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Friday, October 30, 2009
Another Year gone Nyeh , today started with tears and ended with tears . :( thank you for the letters :D Yea , they made me cry . :( and now everything we had done just keeps playing in my head like a black and white muted movie . Today i realised that we have really bonded as a class and its just sad that we have to split up . I was very sad after we were dismissed and that everyone had to go home . Then everyone started crying and i really dont want to become sec 3 then . i loved our cheer even though everyone was crying when we were cheering , i swear it was the loudest and bestest cheer we had ever done . i will miss filming with Liyana , Blossom , Jervenne , Irene and Natalie . I will miss Liyana raising up her hands a million times in class asking about questions . I will miss Blossom talking about recent events . I will miss staying back in class with Jervenne just because we are too lazy to go home . I will miss stealing Irene's food . I will miss watching Natalie do silly poses . I will miss Daphne smacking me for no reason . I will miss wearing high sock low sock with Daphne on Fridays . I will miss Jie Ying sitting beside me during morning assembly . I will miss stopping JieYing from studying at the courtyard before the exam . I will miss calling JieYing guai for wearing proper school uniform . I will miss chanting one chin , two chins , three chins to WoanChin when im bored . I will miss watching Sarah , Elfa and Gerry going crazy watching SuJu . I will miss Charmaine's smile . I will miss looking across the classroom looking at how Vanessa Ng sits . I will miss Bianca complaining about F1 early in the morning . I will miss eating Glenda's sweets . I will miss watching Nisa talking to Rabiatul about random things that i know nothing about . I will miss saying "JiaQi!" to Jiaqi when she keeps SMSing in class . I will miss waking Yatung up when the teacher comes into the class room . I will miss Phylliz playing the golden Pi-Sai game . I will miss listening to Maryam sing . I will miss shushing the class . I will miss smiling retardedly at my classmates . I will miss leading the class in random cheers . I will miss counter attacking Jervenne , Natalie and Irene's insults . I will miss having recess with Jervenne , Irene and Natalie . I will miss staying over at nat's with Irene and Jervenne . I will miss so so many things in 2M . 8:10 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
oh , its going to be Friday tmr today was quite okay . morning was the ultimate boredom because . ah , the talk was just boring lah okay . 3 different ppt , all talk about same place . *YAWNS . then we had this movie thing thing about Meerkats . I LIKE EH , THEY SO FRIGGING CUTE :D at first i was like , EH NATALIEE . what are these things ! And she told me they're Timons . Yknow , Timon and Pumba . and i'm like -.- . She damn retarded lah can . hahaha . Kolo is just some Protagonist Meerkat . He quite annoying lah , but still cute . hehehe . African deserts look so nice . but hot . and cold . and dry . but still so pretty . Had recess and went for the lyric writing course . Wah , i tell you . i felt so inferior over there cos everyone elses' chinese so damn cheem , and i so pathetic like that . so i was like keeping my mouth shut the whole time . Then we had to write a song based on the tune of Happy Birthday in chinese . Wah my god . everyone write so cheem . :( and you wanna know what mine sounds like ? It goes : 我现在要睡觉 我现在要睡觉 昨天我没有睡觉 所以我想睡觉 yeah and i admit it sounded so stupid compared to what others had wrote , cos they used such cheem chinese . Haizxs vaneh , poor thing :( Oh , new coach came todaaaay . he quite cool ah . learnt some new things today . Palms must always face sky-wards , right feet maximum can only go 45degrees , must always look at the tip of the Javelin and must always pull long enough in order to go far . Did a few quite nice throws today :D but still , some of them were nonsense . and my elbows hurt from throwing today . Sianzxs , that probably means im throwing wrongly again because i'm not suppose to use my elbow to throw . Surprisingly , i am not tired from training . Wowzxs . Sian , tmr last day of school , last day to be Sec 2 :( I will miss 2M , even though sometimes i get mad at y'all , i still love y'all because i had so much fun with y'all throughout these 2 years . I hate to change , haizxs . I dont want school to end :( 8:39 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
WEDNESDAAY Lj was fun . but short . HEHEHEHE . we went for the Sri Warisan one instead of the dragon kiln one . still fun lah . ehhehe . i love piong-ing . :D bus ride was SHORT . like freaking short . NYEH , wo bu xi huan . hehehe . we watched wayang kulit !(sp?) I LIKE EH . though it sounded kind of creepy at first . the music that is . so suspense-y ! i liked the performance . heheheh , so cool lah . the Sang Nila Utama (sp?) so funny . he said he was bored and asked what he should do today . and i was like , "Find Singapore !" AND HE CALLED ME SMART . HEEHEE , I LIKE :D then we got to play with the instruments and puppets and all . SO COOL LEH . Nat did the PCK teaser . Bloss and Nat did this Ris Lows meets PCK thing . SO CUTE . hehehe so shingz . wth lah . haha . ah , the rest of the day just slack in class because the choir people didnt turn up to give us the music quiz . so stone stone stone in class . Jervenne nat and irene were DBSK-ing or korean stuff - ing as usual . so i went to kajiao Nithya ! but she had to go . ah , sad . i like talking to her . she's so cool . i dont feel like im some crazy person when i talk to her . HEEHEE . then i went to kajiao Sarcthy ! since she was looking so bored . haha . she very cute lah she . then we talk talk talk . then liyana came and we talk talk talk and then maryam came and we talk talk talk and then anu came and we talk talk talk again . and they started combing my hair , hahaha . funny lah they all . Today was quite sian , but quite fun lah . haha okay what am i talking about . OKAY . BYE . 8:53 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
