i'd commit suicide if i led a life like this" SUPER HUMILIATING OKAY .
i need to do something about my life , omgomgomg ! SAVE ME SOMEONEEEEEEEEE .
1:22 AM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

:D Heeeelloooooooooooooooooooo . my teeeeth ache ): . TEETH , not tooth . poor me , i know . that damn rubber band fell off . lucky my appt's tomorrow , so Yay Me ! :D
im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored . ): my internet connection is super woper slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww . i feel so ignored , somehow . hahahhaha . rubbish . anyway . i've been site hopping . haha , i went from site to site looking for something to keep me busy and stuffs . Huh , unsuccessful ): . i've resort to what i used to do . EAT . HAHA , blame the boredom . eating keeps me occupied , i think . HAHA .
im looking for something to indulge in . hurrrrrrrrr .

and AIUR , get well soon , kay ! :D
10:25 PM

Monday, December 15, 2008

hahahahhaha . shopping today was superrrrrrrrrrrrrr tiring . hahahahha .
according to MY watch , i was 2mins early at the mrt station (yay me !:D) haha . and Jervenne & Zhixuan were like what , 20mins LATE . hahahhaha :D
we were like wandering around orchard because we didnt know where to go . i have this feeling i got cheated by them into buying this top at Max&More in Wisma . hmm , i still dont trust that they think its nice on me . i got it already anyhow . hmm . we bought coooooookiessss and continued walking aimlessly . HAH , then we realised we're LOST ! hahahha :D callled my mummy for directions , then we overshot our cross-road junction and got lost again ! hahahahha . omg , so retarded can . then we called again and walked back . omg , we felt so stupid can ! then some guy approached us with this donation kind of thing . was he persistent ! hurr . took alot of zhixuan&jervenne to shake him off . hahahaha . he seemed disappointed/pissed? i dont know . haha . went to fareast & ended up getting nothingggggggg . huh , walked around for so long ! then we went to bugis ! hahhaha . omg , we went to sakae for that buffet thing . OMG , did we eat ALOT . hahahhaha , our plates were like stacking and stacking . and did we wasted alot of food as well . especially zhixuan . she ate the fillings and left the rice alone . poor rice . D: hahahhaha , im soooooooooo gooood right ! i finished all my food . come to think of it , not all , MOST of them . HAHA . :D Jervenne was like laughing and laughing . i didnt know i was so amusing when i eat ! hahahha :D we were like crapping for like almost 2 hours in the restaurant then we decided to leave . omggg , so funny can ! then we went to walk and walk and walk . we walked our way to ...... BUGIS STREET ! yes , that place . hmm . i bought this shirt that we 3 each bought one . haha , Zhixuan got white , i got grey & jervenne got pink ! yay ! :D hahah , pink pink pink . hot pink for the piggy Jervennee ! :D haha . then i bought this weird dressssss . and i dont know . i have this feeling i might not be able to fit in when the day comes for me to wear it . hmmmmmmmm .
then .. i dont know . HAHA . i forgot what happened . then , then , then , i realised i bought the most clothes for the day although it was only 3 . hahahha . we were super rubbish for the whole day can . haha . so sad , yenyin wasnt there . our noise level were only HALF without her around . with her around , HAHA , man , we'd be the trauma of sakae's waiters&waitresses' lives . HAHA . but yea , today was crazy & rubbish . if only yenyin was there !
10:06 PM


haahha , i forgot about Jervenne in my previous post .
im making up for it now . HAHA . :D
HEEEEELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU PIG ! :D hahah , she was like "omg" when i told her im going to blog about her in my blog as much as i can . hahahha , she's gonna be so happy when she sees her name in my blog so many times ! :D haha , ha . WE'RE GOING SHOPPING TOMORROW . hahahhahhaa . i dont know why im all excited now when my previous post claims im actually sad . HAHA . neverrrmindddd . HAHA , im making that pig go out with us , EARLY as she thought so , tomorrow . yay , yay , yay . :D
HAHA , Love you , 100% Jervenne PIG ! :D
;Mooooooooooink!
2:09 AM


im like spam listening to some song . HUH . it makes me go reaaaaal sad D: .
it made me feel like blogging , too ! haha . i dont feel like sleeping . but i dont have anything to do ):
my brothers are quarelling (again) *rolls eyes . that usual arguement about who's more "civilised" ? super wth . you dont wanna know about it . not that you want to anyway . hur . swimming made me super tired today . i was like supeerrrrrrrrr dizzy when i was swimming . i didnt know where i was going and went knocking into anyone that crossed my path . im starting to think , i actually suck alot at swimming . like , super suck . i hate being so slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww . it just gets to me . huhhhhhhh . its just like what chester says . you're sucha slow pokeeeeeeeeeeeeee . sianed .
1:58 AM

