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Thursday, November 27, 2008
Main Point all i want to say is Vanessa Sucks. thats all i want to say, because she really sucks. so, bye. 11:56 PM
Quiz 1. The person who passed you this quiz is... Rayson a.k.a AIUR ! :D 2. Your relationship with him/her is… He's my bestest, smartest , most hardworking, sincere, funny, kind guy friend . :D 3. Your 5 impressions of him/ her: 1. Smartass ! :D 2. Super dilligent 3. Funny :D (though sometimes he tries too hard) 4. Friendliest Friendly 5. Someone to confide in ! :D 4. The most memorable thing he she has done for you... Being my best guy friend ! :D 5. The most memorable words he she has said to you... Saying hello in different manner continuosly :D 6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will... go , "where's that hidden camera ? :D" 7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she should improve on... not being so good at everything 8. If she becomes your enemy... you'd wish ! well, maybe for one reason . 9. If she becomes you enemy, the reason will be... already said it wont happen, he's too nice ! well , that maybe was him for being too smart . so refering to qst 9 , i'd thrash him in everything . HAHA :D 10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is... Smile at him and make him smile too :D 11. Your overall impression of him/her is... amiable , friendly , crazy , funny , dilligent , caring , unbeatable , amazing Genius ! :D 12. How you think people around you will feel about you? Who's that insane , noisy , rubbish cow ?! 13. The characteristics you love about yourself are... umm . how bout , my crazy smile+wave ? you should ask AIUR ! :D 14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are... OMG , EVERYTHING . 15. The most ideal person you want to be is... Successful , brave person . I can dream , right ? :D 16. For people that care and like you, say something to them... Thanks for all the care and love , whether you've expressed it or not . :D its really nice , so , i love you people as well :D! 17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you... (though i probably wont be bothered to do so) 1. Rayson! 2. Linus! 3. ZhaoHua! 4. Aikel! 5. YenYin! 6. Jervenne! (she doesnt have a blog ! but idc! :D) 7. Nicole! 8. Natalie! 9. Glenda! 10. Geraldine! 18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with at the moment? (Jervenne!) HAHA , ME ! :D no lar , she wishes it'd be Jaejoong . hurr . 19. Is no.9 a male or female? (Glenda!) Girl ! so , which do you think it is ? 20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Nicole & Geraldine!) HUH ! tell me what you think ? 21. How about no.8 and 5? (Natalie & YenYin !) EHH , I THOUGHT NATALIE WAS DATING WITH ME . haha , jkjk . 22. What is no.2 studying? (Linus!) well , how bout , how to improve his skill of making others laugh , for no reason ? 23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? (Zhaohua!) Last tuition lesson ? A week ago . :D 24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? (Natalie) She has aint no fav bands . She loves FISH , and plain FISH . 25. Does no.1 has any siblings? (Rayson!:D) YES . he has the most hilarious family . :D interesting dude . he's got 2 brothers ! :D 26. Will you woo no.3? (Zhaohua!) HAHA , i may consider you know ! she's so popular ! hahah ! 27. How about no.7? (Nicole) HAHA , who doesnt want a fun girlfriend ! haha , im not a lesbian , so no worries :D 28. Is no.4 single? (Aikel) im not very sure myself , but base on my guesing , i suppose no . 30. What is the hobby of no.4? (Aikel) Aikel ? if im not wrong , he's into soccer . :D 31. Do no.5 and 9 get along well? ( Yenyin & Glenda!) I dont even know if they know each other ! 32. Where is no.2 studying at? (Linus!) Damai Secondary 33. Say something casually about no.1. (Rayson!:D) AIUR rocks ! :D 34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? (Natalie!) OMG , WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM ?! falling for that chicken that fishes everyday ?! *shakes head* 35. Where does no.9 live at? (Glenda!) i dont know . i think i heard somewhere like , near novena . HAHA 36. What colour does no.4 like? (Aikel!) Black ? i dont know , sorry ): 37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends? (Rayson & YenYin!) They dont know each other . D: 38. Does no.7 likes no.2? (Nicole&Linus!) They dont know each other . and will never fall for each other . 39. How do you get to know no.2? (Linus!) We were classmates in kindergarten ! :D 40. Does no.1 have any pets? (Rayson!) Hmm , not that i know of . 41. Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world? (Nicole!) hahah , i dont know . 42. Do you think its possible if no.4 and no.5 date each other? (Aikel&YenYin!) No, They dont know one another. 43. Say something more about no.6... (Jervenne) HAHA , I LOVE HER . i mean , she rocks . HAHA . She's one super hilarious & nice & fun friend to be with :D 44. What is your relationship with no.9... (Glenda!) classmates :D 45. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from. 1. Rayson! (Eunos Primary School - Victoria School) 2. Linus! (Eunos Primary School - Damai Secondary) 3. ZhaoHua! (Eunos Primary School - Damai Secondary) 4. Aikel! (Eunos Primary School - Bedok Green Secondary) 5. YenYin! (Tao Nan Primary - Cedar Girls School) 6.Jervenne! (Chong Fu Primary - Cedar Girls School) 7. Nicole! (Maha Bodhi Primary - Cedar Girls School) 8. Natalie! (Marymount Convent - Cedar Girls School) 9. Glenda! (St Mageretts[sp?] - Cedar Girls School) 10.Geraldine!(CHIJ Katong Primary - Cedar Girls School) 46. What would you do if no.10 hates you? (Geraldine!) Say sorry & be friends again ? :D 47. Which of the following are in a relationship? uhhhhhhh .. 48.How did you first met no.3? (Zhaohua!) We knew each other since Kindergarten ! :D 49. How would you react if no.3 and no.10 are together? (ZhaoHua & Geraldine!) uhhhh .. 50. Last question! What would you do if no.10 tells you she is pregnant?(Geraldine) well it depends on the situation . 11:05 PM
oh this is stupid . no , i AM stupid . damn . i keep getting myself into trouble . i never think before i do things . i keep hurting people , myself , everything . OMG , VANESSA YOU SUCK . what have i got myself into again . people say "once bitten twice shy" , not to me , really . i keep doing it over and over again . OMGGGG . Rayson tells me "to err is human" , i am like , WAY human then . ew , sheet . ARGHHH . i never seem to learn . i am determined to do so now though ! HUH , but i dont know . im scared . i hate myself for being such a coward , to not face my problems until the very end when things are like , cant be solved . i dont understand why i just cant face it , like some brave person . well , easy , because i am not brave . wow . and i get worked up over little things . ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww . VANESSA YOU REALLY SUCK . its no wonder no one likes you . *sian-ed . im so freaked and freaked and traumatised . i dont know what i've done this time . i hate myself , i hate everything . Sorry Yenyin , for being so mean to you . Sorry to all those whose ears got hurt listening to me scream . thanks for being there , for making things better . (: 6:32 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Standing up i need to learn to stand up for myself and voice out what i really think . but hell is it hard . D: there's always so much i want to say , i want people to know . there are just so many times i want to just voice out , but i dont know how to . i dont want to make you feel bad or anything . its hard to keep it in either . i want to vent them all out , but you and so many other things hold me back . you just make me feel so small , i dont want that , i dont like that . i want to prove to you someday , i can make it , i can do it , so much better . but thats just what i WANT . i dont think i can make it out . i dont really think i can . 12:51 AM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
JOEY <3 :D OMG , I DREAMED ABOUT JOEY ZEHR . i'd never wanna wake up man . SERIOUSLY . OMG . hahaha , stupid , but whatever . ZOMG , it was a god damn good dream . i was in the train . and zomg , he was beside me :D . and the others were also there . HURRRR , i dont know how to describe this whole thing . but , i love this dream . my dreams have been very nice to me nowadays . (: 22nd Nov: HAHA , i was so freaked out about the swimming test . i was like , "omg , im going to fail ," " omg , did i fail ? " "omg , i think i failed" "omg , HOW HOW !" turned out i din fail at all . haha :D i aced speed swim . not too bad , (: the others were easy . stamina swim SUCKED to the core . cos i had to share my lane with this dude . and he kept knocking into me . i apologised and he gave me that dao look . hur , HELLO , YOU SWAM INTO MY LANE . i passed anyway . HAAH , i chionged over him . Hurr , im kinda setting out my path to being a life guard . I PASSED and im happy . now , that is . hurrr .. 11:03 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008
