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its how good you want to be.

I can't take it
Friday, January 30, 2009

i dont know what to do . and i feel like im on sugar rush and and and i cant wait for tmr and and and . i just feel like blogging . and and and i feel like , weird . spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam okay , i still dont have any inspiration . bye .
6:58 PM


Turn Around
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

I'm confident
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hopeing that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
[x4]

Your beauty seems so far away
I'd have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are

I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are
Understand how beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
You call me a stranger
6:37 PM


Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo . i am baaaaaaack . :D not that any one cares . hahahaha , im done talking to myself and i've unlocked my blogggggggg . no competition for me tmr , soooooooooo . training ends early . hahaha . and the others like jervenne , nicole and yenyin and the others have discus and shot put competition . hahaha , jiayou okaaaaay . :D:D:D !
2M isnt that bad actually . well , that is , f you gather up all the people who cares . and to mention , there's quite alot ! :D and i am a CEO ! hahahahahaha . blossom can really do business . i just realised that and she's reaaaaally good . okay , i need to do something about my geog and essay's body . soo , see ya .:D
6:28 PM

Friday, January 23, 2009

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over
10:18 PM

Thursday, January 15, 2009

hahaha . i dont knoww why im blogging about this . but YES . im going to blog about this STICK . haha . this stick thats in the middle of the field that i find super zhor tang . i dont know if its just me , but i have a feeling its like always laughing at me when i dont throw pass it . NOW HAHA , I PASSED IT and im the one laughing . YOU STUPID STICK . now lisa doesnt like you either ! :D hahhaa . yaaaaaay . soon , nobody will like you , you stick ! HAHA . okaay . i shouldnt be mean . so i shall end here . sorry stick , if i was mean . HAHA , but im still laughing :D
10:39 PM

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

hahah , i know i havent been blogging . its like , my blog's half dead . being a monitress is hecking harddd . i wish i had stayed being a sports sect/rept . but i shall try to make the best out of what i got . haha . seriously , i desperately need a handbook . i keep forgetting stuffs . i think i should reaally re write my science notes cos its all over the place . hahaha .
i was doing the lit homework . hahahha , RAYSON ROCKSSSSSSS Caaaan . he's like the best . as in , giving ideas . hahaha . and Sarcthy tooooooo ! :D she taught me how to dooooo . haha , i have reaaally nice friends laaa . yay ;D but seriously . i hate poetry . somehow . i dont understand poetry at alll . i have a bad feeling im gonna like fail the first common test because it'd probably be on unseen poetry . eww . i hate poetry . i remember when i last had a poetry test . i failed like some- , you dont wanna know .
there's training tomorrow ! hahaha . im like on super sugar rush now . i dont know why . i sound so high . hahaha . but my expression now is like , stone . HAHA . so contradicting . i hope the weather will be good tmr ! :D hahaha .

Cedar Fiesta!(Funfair/Carnival)
14th February 2009 , saturday
9am-3pm
Tickets(consists of $10 worth of coupon money&Lucky draw ticket!) : $10/ticket
**Only coupon money will be accepted at the FunFair, no cash will be accepted.
There will be lots of Fun Games , Great Food and Novelty Stalls at the FunFair!
Dont miss it ! :D
Tickets on sale now ! Contact any Cedarian to buy your tickets.
Last collection will be in about 2 weeks time. But fret not if you havent gotten your tickets by then, because tickets will be sold in school on that day itself.
Be there ! :D
9:48 PM

Friday, January 9, 2009

okay . crap you know what . i think im going crazy .
i dont know . i cant sleep . even though i've finished my work . i keep thinking that i have stuffs not done . I DONT KNOW . this whole monitress thing is cracking me up . aw craaaaap . THANKS A HECK OF A MILLION BLOSSOM & IRENE . :D for helping me in the proposal . i dont think i'll get it done without you both . so , XIE XIE NI :D . i dont know if its just the coffee or me . I DONT KNOW . i cant sleep right now . i keep thinking and thinking and thinking . like , im sucha useless monitress who cant get anything right . all i do is depend on others to fix things for me . i feel USELESS , you know . and im so scared that , things wont get done . im afraid the decors wont be up on time , the notice board , the fun fair wont go right , IM AFRAID NOTHING WOULD GO RIGHT .
AND NOW I KEEP TALKING TO MYSELF . like , its normal usually , but it got worse . i keep responding to my own questions . LIKE , it freaks me out . but i dont know why . i keep thinking about what im suppose to do tmr . i even imagine convo.s i might have tmr . like , im going crazy . and i keep thinking of ways i can do things better . its suppose to be good right ? I DONT KNOW . im all afraid that things wont go right . im so afraid that im going to disappoint everyone and i think im going to . i dont know . i feel lost . i cant sleep . how . ): i dont know what to do . i think im going crazy . ):
12:28 AM

