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Friday, October 31, 2008
Greatest Ridiculous loser (: HAHAHAHA . CHESTER IS THE GREATEST LOSER IN THE WORLD . omgomg . he walked out of the room suddenly and started crapping . its like . he started to provoke me . insult me more likely . he started talking about random stuffs . he commented on me randomly too . everything . random dude . watch this . he said " he specially picked out the topic . so he's not random ." oh-my-god . i'll die of frustration talking to him you know . he lives in denial no less than i do . he thinks he's a genius who can do anything to stop me . omgomg . okay , now im not making sense as well . because im ROFL-ing while talking to him while blogging . let me tell you about the VODA drink . he came with . he was like . "this is a holy drink with holy water in the holy bottle . you want some ? i have some to spare . your drink is nothing to compare to mine . *sighs" he then places it in my right hand (after he finish drinking it) . he went like , "*Vibrates the bottle in my hand and made some stupid sound, which he refers to the HOLY sound . and poof! its REFILLED " i was so omg-ed and started laughing again . cos he's sucha loser . moreover, he's so shameless . "i know i have alot of things for you to blog about , you can even write a book about him." he's trying to stop me from blogging about him . im not going to let him off just like that you know . thats the reason why i immediately blogged about him . he'll be the death of me . this dude . *sigh . poor thing, i know i am . 10:20 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
What are you DOING ?! "What are you doing" can be said in so many ways , and mean so many things as well . a nice way , when people ask you about what you are doing now because they care . or it can be said when some one is fed up with what you are doing right now and scream at you . "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" you dont really get a nice feeling when What Are You Doing is asked in the second way . umm hmm . im pretty much used to the second one . i dont like it , but i cant help it . woh, i get really tired nowadays . i was doing homework and i actually . uh , fell asleep . irene aint picking up my call . wonder what is that boney goat up to . hmm . maybe i should stop this post . its getting . pathetic . i've got some announcements to make in the class blog . maybe i should go over now. see ya around. if anyone bothers to read . oh well . ouch . 7:14 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
"WHAT THE HELL" okay now . do i really say WHAT THE HELL so often ? my mum and chester are like driving me nuts . they've been saying "WHAT THE HELL" in this high pitched voice the whole day . trying to irritate me i guess . man , i cant believe mum's joining in as well . man . its driving me nuts . reallly . i should stop this . omgomgomg . 11:09 PM
Sunday, October 26, 2008
i scare people away sometimes . zomg . that kinda sucks . what is it ? being over friendly ? intimidating ? its just a smile for cow's sake . D: this little girl (3 or 4?) was staring at me the whole while in the bus . all i did was smile and she ran off . its like , i scared her off or something . zomg . you know , for two times yesterday , i wished my head would just shut down and dont work . so i wouldnt have to think so much .stupid thought , i know . gtg , sorry . bye . and wallet , i still miss you. 3 9:19 AM
Friday, October 24, 2008
D: yesterday sucked . partly because my wallet was kidnapped . oh, how i miss it ): . it must have been calling out for me when i left it behind . oh, i am so, so sorry wallet . how i miss you so right now . you know , jervenne gave me a few people to ponder about . you know , who kidnapped it . well, there was this cat that she provoked the other day who scratched her . we think that its getting revenge . hmm . OH , and this little girl pushing a small pram with a baby doll in it . she approached us when we were having lunch on the bench . the doll must be directing her . she must have been eyeing my wallet on my lap all along . hmph . no wonder she kept coming towards us ! hmmmm . whoever it may be , they must have stuffed something into my wallet's mouth to keep it from screaming . hmph! just hope they arent toturing her you know . like , chopping off its limb and stuffs . ouch . ohhh, and sorry to Jervenne , Zhixuan , Eugenia , Nicole , Yenyin , Aishwarya and samantha for staying behind to search for me . im really sorry about it yea ? and thanks alot as well .(: xie xie alot okays . you guys are the best (: love ya :D i cant accept the fact that its holidays now . it kinda sucks actually . i cant believe the holiday that i've been anticipating so much turned out to be such a bore . because there's like nothing to do . really . cos most of the places are pretty much boring . i've been dreaming again . like, dreams are coming back . weird yes . but, entertaining , i guess . ending here , so , bye . (: happy holidays yaw :D 6:07 PM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
