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Saturday, February 28, 2009
HAHA . i am weirdd . training today ! HAHA . i had a dream the night before about mr seem scolding us . hur . dejavu . hahhaha . went for lunch after training and studied with Nicole, YenYin, Jervenne and ZhiXuan ! HAHAHA . quite productive in the beginning . until ... every one left .. and i was left with jervenne . HAHAHA . i cannot stand her . HAHAH . she super funny can . she make me laugh without saying anything . okay , maybe thats not her fault . just me . HAHA . but ya . i cannot concentrate with her around . and i only managed to like complete geog the whole afternoon . man , im ashamed of myself . haha . i am too lazy to blog . so , zai jian . 8:31 PM
Friday, February 27, 2009
Thinking . daphne told me that day that she thinks im a very "one man show" kind of person . and come to think of it . i think what she says actually made sense . and i dont like it at all . i dont want to do things on my own . i want to try and work together with other people . but somehow , i always think that my ideas are the better ones . so its like , i hardly give way to other ideas . and i feel bad about it . everytime we do group stuffs, i'll be like , "okay, so we're going to do this this this ." before anyone starts suggesting anything . i feel bad being like that . and i dont seem to trust my group mates . its like , i dont think they'll get things done . and when it comes to presenting , i'll be the one talking talking away . i dont want to be like that . i want to give others a chance . but i dont know how ): . milton says i dont read non fiction books . and come to think of it , i really dont . maybe i should go and find some . and learn something from them . i want to be a better person . but i dont know how ): . 10:36 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
Hey Monday Hey Monday just made it into my favourites list . :D The power lines went out And I am all alone But I don't really care at all Not answering my phone All the games you played The promises you made Couldn't finish what you started Only darkness still remains Lost sight Couldn't see When it was you and me Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight I'm beginning to see the light Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight But I think I'll be alright Been black and blue before There's no need to explain I am not the jaded kind Playback's such a waste You're invisible Invisible to me My wish is coming true Erase the memory of your face Lost sight Couldn't see When it was you and me Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight I'm beginning to see the light Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight But I think I'll be alright One day You will wake up With nothing but "You're sorry"s And someday You will get back Everything you gave me Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight I'm beginning to see the light Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight But I think I'll be alright 7:36 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
I am Bored hi . i am bored . lol . i feel lethargic . I WANT MY FREAKING TVVVV . i fell asleep last night with NO tv at all . i am SAD . HAHA , i actually studied today . for like 6hours straight . without getting up . i feel proud of myself . yet again i am ashamed because i only finished revising maths and science . which made me feel so pathetic . and i finished chinese homework and , history . hahhaha . tired laaaa . that english piece of worksheet . is SHIT . it doesnt make sense and its a freaking waste of time . i havent finish writing my speech as well . great . im going to fail that damn english . wa lao . 8:29 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
i am a mean sister i think its pressurising to be my sibling . to be my younger brother , that is . its like . i expect alot from him laaaaa . and im kind of disappointed by the way he does his work . i dont like it . and i just keep screaming at him . i think . he feels sad having me as a sister . and chester as a brother . cos we always scold him and order him around . which makes his small life so miserable . its like , we're always deciding for him . judging what he does . i know what he wants to do , but we dont allow him to , because we are worried about him . its like , he doesnt have the freedom to choose what he wants . the freedom i use to have when i was his age . i think he feels locked up . and im worried that he'd suffer from depression or something . i dont know what to do with him . 9:45 PM
Today today was . tiring . hurr . went for my life saving lesson for the first time . i was kind of dreading it . cos i dont really know anyone in there and its kind of freaky . and i think i sounded sort of retarded when i half screamed when i forgot to shout at my victim that i was going to throw the board over . embarrassing . == . then lisa, jervenne and dad spam called me cos' they just realised i have a competition at 4 . OMG , i was so freaked laaaaaaa . cos it was 2.20 already ? around there . i was like , OHFREAK im NOT going to make it . and i suddenly started calling everyone . like , dad to ask him to chiong down and grandma to get all my stuffs ready and jervenne to ask her about the competition . OHMYGOD IT WAS SCARY LAAAAA . then i got so panicky and freaked out , i called nicole to ask her what to do cos i waited for like 15mins and dad hadnt come yet . i was really really freaked okaaaaaaaay . thanks to all anyway , for the encouragement and stuffs . AND MAN , THANK GOD I MADE IT IN TIME . i reached like at like , 3.40 . and i was running around looking for cedarians . then , i got so kan chiong . then i ran to the tent there and wendelynn came over to pass me my tag . seriously , i was really kanchiong i cant pin my tag properly == . okay , i dont think i did very well today . maybe because i was very kanchiong or what . but ya , i tried to stay calm laaaaa . at least i wasnt that panicky anymore when i started to do warm up throws . hmm hmm . yea , tiring day . 7:13 PM
