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Friday, July 31, 2009

Some photos i grabbed from Glenda !
WOANCHIN VERY CUTE KAAY . I WANT THE VIDEOOOOO . HAHA .




Daphne that . 70s Gangsta . HAHA .


WOAN CHINNNNNN :D
10:29 PM


Just had this urge to blog after blog hoping all over .
aw manxzs . blog posts make the world sound like a sad sad world ):
haiz . anyhow . i need to learn how to manage my time better and get things done on time . ):
trainings have been tiring to the max . not that im complaining about it or anything . just that i always end up aching for the next few days . gaaaaaaaaaah . trying to get better with each training just seems so hard . im not even into swimming anymore ): . i feel like im losing touch in swimming . gaah . im so tired .

OH . Sports day yesterday , was mm . kinda happy and weird at the same time . haha . like . it didnt felt like a competition at all . like . it was all so anyhow . i felt like i was being serious enough . but again . at the same time . it'd be weird to be serious when everyone else is so happy-go-lucky-ish . Conformity ? i guess . like what we learnt in lit today . Vaneh has quite a few things to learn . Lost focus after i threw the first throw . over excited apparently . the last throw was like . really really lucky i think . i thought it wasnt even counted at first . cos apparently it bounced off . D: but it made a mark . probably a tiny one . i bet zhixuan helped me or something , like the mark wasnt really deep , but she recognised it anyway . xie xie zhi xuan for the 26m measurement .
Mr tan was talked to me and im like . mmkay . Vaneh must stay more focused next time . cos apparently the 2nd-5th throws were complete SHITzxs . so if i threw >23m after for my 3rd throw , i may not have time to get over it and perform well for my next few throws . Vaneh needs to learn to contain her emotions and keep her head clear throughout the competition . Anyhow , good job vaneh (:
8:57 PM


whooooooooo . fun day . hahaha . you should see how cedarians dress up manxzs . its interesting to observe . hmm . haha . okay that sounds weird .
hahaha . RETRO'S THE THEME FOR 2M :D
god , i had fun and i had fun :D i think everyone else had too ! its fun to see everyone running around to take photos . its like , EEY EEY TAKE PHOTO . then pauses for a gazillion years to think of how to pose while camera man stands there for a gazillion years waiting for them to make up their mind . its so funny . :D
everyone wear so nice laaaaa . YOU SHOULD SEE WOAN CHIN . SHE SO CUTE (:
aww maaaaanxzs . she's so hotttt . HAH . okay , vaneh shut up . but WC's so cute ! haha . like , hahahah . OH NO . I THINK I JUST FELL IN LOVE WITH HER .





HAHHA WOANCHIN , YOU'D WISH . no . i am not in love with you . i still love wen qi (: WHEEEEEEE . fun day . tiring day . another gone .
8:27 PM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

oh god this is becoming the worse day of my life . maybe not the worse , but thats how it feels right now . its so annoying and annoying and ANNOYING . oh god .
gaaaaaaah . its like everything's going wrong today . im already feeling horrible enough to start the day . and then everything starts to happen at all the wrong times .
wtf . yknow im so pissed right now .
its like i have so many things to do , so many responsibilities to bear and i have so little time . ): im so annoyed . so annoyed . so so so annoyed . ):
oh and you .
stop overeacting to things . yknow . maybe its just that things are not working out and y'all are misunderstanding each other kay . you should like just try and get to know each other better and work things out . stop asking so much from her . i've heard enough of the same thing over and over again . stop it . i'd appreciate it . even if she doesnt go tmr , its not like its the end of the world . can you just freaking shut up and shut up ?
8:52 PM

Friday, July 24, 2009

OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD .
i think my arm is falling off . haha like seriously . i hurts even to lift it up . (GOOD ON YOU , VANEH (: )
aww manzxszxs . really pain ):
but whateverrrr . stupid lying overhead . ahhahaha . god . VANESSA DIDNT EVEN HELP ME WHEN THE THING FELL OFF . hahaha . (its Qi Pei , btw , not myself)
then i think i went crazy and started laughing non stop . hahahah . Jervenne was like , "i dont evenk now whether she's crying or laughing" .
hahaha . fun fun . pain but fun and i love it :D
OHH . i threw the discus today :D
awesome righttt ! its went STRAIGHT . well at least TWO of my many many throws went straight . :D
Mr tan's discus hit my hand ! haha . pain , but whateverrr . fun fun fun .
today was fun :D .
camwhored with yenyin and jervenne the weirdest :D
8:02 PM

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

IM BACK IN SCHOOL AND ITS SO FREAKING AWESOME .
MUAHA . they so missed me and yes , no worries my dearies , i missed each and everyone of you too . WOO . i love school . YES .
i feel so high . im so proud of VANEH (: . vaneh i love you so much . im so proud of youuuuuuu . i love you i love you i love you and i cant stop saying it . NYAHA .
YES BE JEALOUS EVERYONE , cos i love vaneh so much . :D
WHEEE . i soooooooo PWNED jervenne today :D . WHOO
loser jervenne , go bathe in syrup :D . HAHAH . BYEEEEEEEEEEEE .
10:56 PM

Monday, July 20, 2009

YOU SHUT UP NOW . AND STOP TELLING EVERYONE YOUR OH-SO-PITIFUL LIFE OF YOURS OKAY .
i am SO sick and SO tired of you . after all that i've tried to do for you , this is what i get from you . stop trying to pretend to be nice and innocent and what ever . you're so messed up okay . i hate you and i mean it . fuck you okay .
stop trying to tear everyone else apart , you sick and messed up person .
i really cant stand you anymore and i dont care if you see this , and i dont care whoever reads this . fuck you if you're gonna judge what i say . i hate you , i hate you to the core . i hate you for ruining my whole damn life . i hate you for tearing people down . i hate you for stealing everything thats ever precious to ANYONE .
you're really messed and fucked up and i really hate you .
11:02 PM


ohmygod . I'm having so much fun reading the conversations i had with anu . ohmygod . i realised how stupid we have been . Havent we , Anu ?