im fed up, bored , irritated and very very tired . i hate today , i hate today , i absolutely hate today . it was spoilt in the morning . and it went rolling down eventually . i started calling people in class . and we suddenly had this conference call . Jervenne called me and i added Glenda into the call then Daphne , using Glenda's phone added herself into the call by calling her own phone . it was funny though . and jervenne couldnt stop saying Hi to me across the room . LOL . i cant help it . i was way too bored . you know , of all this free time i have , i dont understand why i just cant seem to do my holiday homework . you know , i really wish someone would like slap me , wake me up and i'd do things the way i used to . i want to finish my homework . but i cant bring myself to concentrate and sit there and do . i feel so , useless . instead of doing all my work , im wasting time , wasting myself away , my time away , thinking of things . and im really starting to think that im thinking too much . i think . im too ambitious . im too much of an idiot . and im too tactless . im offending people all the time . and im all short tempered and mean . i hate being like this . i dont know what to do to change and be better . im overwhelmed by all this thoughts and it actually hurts . and i dont know what to do to stop thinking . i dont know what i can do to take my mind off all these stuffs . i cry, i cried . shaking from the pain thats in my head 9:26 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
i dont really have the urge to blog nowadays . i feel so sorry for my blog . like, just leaving it behind like this . argh , sorry . yay , yay , yay , im getting a book shelf . hahhahaa . :D lol . lol . lol . im going bored all over again . realised many people are asking me to go and die . D: i wonder what i did wrong . im sorry . D: im bored and i feel sian . lol , okay they are the same . im stopping here , so , bye . shut up 11:11 PM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
![]() yawn . im bored . way bored . having training's not too bad actually . at least it takes my time off . and lalala , my morning will be gone . but now im like stuck at home and well , having nothing to do . not much TV to watch in the morning cos i dont like morning shows . D: rrrrrrroooooooooooaaaaarrrrrrrrr . wait , am i suppose to say that ? no , sorry . ima cow . so , uh , moooooooooooooo . sian-ed . sian-ed . sian-ed . some one , just kill me . 9:29 AM
Friday, October 17, 2008
loL , i havent been blogging for um . days . if im not wrong . that is, if i counted correctly . these few days have been uber boring . school has been nothing but watching Jervenne and Natalie watching some DBSK stuff . lol, enough to kill me of boredom . been falling asleep quite alot nowadays . today's learning journey was fun . engaging ? i guess . went to City Hall's some art exhibition . uber nice :D okay im bored now so i shall watch tv or just rot . so, bye . 7:22 PM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
lol lol lol . my blog has been on leave for a few days . im sooooooooooooo tired . lol . just now , that fish cheated my feelings . i thought it was boneless , at least not so hard lar . i dont know what i bit when i was ate it . i was like WTF can . it sent my tooth shaking . of all teeth, it got the weakest one . ouuuchhhh . pain pain pain . it hurt both my feelings and teeth . ): school is so sian nowadays . nobody can go shut up man . really . all we do in class is play cards and play whatever and well, apparently jervenne and natalie's favourite past time , watching some DBSK shows on her ipod . LoL. seriously, they'll watch all day long and become oblivious to what is happening around them . there was this time that they watched till they didnt realise there was a teacher in class . they only knew until the teacher left the class . cool huh? either that, they played cards today . jervenne is such a cheater in "cheat!" can ! she places seven of whatever and said it was 3 of whatever she said . and i cant believe Vinodini didnt realise and let jervenne pass so many times . it sent me , natalie and irene laughing like idontknowwhat can . OH and you should've been in class to see the board today . really .Irene's advertising some homemade OHHHH . BUSINESS CUPPOCINO . HAHAHA . i think it was awesome . entrepreneurship . hahah . monopoly tycoon is so fun ! it tempted me to go home and install my tycoon games again . ahahhaa . Jervenne claims that her "kisses" made our sales rise . reallly . hahah , but overall , it was super fun . :D considering Business anyone ? :D 9:58 PM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