Too fast ; too slow i feel slow , i feel that everything is going past me so fast right now . i have this damn swimming test tomorrow and i feel stupid about it . because everyone finishes their tests when they're like in primary school . im going to be sec2 and i aint finish them yet . i still have life saving to go . how slow can i get ? i feel so ashamed about myself . not just for this , for everything . there's so many things i want to say , i want to show . but i dont know how to express them . i always express things wrongly and get misunderstood . and blah blah . i cant be bothered to continue no more . cos im lazy to think , im lazy to talk , im lazy about everything . lazy , dumb , whateverrr . cos im so irritated nowadays , i dont even feel like talking . or even to try anymore . dont talk to me . dont try , cos i dont want to talk . leave me alone or something . cos even if i talk , i dont think i'll ever get to satisfy you with my answers . best thing to do is just to walk away , so yea . dont bother to ask how am i or just am i okay . aint it obvious already ? so just god dammit leave me alone . no offence what so ever . im just pissed . 11:17 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
huh . im starting to think i suck . no , actually , i've been thinking that for a long time . hurrr . im bored . i want to talk but i dont want to talk . because if i were to talk , i would have to be talking . i dont think you get what i mean . i've been spending money unneccessarily nowadays . and i feel guilty . i feel so lazy . im like taking every effing thing for granted . i say yes now , then i say no later . i suck . i ruin people's days . argh . i dont want to talk anymore . go away , i want to be alone . i want to go EMO for ONCE . 10:22 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I JUST WOKE UP (: well , not just . i woke up at around 5.30 . hahhaha , call me lazy , whatever . CHALET WAS FUN (: . hahahha , it really was . YenYin went home with me after training and bathed at my house . then we went back to my other house with me to get some other stuffs , haha (: we were supposed to meet Jervenne , but she was still at home . huh . so yenyin and i went to the chalet first . we bought charcoal , fire starters , blah blah . then we went to the chalet . GUESS WHAT . no one was there . hahhaa , i think its super stupid and funny (: YenYin claims that we're acting cool outside . but i was thinking , we're already being locked out , which is very uncool , how to appear cool D: . hahha , genius me thought of a great solution . we went to get the keys from the sec 4s who were in escape theme park at that time . yenyin didnt think of that :D IM SUCHA GENIUS . just for that period of time . lol ! we went in and stoned there for sometime till everyone started appearing . Samantha , Lee , Chloe , Aishwarya and Felicia . Jervenne got lost on her way here . so freaky can . i was so afraid she'd end up somewhere i dont know . and this bus guide of hers wont be anyhelp at all . she arrived safely anyway . but late ! hahah . then we spent our time in the chalet till dinner time . (: We went to Macs for dinner and hell were we noisy . Lee was making us laugh as usual . hahahhahaa , i think its like , super funny . Whatever she said was super lame but when Lee says it, it doesnt sound that lame anymore . it sounded so funny . maybe because of her expressions and the way she says them . Oh my god . we laughed so loud that our neighbouring customers were shush-ing us and asking us to shut up . it was fun though (: then we went back to the chalet . and got to the beach for farewell . HUH . the atmosphere was so sad ! D: But the whole thing was nice , (: haha , our bonfire was so cute can . haha (: . Poor yenyin's camera was infested with my photos . HAHAHA . (: my camera kinda sucked so i didnt use it much . we stayed at the beach till say , 1am ++++ . Lee was entertaining us the whole time . she'll be one perfect comedian i tell you . seriously (: . we went aback to the chalet and everyone looked so tired . Hurrr D: . they said they wont be sleeping but , well , they ended up doing so all the same . Then it was left with Me , Felicia , Beatrice and Lee . we went for a walk . then we walked to the red house . we saw it then we ran back , for some unknown reason . hahaha . then we were trying to find the playground but failed and turned back to the chalet instead . Lee went to sleep , then I was stoning in the chalet . Felicia and Beatrice were talking outside . then it got super quiet . cos Felicia fell asleep . hahaha , (: . Beatrice got her to get inside and sleep though , haha . Beatrice and I waited till around SunRise time , then we went to the beach , hoping to catch something . we waited from around 6 to 7 OKAY . AND IT WAS SO DISAPPOINTING . i thought i might see some SUN . but no , all that happened is the change in the sky colour . HUH . it SUCKS . really . then we went back to the chalet and managed to find a spot to sleep , HHAA . i fell asleep and i think i dreamt of Beatrice . hahhaa , (: . then i got all sleepy and slept at any chance i got . haha . :D everyone started to wake up and Lee was making us laugh all over again . haha , i dont know why , she became a bean . D: her chinese rocks socks , haha , (: i was half listening cos i was sort of sleeping . haha . we went for breakfast then i went home . HUR . i was so tired . i bathed and slept till just now . (: The whole chalet thing was so fun . hahhahaa ,! 6:28 PM
Monday, November 17, 2008
Huh ! today was FUN (: . absolute , haha . but i think the race was so rubbish . HUH . They made my group ( MayXuen , Samantha , Lee & I ) go to BoonLay all the way from doughby ghaut ! so mean ! D: GUESS WHAT THEY ASKED US TO DO THERE . HUH , BUY UTENSILS . then we were to go to YiShun . HUH! to buy uh , OH DRINKS . and we were to ask some random dude for his number and take a picture as evidence . HUH D: . so hard . no , embarrassing more ! then we were let off :D we headed to the chalet and bought ice on the way . WE WERE FIRST TO REACH . HAHA :D so fun . poor Jervenne's group ! spend so much money ! and so funny , they had to take picture with the merlion! haha :D i thought it was fun (: but poor them , bought so much food ! hurrrrrr . but it was fun :D haha , it was funn-er at the chalet :D . we were playing games , bbq-ing , taking photos . haha , its like , we're all crazy (: . fun , haha . :D im staying over tomorrow , so i wont be online . and uh , i dont think i'll be replying any sms-es . cos i'll probably leave my phone in my bag the whole day . hahhaha , Seeeeeeee you :D 10:49 PM
i hate feeling so dumb , so useless . so dumb , dumb , dumb . i hate being told im dumb . i hate being told im a loser . who doesnt anyway . but i just cant accept the fact that i really am . that i really actually suck . no matter how hard i try . i was really happy today . take note : WAS . i bought like 7 books all at once today . im super happy . Dan Brown + Albom Mitch = happiness . well , for then , at least . i dont know why mummy was feeling so generous today . she said , okay lor , buy . i was like , WOW . and started picking out my books with donavon . and hell was donavon friendly today . he was being really nice . (: he's hardly been so nice to me for all my life , say 13 years ? yes . that long . well , i guess today's a nice day . we were book-shopping together (: . he dont do that usually . he just plays his psp with/without chester all the time . happy day altogether till i got home . i went to tell her how happy i am to get to buy all 7 of my fav books at once . she got all angry and said i wasted my money . i should've setted my priorities right . like to buy my SCHOOLbooks . i went like , "huh!" (in my head , that is) hell were my feelings hurt . Like , HELLO , i paid mostly for my school books okay . my OWN money . i earned it with my results . im not using your money , so why are you like this ! i would've been able to pay the full amount if i havent gave Chester my 20bucks . even so , i wouldnt be asking money from HER . whats her problem . she left me sulking for the whole night . i am still , btw . she spoilt my day . she's in a bad mood , doesnt mean i have to be her victim . i hate it when she's like that . im trying so hard , but thats how she's treating me . if she ever sees this , she'll start saying im UNGRATEFUL . i am not . i just dont like the way she treat and talk to me sometimes . she's in a way , being ungrateful to what im doing when she talks to me like that . WHATEVER . she's an elder . i have to give in . fine , whatever . go ahead , scold me . damn . huh . now mum and dad's angry as well . because i cant FIND my camera . the thing is , i dont know if i lost it . or is it that i left it somewhere in the house i dont know . I DONT KNOW . and cos its the best cam that we've have in the household , they say i MUST find it back , by hook or by crook . huh , double trouble . i hate being so stupid . stupid . stupid stupid . just kill me , someone . i've had enough . im tired , tired of waiting for you . 12:11 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Instructions:Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question,make it a total of 19 questions. 