Saturday, December 13, 2008

huhhhhhhhhhh . something went wrong with my toe ! its been having pins and needles since this morning when i woke up . HUH , ITS SICK . or maybe its breaking off . HUH OMG . Oh and santa , if you happen to see this , i want a digi cam for christmas . i cant find mine . no , cant find is an understatement . i lost it . im dead for that . but im going to insist i cant find it . ohhhhhhhh and i've got some new year resolutions for myself . hahahaha . doubt i'd really do them anyway .
1; Grow taller !
2; Do well for exams/tests
3; Get into School Team
4; Be nice ! :D
5; Spend less money
6; Dont fall down so often
7; Cut down on phone bills .
thats just for now . i shall think of moreeeeee .


everytime i see it , it brings tears of nostalgia . i dont like it, not one bit . i feel the ache , like its a fresh wound i just gotten yesterday . blame my selfishness . blame it .
12:36 AM

Friday, December 12, 2008

hahaha , i was waaaaaaaaaaay bored . so i went to read my old posts . omg , i feel so stupid . i mean , i am stupid . AHHA , and i realise Jervenne hasnt been appearing in my post for sometime . so i shall dedicate her a post! HAHA .

HELLO PURE PIG ! :D hahhahaha , you still owe me a JELLY OKAY :D and i owe you one , i know . hahha . :D Thanks for the drink the other day ! you're reaaallllllly prrrrrrroooooooooooo Okay ? so dont worry , im sure you'll get yourself a drink/jelly next time we compete again . you can like superly throw super far can ! and you're omgly strong . hurr , i really feel like a pig next to you . haha :D You're like super retarded and retarded and did i mention , RETARDED ? HAHA . :D and super funnnny . hahha .
and and and , stop your Paralympics crap . its crap , serious crap . HAHA .
we shall go watch movies sometime soon . :D :D :D ! And you should steal your bro's iphone again . hahhahaha :D okay, somehow , i ran out of things to say . YOU BETTER SEE THIS KAY . HAHA . i shall include you in my posts next time . so all you see in my blog is Jervenne Jervenne Jervenne Jervenne . AHHA :D
8:43 PM


this whole synopsis-sequel thing is getting to me . im all frustrated over it . because i dont know how to make it interesting . im stuck in the middle of the story and i dont know how to develop it and make it out of something . damn do i suck in such things .

went to have lunch with Lenis , Lee, Cassandra, Zhixuan, Jervenne, YenYin & Aishwarya after training today . haha , so funnny . Yenyin & I were helping the others throw away all the stuffs and we accidently threw away Lenis' nuggets! haha , damn was it funny .
then we went to Yenyin's condo's study lunge apparently to do HW.
well , just like what we expected , not very productive in the homeworking part . we were like crapping away most of the time . haha Lee is just as entertaining as ever . Aishwarya was argueing with me about that dumb math question . Jervenne was sitting blur over there trying to make something out of what we are saying . YenYin&Zhixuan sitting over there talking on their own . and there were like occasional "shhh"(s) from ourselves when we get too hyper . haha , fun day , great day :D. we went up to her house for dinner and hahahahhaha , conversation on dinner table is funny as well . poor yenyin had to eat so much because her mum doesnt want left overs . D: poor her !
we stayed to watch some christainity related video kind of thing . till it was about 9pm . no , it was 9pm . and haha , damn , i missed 2 calls from home . and damn was i dead . they started screaming & scolding me when i got home . and apparently , they thought i was kidnapped . HAH , i found it amusing instead . but i couldnt laugh . i was like , who would wanna kidnap some mad noisy cow/pig who's infected with madcowdisease and goes moooooooink ? i was laughing inside though . i cant imagine what would've happened if i actually laughed out loud . (shudders)
haha and they started talking about giving me a curfew and i was like "uhhh?" and i walked away . HAHA , surprisingly, they didnt give a damn and they continued talking . hahahha . but seriously, i wouldnt really care if i had a curfew or not lar . they can't do anything . dad sets my curfew . and if he doesnt get me one , I DONT HAVE ONE . HAHA :D

i was talking to mummy about going shopping with ZhiXuan ,Yenyin & Jervenne and she was like , "Buy what clothes ! your clothes can LITERALLY bury you liao , still buy !" i was like , "HUH ! nevermind lar , yours is worse ,yours is x5 of mine . so , its okay :D my red hill is nothing compared to your mount everest" but seriously , we both have VERY HIGH maintenance . well , she did consider sponsoring my shopping trip . she was like , "ai yo , see my mood for this weekend lar" AHHA , that aint too bad . :D shopppping ! ;D hahahha , shopping with those 3 mad women is going to be F-U-N , FUN ! :D
2:16 AM