im bored . very bored . lala , my phone line's on the verge of being cutting off . because Mum says so . loL . that is , unless i dont "improve" . like, dont exceed . the plan itself is so much . even if i dont exceed , she'll still say something about it . whhhaaattteeeevvvvveeeeerrrrrrrrrr . so, what im trying to say is . well , unless you're really desperate for me to talk to you or you have notice or whatever thats important to tell me , then go ahead . else , i most probably wont reply . im sorry . im not ignoring anyone okay ? sorry ): ooooooohhhhh . and i am so un-nice . i do all sorts of things that are mean . realise why everyone dislike me . D; rah rah rah . you're not just a failure, VC , you're hopeless . 8:30 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008
ohhhhhhhhh , i really dont know what to blog about . i've been here a few times but i end up going off without posting at all . ohhhhhhhh , i dont know . i feel weird nowadays . finished off brisingr last night . slow, yes . i could've finished it on the day itself if it hadnt been for the TV . but i finished it & i still love it . <3 <3 <3 <3! now, i need to look for another . & wait for a few more years before the next comes . ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . i am sian-ed . i spend most of my time sleeping in class nowadays . wasting away , yes . i cant think of anything to do , really . sian-ed sian-ed sian-ed . i am so , so bad with words . really . im never good whenever it comes to direct conversation . & often i'd just shut up & make whoever's that's trying to talk to me more upset than ever . oh , talk about being a loser . really , i can never make a person feel better when they need me to . i never did , and i can never do so . i probably do so much a better job when i sms or msn or email . whatever . <--- THESE , give me time to think before i speak . so i wont end up hurting anyone . failure VC, you are 8:55 PM
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
today was pretty much tiring . just like yesterday . i dont know why , i get tired so easily these few days . its like im not getting enough sleep . maybe i am not . really , i dont know what to bring to school tomorrow . *yawns . school , i dread school . do you ? i just wanna stay home and sleep . and probably just dont wake up . yea , that'd do me some good . i still dont understand why people still dont listen to what im trying to say . and i dont understand why they keep lying to me . whatever , chester , i dont care whatever lies you told me . they are still lies afterall . liar liar liar . chester is a liar . and i think milton is getting influenced by him . now he's lying as well . not only is he influenced to lie , he's influenced to PROCRASTINATE . what i hate most about chester . now milton is doing so as well . one is enough for me to handle and now i have two . they really will be the death of me . argh . chester doesnt study , miton doesnt do his work . what do you want me to do ? force them to do them ? not like i can . what i do seem to be making everything worse . im doing everything for them . thats not helping yea . and i'll probably get scolded if anyone else finds out that im doing their work . so much for helping . tired . *yawns . i was happily reading brisingr today . i was asking to use the com when i realised milton was doing some work with it . some assignment assigned during september . he made me so frustrated . cos' he didnt know how to do it . and he didnt bother to ask for help . WHY . i just helped him finish it and im feeling tired right now but i havent packed my bag yet and im tired . and i want to sleep. ragh . milton and chester always make me cry . either cos i laughed too hard , am too happy , angry , sad , frustrated or whatever . they always do . because no one really cares what they do . and im left to do that. and it sucks , really . it makes me feel like im some old person . and the last thing i want is to be old . im gonna turn old real soon . i think i shall pack everything up and go to sleep now . so , good night whoever you are . Lady Nightstalker 11:51 PM
Monday, October 6, 2008
D; today was , well okay . it was good when i just woke up . to look at something appealing to the eye when you just wake up is good enough to make me happy for awhile . went out to meet guihui & raphael went to the airport . so much for studying . they were watching tv most of the time . gave up in about one and a half hours time . D; productive much . pppshhhh . i feeel oh so tired today . i wonder why . oh and there's like training tomorrow . i dont know how i will end up like cos i havent been training for so long . im afraid i'll end up with aches all over like last time . ooohhhhhhhhh . D; longing for my beauty sleep . *yawns is this going to be once upon a time or is it going to be happily ever after? 7:47 PM
Friday, October 3, 2008