My Valentines Day (copied this from my fb note . lazy to retype . lol ) Happy Valentines day all . hope you had a great day :D . mine went fine . hmm . just that i didnt get to go the haunted dungeon at Cedar Fiesta . that's sad . i wanted to go badly . hurr . i basically stayed at the stall the whole day . other than going around screaming at people to come to my stall and getting some pasta at the same time . HAHA . okay . OHH AND I GOT DUNKED . by like , Hisham . wilsen paid to dunk me but he missed . so he gave the second try to Hisham and hisham hit the target and i fell ! ): so sad right . EHH and they paid like 10 dollars to dunk me . im only worth 10 dollars . damn depressing . but i was nice , haha . then then then . OHH . this is the FIRST valentines that i got Valentines presents . like , FIRST . haha . omgomgomg , i feel so blessed laaaaaa . i received so maaaany ! :D thanks to everyone who gave me kaay . AND dont ever ever learn from GuiHui to wrap a chocolate in about 30 layers of paper . its a waste of resource and time . :D and im really sorry if my gift was kind of cheapo .. but i put in alot of effort and sincerity in it . so , hope you all liked it :D . and to 2M , should any of you read this , im really sorry i couldnt raise as much as we thought we could , i really am sorry okay . i know i've let you down and probably wasted alot of your effort , but i want each and everyone of you to know , that i really appreciate all the effort , time and everything into preparing this , making this whole thing successful . i really love you all for that . im really sorry if i've screamed at you , or had been mean at any point of time . i didnt mean it and i still love you all . continue working together and we'll make it through this year with the best results and everything . Love you guys . :D Thanks to everyone who came down to support us at Cedar Fiesta and the valentines gifts . Love ya all ! Happy Valentines Day ! Love, Vanessa :D and after this whole fiesta thing . i realised , i kind of learnt alot of stuffs . stuffs that has always been there but i never took notice of them . i suddenly feel that i've been very ignorant . sometimes . things are not just all about me . 11:18 AM
Monday, February 9, 2009
Jervenne's Birthday ! :D hahahha , its jervenne's birthday tomorrow !! hahahha , that pig's turning 14 . old womaaaaaaaaaaan . i got her a pres and i bet she'll love it . HAHAHHA , no laa . i hope she likes it . ;D haha , okay , i dont know what to say . so , i shall go off now . bye :D Happy Birthday Jervenne ! :D Love youuuuuuuu ! 9:51 PM
Friday, February 6, 2009
Taylor Swift - Tim McGraw 1. Put your music on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS! IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? Beyonce - If I were a Boy WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? Miley Cyrus - These Four Walls HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? The Ting Tings - Shut Up and Let Me Go WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? We The Kings - The Quiet WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Simple Plan - Promise WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? We The King - Stay Young WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Simple Plan - My Christmas List :D WHAT IS 2+2? The Ting Tings - Great Dj WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Faber Drive - Summer Fades to Fall WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? The Ting Tings - Keep Your Head . (ehh ?) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Taylor Swift - I'd Lie (??) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? Simple Plan - You Dont Mean Anything . (Wha- ?) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? Secondhand Serenade - Like A Knife (EHHHH ?!) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? State of Shock - Honey Money (HAHAHAHA) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? We The Kings - Dont Speak Liar (????!!!) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? Miranda Cosgrove - Stay My Baby (Hobby .... ?) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? Faber Drive - Obvious WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? Mariah Carey - Through The Rain WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN? We The Kings - A Life , A Love , A Lie WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You ( at least this makes sense . ) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? The Ting Tings - Impacilla Carpisung (hahaha .. ?) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET? Faber Drive - Killing Me HOW WILL YOU DIE? Faber Drive - Tongue Tied . (EHH .. ?) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED? Secondhand Serenade - Stay Close , Dont Go . (hmmmm .) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? Secondhand Serenade - Pretend (EHH , I DONT PRETEND .) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? Faber Drive - Second Chance (Nooooooowwpe .) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST? Taylor Swift - The Way I Loved You ( uh uh . ) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? Secondhand Serenade - Its Not Over WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS? State of Shock - Best I Ever Had (LOL .) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? Taylor Swift - Tim McGraw (EHHHH ?!) This is craaap . my playlist is limited man . hahhaha . 6:46 PM
Monday, February 2, 2009
Sian day . hello , today is sian day . its a very sian day . its the sianest day ever . i hate today . no, in fact , i hate everyday . i hate it , i hate it , i hate it . oh my crap , sometimes i think i really suck . cos i always forget to bring things im supposed to bring and i always do last minute homework . which always turns out like shit . i think i have horrible time management . so , i always cant get things done , so i keep doing things wrongly , so everything is just wrong . sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian siannnnnnnn . i dont want people to think that i cant get simple things right , but i just keep getting them wrong , so i think people think im kind of useless as well . so it just sucks . i kind of hate everything right now . except for music , pe , mother tongue and training . i just hate school . sian . ohhhhhhh . and i felt really weird today . i dont know if its the caffeine taking effect or something , but i felt really weird . it was like , weird and i had this feeling i was going to die soon . like something bad is going to happen . oh shit . i dont know whats wrong with me . 4:57 PM
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