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

HAHAHA ! im almost complete with my sequel . i think its complete rubbish . haha :D i dont carrreee . its almost the same as the book im writing a sequel to anyhow ! haha :D

hmm , im considering changing my blog skin . give it a new look, yea ? :D this skin gives ,e the nostalgia feel . i cant find one . and i really love this one . but it gets boring when it stays too long . i cant find one that can never get boring . ):

and im mean . well , yea . i am . im mean because im selfish . and i hate to share . well , share as in , certain things . like , interests , favourites , stuffs like that ? i dont mind sharing material stuffs . but i hate sharing stuffs that are important to me . as in , i dont like it when others like what i like too . its like , imagine your favourite tee shirt being worn by others and walked around saying its theirs . you get what i mean ? i know its VERY selfish and mean of me . im trying to get over it . trying already . im sorry im so selfish . i know , im like , eww . i dont know whats with me . im sorry . );
11:03 PM

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Training was superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr tired ! not tired . but im aching from muscle aches . hahhaha . today was fun . well , kind of !
i went to the library with GuiHui & Rayson . Huh . they made me wait for almost an hour to come . hurrr . i got so tired, i fell asleep with my nose in a book . hahaha , i thought that was stupid . i mean , it is . kind of :D . haha .
They are ever so amusing . haha . AIUR rocks lar .
Bus ride home was funnnnnnnnn ! okay . more of stupid . but i've made some discoveries of myself on my way home . hey that aint too bad! they made me realise im actually very amusing . (in other words: noisy moomoo) hahaha , i was talking non stop . i actually talked all tha way from Tampines to Eunos ! HAHA . i didnt know i could talk so much . :D i guess i really am noisy . ohhh and i keep contradicting myself somehow . hmm . haha , i think im retarded and superrr noisy . hahhaha .
gotta watch tv , bye :D
9:06 PM

Sunday, December 7, 2008

i feeeeeeeeeeell wwwwwwweeeeeeeeeiiiiiiirrrrrrrrddddddddddddddddddd .
no , i feel wrong . i feel , crazy . i feel , weird . i feeel .. i dont know . i'm feeling alot of things right now . and i dont really like feeling so many things at once . sometimes , i dont know what im talking about . i think you dont as well .
a week without training is weird . it feels so empty . its like , i have nothing to do at all . you know , i feel like im a superwoperduper boring person .
i havent been coming online alot lately . i hold no interest in the computer anymore . its like , i have completely nothing to do here . instead , i think im becoming a couch potato . i've been watching tv alot lately . i dont think its very good for me . i still have a sequel to come up with . i havent started at all . and that damn geography report , which has been in my To-do list since , what , last month ? damn .
i dont understand why my damn bill is so high when i havent been using alot of it lately . i havent been sms-ing , calling , going onto the internet , no nothing . wth is wrong with it . maybe mum will start believing me when she cuts away my line and switch to prepaid card . IM TELLING YOU , I HAVENT BEEN CALLING , SMS-ING , OR WHATEVER WITH MY PHONE LIKE ITS FREE . I TOLD YOU .

and people , if you happen to read this post , to me a favour .
go on to :
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and vote for my friend ; evilryu80
that'd be very kind of you . (: thanks .
1:20 PM

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

because oh my crap , i am deprived .
i dont know whats wrong with me now . omg , im emo-ing again . do you even consider it emo-ing when its so pathetic .. ? ewwwwwww . vanessa sucks .
okay , i dont know if im deprived or not . but i feel deprived . and crap , i dont know what i am deprived of . dont know whats wrong with me .
you know , i feel like im so selfish . and i feel bad but im still selfish and stuffs . dont tell me its human to be selfish . if so then i dont want to be human . i mean , nevermind . its like . i expect people to be like this and like that and , i dont know . but it turned out to be like that and like this . nevermind if you dont get what im saying . im just not supposed to be like that . and crap , turned out to be , I AM LIKE THAT . and i hate it . i hate myself , i hate everything that i do . because everything that i do is wrong or would turn out to be wrong eventually .

wont be home for this week . so , wont be home . and , so wont be blogging .
2:33 PM

Monday, December 1, 2008

1. What is your full name?
Vanessa Chung Si Min ! (nice name , i know ! :D)

2. Are you single?
Yesss .

3. What is/are your favourite numbers(s)
ummm , 38 . im attached to it , somehow :D

4.What is/are your favourite colour?
I like dark colours (Black,Maroon,Navy) & Orange!:D

5.Least favourite colour[s]
i hate murky colours . ewww .