1) Who is your craziest friend(s)? HAHAHA . um , do i have to list them all , cos apparently , mostly ALL of them are . Jervenne's one of them . YenYin , Nicole , Irene , Natalie , (and the list goes on) .. 2) What's the model of your phone? Sony Ericsson W850i 3) What was the first thing you say/do when you first woke up? Comb my hair :D 4) What kind of boyfriend/ girlfriend do you want? HUH , doesnt everyone wants a caring and loving one ? D: 5) Is there somebody in your heart right now? ! i din know my heart was that big to fit someone in . 6) Do you believe that you can survive without money? huhh , what do you think ? if you can , i think i can too :D 7) Are you afraid of pain? That depends what kind of pain it is . i love getting injections though :D 8) What do you feel like doing now? UHHH . SLEEEEP :D 9) If there is someone you love, will you confess to him/her? Hmm , i dont know . It might just take forever for me to do so 10) List 5 things/people you dislike now. - 11) What is your 5 most passionate things at the moment? (in no order) 1: TV :D 2: Portable 2 3: Sleeeeeeeeeeping 4: Does being dumb counts ? 5: Eat . HAHAH . :D 12) If you have to eat 1 thing for your whole life, what would that be? huuuhhhhh . thats dumb . PANCAKES :D 13) If you have a chance to be rich or happy, which one will you choose? Can i have both ? (: or , can i be rich now then be happy later , so i'll be rich and happy ? :D being happy sounds good enough , but being rich makes me happy too cos' it'd blow all my problems away . HUH . im so money minded . fine , i dont know which to choose . 14) If you have the chance, which part of your character would you like to change? I dont wanna be so , proud . 15) If you are unhappy, what will you do? Sleep . 16) Which country do you like the most? UK sounds nice to me (: 17) Which is your favourite band? :D :D :D ! SIMPLE PLAN :D 18) Are you happy? I guess so :D 19) If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be? Huh , i want to blow all my troubles away (: 7:11 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog): I don't really know how to tell you this, but i've decided that ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ . ___12___, -Your name- 1.What's the color of your shirt? Blue - Our romance is over Red - Our affair is over White - I'll join the monastery Black - I dislike you Green - Our horoscope doesn't match Grey - You're a pervert Yellow - I'm selling myself Pink - Your nostrils are insulting Brown - The mafia wants you No shirt - You're a loser Other - I'm in love with your sister 2. Which is your birth month? January - That night February - Last year March - When your dwarf bit me April - When I tripped on sesame seeds May - First of May June - When you put cuffs on me July - When I threw up August - When I saw the shrunken head September - When we skinny dipped October - When I quoted Santa November - When your dog ran amok December - When I changed tennis shoes 3. Which food do you prefer? Tacos - In your apartment Pizza - In your camping car Pasta - Outside of Chicago Hamburgers - Under the bus Salad - As you ate enchilada Chicken - In your closet Kabob - With Paris Hilton Fish - In women's clothing Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation Lasagna - At the mental hospital Hot dog - Under a state of trance None of the above - With George Bush and his wife 4. What's the color of your socks? Yellow - Hit on Red - Insult Black - Ignore Blue - Knock out Purple - Pour syrup on White - Carve your initials into Grey - Pull the clothes off Brown - Put leeches on Orange - Castrate Pink - Pull the toupee off Barefoot - Sit on Other - Drive out 5. What's the color of your underwear? Black - My best friend White - My father Grey - Bill Clinton Brown - My fart balloon Purple - My mustard soufflé Red - Donald Duck Blue - My avocado plant Yellow - My penpal in Ghana Orange - My Kid Rock-collection Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper None - My John F. Kennedy-statue Other - The crazy monk 6. What do you prefer to watch on TV? Scrubs - Man O.C. -Emotional OneTree Hill - Open Heroes - Frostbitten Lost - High House - Scarred Simpsons - Cowardly The news - Mongolic Idol - Masochistic Family Guy - Senile Top Model - Middle-class None of the above - Ashamed 7. Your mood right now? Happy - How awful I've felt Sad - How boring you are Bored - That Santa doesn't exist Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage Depressed - That we're cousins Excited - That there is no solution to this Nervous - The middle-east Worried - That your Honda sucks Apathetic - That I did a sex-change Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men Overjoyous - That I'm open Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks 8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom? White - Your ring Yellow - Your love letters Red - Your Darth Vader-poster Black - Your tame stone Blue - The couch cushions Green - The pictures from LA Orange - Your false teeth Brown - Your contact book Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs Purple - Your old lottery coupons Pink - The cut toenails Other - Your memories from the military service 9. The first letter of your first name? A/B - Your photo C/D - The oil stocks E/F - Your neighbour Martin G/H - My virginity I/J - The results of your blood-sample K/L - Your left ear M/N - Your suicide note O/P - My common sense Q/R - Your mom S/T - Your collection of butterflies U/V - Your criminal record W/X - David's tricot outfits Y/Z - Your grades from college 10. The last letter in your last name? A/B - Always will remember C/D - Never will forget E/F - Always wanted to break G/H - Never openly mocked I/J - Always have felt dirty before K/L - Will tell the authorities about M/N - Told in my confession today about O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about S/T - Get sick when I think of U/V - Always will try to forget W/X - Am better off without Y/Z - Never liked 11. What do you prefer to drink? Water- Our friendship Beer - Senility Soft drink - A new life as a clone Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo Milk - The apartment building Wine - Cocaine abuse Cider - A passionate interest for mice Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations Mineral water - Embarrassing rash Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism Whisky - To ruin the second world war Other - To hate the Boston Celtics 12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation? Thailand - Warm regards USA - Best regards England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail Spain - Go and drown yourself China - Disgusting regards Germany - With ease Japan - Go burn Greece - Your everlasting enemy Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard Egypt - Go away now France - In pain Other - Greetings to your freaky family Results: Dear Glenda: I don't really know how to tell you this, but i've decided that I'll join the monastery .I think I realized it When I tripped on sesame seeds Outside of Chicago and I saw you Carve your initials into My avocado plant .I'm sure you're Senile enough to understand How awful I've felt . I'm returning Your ring to you, but I'll keep Your criminal record as a memory. You should also know that I Never openly mocked The incarnation as an eskimo . Good luck on your short-term leave from jail, Vanessa omg , this is so random D: . 5:47 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Good News : Dad's back to visit till Sunday :D haha , it feels the same actually . just like before he went . I had BEAN SPROUTS FOR DINNER . :D (lol) and , chester was being nice today (: i suppose . Bad News : i sprained my ankle yesterday with my knee scraped as well (: . it still hurts , though i think its cool . i ate alot today ): . Lol , i dont know whats with me now . i havent been blogging much . cos' i realised no one actually comes here to visit and read and tag and whatever . so i dont see the point in blogging anymore . there urge is no more there . i realised , im actually one very dumb person . i always contradict myself . and , i have bad judgement . i give in too easily and quickly . people say its being too nice . i say its been too stupid . for my case . and i always end up disappointing myself . dumb girl , Vanessa . you are one . i always think . and i always thought wrong . im alive , but im losing all my drive 12:49 AM
1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket? I would be very greedy and ask for more . make them sponsor for all my buds and family :D 2. What's your favourite thing to do? um . i dont know . Mooo ? hahah ! (: 3. Do you think money can buy happiness? According to Money-faced people , yes . But no , i think not . 4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be? I would be greedy again and ask for more chances :D . HAHA . 5. Things you cant live without. My RETARDED family and friends (: 6. What are you afraid to lose? My mind . (although i think i have already lost part of it ) 7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do? I'd donate part of it to help people (IM NICE :D) though i think it wont help much . because so many people need help . then the other part i'll give them to my family (: OH and i'll keep a small part for myself . enough to take my buds out shopping and have fun :D 8. What do you dream of doing in the future? So MANY ! :D DJ , Phycologist(SP?) , Lecturer , Swimmer :D . but i dont think any of it is possible . 