Monday, January 5, 2009

CRAP , I POSTED THIS POST AT THE WRONG BLOG LAST NIGHT . WALAO , SO PAISEH .

OH SHIT . i forgot what i wanted to blog about ): .
hahaha , i think i wanted to blog about chester . but i forgot about what ):
i think . i was going to say something about his retardness or something , I DONT KNOW . HAHA , and i learnt that all benny knew is to eat . HAHA , he's super retarded can . MAN , HE CAN EAT LIKE , 5 meals a day can . eat somemore , later cannot run during training then he know . hahah :D
AND CHESTER DOESNT LIKE THE TING TINGS . ): i feel sad . because i like them . ):
OHHH , I REMEMBERED WHAT I WANNA POST ABOUT .
i think chester&donavon are like super meeeeeeeeeeeeeean . we started a random convo when we were eating KFC at tampines.

they were like , "i found the money , i sure take one what . who will go think if the person who lost the money would be sad or not . they sad , but i happy what ! i found money !"
i was so sad ! because they were so mean .
i was like , "HUH , HOW CAN LIDAT . if you loose your money , you also will be very sad what ! then you will also wish the person who found it would return to you maa . "
donavon "ai yaaaaaaa , thats not the point . the point is , we found the money , and we're happy :D thats all that matters . for now . finders keepers"
so mean right . i was trying to tell them how sad the person will be . but they dont care . ): and they kept making excuses like , "we also dont know who the person is what , how to find them"
hurr , i dont know . i still find it sad . ): im random, i know .
hahahha , oh and FYI , (sadly) im like the monitress for the year . i think its dumbbbbb . cos i dont think i can like , do a good job . but i shall use what i have and make the best out of it (: . haha , and thanks to all those that believed that i can do it . like , Lisa , Glenda , Sarah Chiang , and many many more . xie xie okays :D . i shall try my best . AND , YAY JERVENNE'S SPORTS REPT ! :D i think she'll like rock laaaa. HAHA . :D
that should be alllll . byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee peeepos .
7:06 PM

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Heeeelllooooooo . OH , THE PREVIOUS POST WAS POSTED AT like , 11.59 when they were counting down okay . just so you know . HAHA . :D
today was kinda fun , :D haha . the weather sucked though . Like , HELLO , WE'RE BARBEQUEING . HOW CAN YOU RAIN . haha. but i think Crystal, Jiling , ZhaoHua & I were like the coolest :D . we were like , bbq-ing in the rain ! AND DUDE IT AINT NO DRIZZLE . it was like a total downpour . but we managed to like bbq around 10 chicken wings ? :D HAHA , AND THEY WERE THE TASTIEST OKAAAAY :D . and i think my chicken wings are like the best . hahahha :D i rock . haha . and the others rock because they bbq-ed it ! :D hahah . man did we had a hard time starting the fire . because the rain got so heavy , we had to seek shelter . HURR , and omg , i feel so bad . i hit zhaohua's head with an ice . it was an accident . omgomg , im so sorry okay zhaohua ? really sorry ): . ):):): sorrrrrrry .
then , we tried to restart the fire . but everything was too wet to reuse ): . i feel so sad . everything was wet . HAHA , but we were so smart . we hid our stuffs under the table . hahaha . away from the rain . but , it didnt work really well anyway . it worked kinda well anyway :D . the day didnt work out really well anyway . the rain and stuffs . but it was still fun :D .
my slipper broke apart ): so sad . today was okay , i guess .
Happy New Year everyone ! :D
9:10 PM

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