;D ;D ! today is the most amazing day ever . well, not really , but hey, exams are over :D it seemed like forever, and now i cant believe that they are REALLY over . i just cant take it in right now . it will sink in eventually . (: WOOOOOO , i have brisingr now . WOOOOOOOOOOO ;D love it love it love it . i havent touched it yet , but i LOVE IT . WOOOOOOOO ;D its black&gold ! lol . i think there'll be many many people blogging about today huh ? exams over and everything . (: went out today with Irene , Natalie & Jervenne . (: it was fun :D like , we were uber uncertain of where to go . and we ended up in AMK hub . hahaha , we kept roaming around . D: watched "The House Bunny" . Comedy much ! *Shelly was uber funny . super, really. that bimbotic bitch . LOL . Nice show , yes yes , worth watching . gave me a good laugh . then we went roaming around again . where did we go ? i think we went to uh . Marina . no , we didnt go there . we stayed in the train == . and we went back to whats the stoip after city hall ? yes , yes , doughby gaut . we were effing waiting for the train to come . and 3 passed and we didnt board . guess why ? 'cos we thought the train was way toooooooo crowded for us . LOL . not me , Jervenne & Natalie . HAHA. we hung out by the station . lol , embarrassing much because we were basically embarrassing ourselves . ohh, dont talk about it . in the end , we went to Plaza Sing eventually. to grab some snacks and well , all the way there just for snacks . see how much of a time waster we are ? was a good day over all . somehow , the journey home was fast , but alot of time was used up . Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh .very soon , my holidays will be gone D; . training's starting on TUESDAY . man , i dont even know i if i can still stand warm up man . D; okay ,i should stop being so self-centered . although this is my own blog . being so self conscious aint suppose to be good , right ? think more for others , yes yes . im trying . still . 9:24 PM
Thursday, October 2, 2008
read this on the papers today : "if you can start the day without caffein; if you can get going without painkillers; if you can always be cheerful, ignoring the aches and pain; if you can resist complaining and boring people with your troubles; if you can eat the same food every day and be grateful for it; if you can understand if your loved ones are too busy to give you any time; if you can forgive a friend's lack of consideration; if you can overlook it when those you love take it out on you when, through no fault of your own, something goes wrong; if you can take criticism and blame without resentment; if you can ignore a friend's limited education and never correct him; if you can resist treating a rich friend better than a poor friend; if you can face the world without lies and deceit; if you can conquer tension without medical help; if you can relax without liquor; if you can sleep without the aid of drugs; if you can honestly say that deep in your heart you have no prejudice against any creed or colour, religion or politics; then , my friend, you're almost as good as your dog" - To all dog lovers i thought thats pretty true in a way . and well, it wont hurt to just be like that . and im gonna try . Cheerios <3 5:50 PM
I finished geog :D yay , i took a helluva long time . still, i have to go through it again and again till it gets stuck in my head the way Ms low is . D; ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh . did you guys listen to the new song? new as in, i just put it up as my blog song. :D its nice aint it ? ;D <3 Panic , Panic , Panic . not really in a blog-able mood right now . D; i dont have anything in mind to say nor is anything coming to me . so , bye , for now . i'll be back when i feel bloggable . (; <3! 5:22 PM
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
loL . my triple eyelid's back D: it was gone and today when i was combing my hair , i realised it came back on . like , wth . D: and chester was busy laughing away again . i started playing psp half way studying geog . so much for studying hard huh . oh oh oh . chester and i are addicted to secondhand serenade's songs right now . D: not that we just started , i mean , we were already a few months back and i dont know why suddenly we're all uh , into them again . D; it runs in the genes . hahahhaha . chester makes me laugh so hard . D: im kinda contradicting myself now , cos i used to keep complaining about him . well, he isnt that bad actually . for my 13 years of life , i finally realise that my brother is actually good . it isnt too late huh ? :D this exam thing kinda bring us together . studying that is . well , he cant concentrate on studying and he'll keep on talking to me . and we'll start to crap and he makes me laugh like some mad woman . D; hooooooooooooo , will be home studying along tomorrow D; . its a helluva better compared to chester who will be in school the whole day ;D somehow, Ms Low's face and voice keeps appearing in my head when i study for geog . ooooohhhhhh no . D; blossom the crazy random drama woman has influenced me D; 10:36 PM
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