9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey. She's a great listener, she gives good advices and that makes her really nice :D 10. What makes you happy? Um , most of the time , there's no reason why im happy . 11. What type of person do you hate the most? Liars who lie for the sake of lying . 12. If you have a super power, what will it be? I shall be able to influence people :D so i can save the earth . (i sound so noble!:D) 13. Would you go for happiness or money? Happiness , duh . 14. Who do you think is the most important people in you life? Everyone in my life . i dont know how it would be like to lose anyone of them . 15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for her/him? Dont know . 16. Who's the last person who hugged you? WOW . i dont remember . 17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now? Everything , so many things . 18. Who are you close to? Close .. ? i dont know where's that line drawn . 19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like her/him? Um , i guess so . I dont know . 20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be? turn back time , start over 2007 . 21. 8 things that scare you: 1. Freaking BIRDS 2. Intimidating People . 3. Goodbyes 4. Sharing my problems 5. Losing things . 6. Feeling out of place 7. Mr Seem 8. Getting questions i dont know how to answer . 22. 8 things that you like/love the most: 1. My Family 2. FRIENDS :D 3. Bean sprouts 4. SWIMMING 5. Sleeping ! (zz!) 6. 6/1'07 7. Nice Teachers :D 8. Being Happy 23. 8 important things in my room: 1. BEAR :D 2. FLOWER :D 3. Jacket 4. Bed 5. Pillow 6. Radio :D 7. Wardrobe 8. TV 12:25 AM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
PEOPLE . im keeping my phone switched off very often-ly now . dont be offended if i dont call back or reply back . its probably because i dont bother . sorrry . im lazy and im tired . sorry . Yesterday's bbq was a blast (: . except for the last part . dont wanna talk about it . ugh D: it was super fun you know :D i was being a really nice girl . i was helping them pumping the water balloons :D ! and i also helped bbq-ing , hahhaa . fun can ! im sooo nice , i specially brought Jervenne her favourite cheese sausage to her when i fetched her . HOW NICE CAN I GET :D i have 2 seniors who are super funny . One likes to eat green capsicum and she's the fire tender , the other mostly pokes the chicken to make sure they're cooked . she's the chicken poker :D . hahaha , and im the chao - ta eater . haha :D AND BUTTERED MARSHMALLOWS ARE NICE OKAY . everyone was pushed into the pool D: . i was thrown into the pool by 4 people . D: pooor me . its was fun still (: . we even played captains' ball in the pool . with a water balloon initially , but it burst-ed . then we used a water bottle . hahaha . (: too bad Jerv was upstairs when we were playing . then we bbq-ed and played the whole night through . OH AND WE WENT TO THE SAUNA . i almost died of suffocation . really . it was really stuffy inside . its like i cant breathe . we brought a basket of ice in with us . HAHA :D we were super woper stupid when we were inside . like , super crazy can :D funfunfun :D i found out yenyin has a very NICE AND HUGE BOOKSHELF D: . im jealous . thanks a million for everything man . :D it was awesome . me and jervenne stayed till 11+ pm . lol ! i was certain i could have caught the last bus home . i thought wrong though D: . i missed it . rooooar D: so sorry eh jervennne , so paiseh . sorry arh . reached home at around 12.30 ++ . mummy wasnt very happy with it . din say anything though . now i feel guilty . ugh . then damn chester and milton had to make it worse . if dad was here , he would've went to fetch me without any complains . and not just sitting in front of the computer facebooking . D:! whatever . yesterday rocked :D and so did everyone else . -------------- COW-TREE BRAXTON ! im sorry i missed your call . i dont know who switched off my phone . i EVEN SET AN ALARM TO WAKE UP TO PICK UP THE PHONE OKAY . im so sorry ! have fun in beijing kay (: and dont forget about the grass . beware of melamine! (: Dont miss me ! :D 2:23 PM
Friday, November 7, 2008