*Vaneh asks definition for "Ditzy"*
Anu : Ditsy is to be bimbo and sort of loopy mostly bimbo though
Vaneh : HAHAHHAH
ZOMG
HEHEHEHHE
HAHAHHA
OMG THIS IS RETARDED
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Anu: you're not supposed to be happy to be ditzy vaneh :P
Vaneh : HUR WHY
ITS NOT GOOD ?
BUT IT SOUNDS SO COOL
Anu : it's not COOL
or GOOD
it's just THERE
ok, never mind

"Its not cool or GOOD . its just THERE." <-- that's my favourite yknow ! :D
7:54 AM


ROAR . one day and im already dying . ):
im bored . im sad . im idknow whats happening to me . i miss schoool .
i can almost imagine my being in school right now . like , GAAAH .
Announcements probably just ended and they're just sitting around making a whole lot of noise or something . god , it'd be damn funny with a huge hole in the middle of the class . kinda sad , yea . i miss school . really .
i miss turning to my right, smiling at nisa and anu . i miss turning to my right and turning even more right and smile at sarah . i miss calling jervenne's name and annoy her just for the fun of it . i miss pushing back yatung's table just because she keeps moving forward . i miss looking across the room on my left and smile retardedly at gerry . i miss saying "AWESOME" in the middle of the lesson . i miss myself trying to shush the class every minute or so . GOD I MISS SCHOOL .
there's like Lit , History and SEL . i like these lessons cos they're fun and well . slacky . HAHA . and yea , Maths and Science . RAAAAAH . WHAT IF THEY TEACH NEW THINGS ): .
roar roar roar . Vaneh Chung is rotting at home .


I know how you feel right now.

Confused. Overwhelmed. Disconnected.

You’re not sure what to do.

The drudgery of your day has been amplified, and the one person that made everything okay, that made it all worthwhile, is gone.

You hope you’re dreaming, but you know better.

You desperately need to talk to someone, but the one person you need most is the one who has caused the whole complicated mess.

And the only thing you’re sure of…is that it’s all your fault.

This is what it feels like to be abandoned.
7:36 AM

Friday, July 17, 2009

im just wondering . just how people have so many things to blog about and i just sit infront of the computer , trying to blog but end up staring at the screen for an hour . and this is the 360th post . wow . i mean . wow . haha . i have no idea where i get the time and energy and ideas to blog so much . last time that is .
oh . and the song we heard in English today , was awesome . i didnt understand a word of it when i first heard it , but it was nice . didnt really liked the video , but who cares . the song's nice . and hey , SHE'S CANADIAN . haha , how awesome .

Happy Belated Birthday , my dear zhaohua . seems like you havent been ditched by me yet . how awesome can you get ! you so lasted longer than a minute yea .

OOOH . GUESS WHAT . this post has alot of words . and its long . haha . havent been posting loooooooong posts for sometime , hmm .

So tell me baby, pretty baby, that this house is not a graveyard,

Tell me how to stay strong and carry you home,

Over corpses of our long-lost fathers and our unborn daughters,

Cause God dammit, I just can't do it alone
4:02 PM


Today . is . a . sian . day .
school sucked pretty much . and yea .

3:29 PM

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Greetings Earthlings !
Today was .. nothing much . haha .
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .
went out with zh after tuition . saw didi , hahahahaha .
funny much . she started screaming and hugging and screaming and hugging us . and her group of friends were like . really really into ZHAOHUA . hahaha . like seriously . they ran across the road when they saw her . and were like HELLO , WHERE YALL GOING ? I WALK YOU TO BUS STOP WANT ? OH , POPULAR AR . WE FOLLOW YOU !
hahahha . zomg funny . they seriously LOVE her manxzsxzs .
then yea . went for swimming . got bored . got high when it started raining . and now bored again . i need something to make me high ):
11:00 PM

Friday, July 10, 2009

Wah . zomg this week sucked . well , not totally . but kinda .
ROARS . i died in school and somehow miraculously revives each time the bell rings .
hahahhaha . bored , much . English compres to do . zomg . i think i will fail .
boredddxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzs .
HEEY . ELFA GAVE ME HELLO PANDAS DURING LIT TODAY . MUAHA , HEY ELFA LOOK HERE , YOU SAVED A LIFE . somehow the hello pandas kept me alive . MUAHA , THANKS ELFAAAAAAAA . no , dont expect me to love you in return . haha . will never get interested in you manxzsxzsxzs .
OHHHHH . and lessons . not very fun nowadays . ROARS . stupid EYE . 10weeks away . STOP STRESSING ME KAAY . i know i dont have time left . tsk . IM STUDYING ALRIGHTS . yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . ROARSSSSSSSSSS . JERVENNE . i dont know why i typed that . just feel like calling her name . HAHAHA .
6:34 PM

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

zomg . lousy boring old movie . ewwww .
i dont know why people watch it anyway . hahahah .
zomg . jervenne's on club penguin . i think im gonna go sleep or something . roaaaaaaar . bored . hungry . sian .
bye .
12:30 PM

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