6.What are you thinking now?
how to answer these random questions ..?

7. Are you happy with your life right now?
hmm , actually , i am ! :D

8.What are your favourite subjects in school?
History,Literature,Maths:D

9. Do you shop at malls?
um , yea . isnt that the only place for us to shop ?

10.Where do you wish to be right now?
In dreamland , with .. :D

11. What should you be doing now?
um , sleeping .

12.Do you have any crush on anyone?
well , if you consider celebrity crushes . yes , quite a few . HAHA , JOE .

13.When was the last time you bought a clothing item?
come to think of it, its been quite some time ! (in other words , TIME FOR SHOPPING :D)

14. What was the last thing you drank?
ummmm . Cola

15. Do you hate liars? Do you hate backstabbers?
Name me one who doesnt . well , i do . but its okay if they confess and had a reason in doing so .

16. Can you make yourself sneeze?
umm , i guess so . i never tried .

17.Do you fall for people easily?
fall ? no .

18. What does your last text msg read?
"Allo allo. Are you there?"

19. Are you too forgiving?
i guess so . i think i am . i think ..

20.How many windows are open on your computer?
Two !

21.Who was your last call from?
Yiyi ! :D this afternoon

22.What do you do with most of your time?
Read , sleep , tv , com .

23.Will you & your ex get back again?
what ..?

24.Do you sleep with the TV on?
HAHA , ALWAYS . mum gets very mad at me for that .

25. Which of your close friends live the closest?
Close friends? hmm . Norazah & Pearl !

26.Which item could you not live during the day?
during the day ? Lets see .. my bed . cos , i spend most of my time sleeping in the day .

27. Would you share a drink with a stranger?
No .

28.How was your weekend?
Fun :D .

29.Do you believe ex[s] can be friends?
well , sure , i guess .

30. The last person you quarrelled with?
quarrel ? i think its linus .

31.The way to win your heart?
be genuine .

32.What did you do last night?
teeeveehhhhhh .

33. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
Nwwwooppe . though i consider my name as a super common one . ):

34.Are you looking for a boyf/girlf?
No .

35.One song that is meaningful to you?
wow . meaningful ? i'd say many songs . Welcome to my life is one of my favs.

36.Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
um . i twirl them all the time .

37.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
when im lazy :D

38.How long is your hair?
Shoulder length .

39.Do you like batman?
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . i like lego batman :D

40.Who was the last person who told you that they love you?
hmmmmm . i dont know !

41.When was the last time you sang out loud?
Just now ! my bro was like , " i shall sing to you" and he didnt know the lyrics . i ended up singing instead .

42.What did you have for breakfast?
i didnt eat breakfast ):

43.Is your birthday on a holiday?
Nope .

44.Can you cook?
YES , and ohhh , you'll love it . HAHA .

45.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Throwers' Teeee .

46.What was the reason for the last troubles you were in?
ohh . i was too trusting & dumb , so yea .

47.which do you wear more?sweats 0r jeans.
Jeannns .

48. When is your birthday?
5/4 . remember that ! :D

49. Do you swear alot?
i guess i used to . not anymore .

50. What was your first achololic drink?
long ago . i dont remember . i drank on this afternoon ...uhh ..

51.Do you have any regrets?
well , tons of them .

52. Who would you like to see now?
Jooooooeeeeeeeeee .

53.Have the cops ever come to your house?
um , well . there was this once . but they didnt really come up because whoever they were looking for was down already .

54. Are you a social or anti-social person?
social , i think :D

55.Who are your best friends? Are you still friends with them?
Yeap!
AIUR! :D Norazah! Raphael ! :D

56. Ever been in love?
Nope .

57. Ever had braces?
Having NOW :DDD *SMILES & FLASHES THEM


58. What do you wear to bed?
Teees & shorts

59.Who was the last person who disappointed you?
i dont know/remember

60. Do you trust people?
always . im learning not to trust all of them .

61. Who was the first person you talked to today?
firsttt . yiyi:D

62. Who was the first person who texted you today?
GuiHui

63. what was the first thing you did today?
woke up & went to my bed to continue sleeping at 6.43am

64.Ten people to tag
actually , im not intending to tag anyone .
12:27 AM


:D HAHHA , today is my Ah ma birthday ! :D
im sooo happy . because , well , i never really expressed myself much to her . mainly in the wrong way , which makes me a bad girl , but today , im so guai , i made her a card and she loved it :D well , we all made it together . i gave the idea ! :D hahah , genius , YES . HAH , (ego much , ==)
and today was so fun . chester was a retard as usual . i made him smile :D HAH , i rock , yes . we were taking photos and man , he SMILED :D . well , he never smiles , so yay for me :D
















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