Move On i've been reading "Moving On" last night . sad story , that one is . poor Martin D: . i got really irritated last night . 21 passed by me TWICE without stopping . god damn it . well , it wasnt intentionally lar . it was just that it was super full . THEN WHY DONT THEY MAKE A LONGER BUS OR SOMETHING . ended up taking 15 and then taking 21 at the interchange again . pfffft . then i was walking , a bunch of dudes at the playground wasting their time called out to me . like i know them . pfft . ; there's so many things in my head , its just like they're screaming. i just want them to go away on their own . i dont wanna talk about it . 'cos it just makes it worse . the more i say , the more i think , the more miserable i feel . everytime i feel like crying , its like i've ran out of tears or something . because nothing comes . then i end up irritated , frustrated . sleeping helps , i guess . least i dont have time to think of it when i sleep . i want to sleeeep and sleeeep and sleeeeeeeeep . yes , just sleeep . im tired , so , bye . 11:40 AM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Fear suddenly , i feel . scared . afraid . like , im going to lose everything so soon . i dont like this feeling . i've felt it before . the same time , the same reason . blah , blah . go away , okay ? please . i dont like it . argh . im frustrated , irritated . im fed up , im tired . my internet connection is killing me . its so slow today . i died waiting for my game to load . it loaded and i got in . and hell was it laggy . i was swearing in my head all over . sorry arh irene . so paiseh , left you alone there mc-ing . dui bu qi , really . D: then i started to dc . again and again . i gave up . toooo fed up . pfffffffffffftttt . i had a great day out but it had to end like this , great . on the bright side ... Rayson LOVES the gift i gave him . YAY :D man , im so proud . i mean , its my first time making something like that and he says he loves it . yay ! haha , he even said his mum said something like if someone were to give her something like that , she'd be so touched . haha , this can actually mean my work was a success . woooohooooo :D haha , happpy belated birthday , AIUR (: hahah , one dumb thing we did today . we , raphael , me and rayson decided to take mrt back and forth . just to while away our time . hey , it was fun (: . we started having a war in worms . hahah . rayson's the "malay" , raphael's the "chinese" and im the "ang moh" hhaha . just because of the colour of the worms . that racist dude . pffft . it was fun though . and hey , it was my first time playing . though i had it in my phone for ages since rayson sent it to me . give me some credit lar , i killed both of them quite a few times . (: it was certainly fun . too bad guihui left us at aljunied . hmmm .... it would've been fun-ner . hahaha . going out with them in fun . it always is , hanging out with them . rayson's one retarded + ridiculous dude . raphael's one irritating + random dude . and im the smart and funny dudette ! haha , nah . im the most ridiculous , random and retarded one . hahhaa . note : im NOT irritating . HAHA . (: im going to see them again next week in eps for PGS . ahaha , yay . (: it'd be so fun . cant wait . heck , rayson's still smart as ever . 3rd in level . he doesnt know how much i hate him . ughhhh . all you can see are As in his report card . rah , hate him . today's been Great for the first half . irritating in the second half . (: -------- Oh and hey Glenda , thanks . (: for so many things , so many reasons . im sorry bout last time . its been fun talking to you . you'll do fine so long as you dont think so much . im okay , reallly . :D keep yourself busy and occupied . enjoy your holidays !(: <3 10:57 PM
Monday, November 3, 2008
Mapling hahhahahhaha . mapling is . fun . did i just say that . yea , i did . mapling with irene is fun . she's so funny . hahahaa . i dont know why i said that . but hell is mapling SLOW . well , at least leveling is . eww . i hate that part . and the population is so decreasing . you should really go check it out if you play maple before. i mean , the population went all the way down , down and down . people are really getting sick of it . i remember last year . we actually had to use AC to get into the world just because TOO MANY people are in it . now you hardly find anyone in chanel 1 to party with . maple is getting boring-er by the second . the other day i took , say , 3 , 4 hours to level from 50 to 51 . hell was i slow . oh well . i guess maple'll be going into extinction in a few years time . unless they come up with something fun-ner in it . with what all the new games coming up . maple is going way down . not my problem anyway . i did spend alot of time and money on it though . argh , sui bian lar . sian . 2:09 AM
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