TUESDAY . starts with T TSKKKK . Lenis was being a total MEANIE pork today . because she kept making me throw over and over again . "VANEH , YOUR HIP NEVER TURN" "VANEH , LAND ON YOUR HEEL" "VANEH , YOUR STEPS TOO SMALL" "VANEH , DO THE WRONG ONE AGAIN , SHOW ONION" "VANEH , THROW I WANT TO SEE" "VANEH !" .... and yeah . WAH SHE MADE ME THROW LIKE SO MANY MANY JAVELINS . hahah , she lazy pork lah . hehehehehehehe . but yeah , she's nice anyway . just a little naggy . HEHEHE . oh well . training ended really tiringly . haizxs . hey , i found a phone on the grass patch today and i did the good thing that i always wanted to do but never had the chance to . HEHE . i called the person's mum and said that i found the phone and i realised it was my junior's phone . hahahha . whatever . i was nice and im glad i did a good deed . OHH . and interclass games today rocked because 2M got first for the road relay in the 2nd race and NYEH NYEH , I RAN . CAN YOU BELIEVE IT . because vaneh can never run because vaneh has no frigging stamina and vaneh just cannot run properly . i swear i never tried to run so fast my whole life before . im so proud of myself and i glad i did something for 2M :D great job for those who ran and played BBall/Soccer . YAAY , WE WON AND I AM SO PROUD OF YOU PRO PEOPLE AND DID I MENTION I LOVE YOU ALL ? HAHAHAHAHA 10:15 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
OH . CHESTER IS BACK . HOW FUN :D 8:32 PM
I hate today . NYEH NYEH nyeh nyeh nyeh . today was tiring . and tiring . haha . lunch with jervenne was fun . i should do that more often . she damn retarded laaaah . hehehehehehe . EH IRENE AND NAT , JERVENNE AND I WILL EAT MACDONALDS EVERYDAY SO WE CAN GET TO GO TO THE HAWAII CRUISE . HEHEHEHE , we are so sacrificial . hahahahaha . Heehee . lets not get to the paper checking . i need time to recover from it . heheheheheheh . i am tired and i want to 8:10 PM
Friday, October 23, 2009
How i hate it when it seems like you've forgotten about me . ROAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRR . *muscle ache muscle ache* did gym and spent the rest of the training playing basketball , soccer and captains ball . tiredddddddd . gah . dknow how im going to spend my weekends . roar roar . i want to sleep . gah , sian . sian ttm . 8:22 PM
Curiosity kills the cat and anxiety kills the cow . ROAR . i swear my target setting sucks , cos it barely fills up the page . not even half of it . ROAR . i shall throw 29m by the end of this year . NYEH NYEH . im like dreading monday but i cant wait for it to come . like wthshit . annoying . gaaaarrrraaaaaaaaahhhhhhaaaaaaaahhhhhh . i have training later and im too lazy to get off the com . WO YAO SHUI JIAO . even though i slept like 11hours today . HAHAHA . i wonder how i'll throw today . yesterday was a disaster . my javelin refused to fly :( If someone can't stop doing things that you don't want them to do, it only means that they love those things more than they love you. 12:59 PM
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
Have i told you ? When i grow up , im going to become a very useful and cool person because i am going to do really cool things . heheheh . i want to be a doctor when i grow up . so i can cure diseases and free the world from disease epidemics :D . i dont know what kind of doctor i can become , but i want to be a psychologist too :D:D . this is inspired by my friends and seniors around me . i just want to cure all of them when i grow up , so they wont scare people around them (: . this way , i'll be doing the world a good thing ! anyway , the ecareer thing thing , says im going to become a foot doctor when i grow up . HEEHEE (: i want to be a scientist/inventor when i grow up :D i shall invent a artificial ozone layer that will protect us from further enhanced green house effect . heehee (: you wanna know how it works ? its going to be like a shelter around the world , something like an layer within the atmosphere . it will absorb the solar energy from the sun and convert them into electricity so that we will not have to burn any more fossil fuels . or at least we'll cut down on that . the artificial ozone layer will also prevent extra heat to enter earth , we will then survive on the current heat trapped in the atmosphere and if need be , it will allow sufficient heat from the sun to pass through so we wont freeze to death (: another thing im going to invent is a freezer that will freeze sea water again ! :D since the ice bergs melting due to enhanced greenhouse effect has resulted in rise in the level of sea water , i shall invent a freezer that will be able to keep the ice bergs cool and also freeze surrounding sea water , so that water level will not rise as fast . this way , we can save the low lying islands and lessen the frequency of coastal disasters (: did i mention , i want to be a historian when i grow up ? so i can record all the things that have happened over the years . to educate people how we came about and how we should not forget our roots as we progress with modern technology . I ALSO WANT TO BE A PHILOSOPHER . so i can make people understand things around them in a calm and rational manner , without getting worked up . so that they will become better people and be gracious . this way , the world will become a better better place ! :D:D and i dont care if you think what i say doesnt make sense or will never come true , because i believe that i will be able to do it . if i have the will , i will find a way and i will save the earth and contribute in any way that i can to make the world a better place . :D and dont tell me i will never get to grow up because the world's gonna end in 2012 and i will just die before i get to do all these . the 2012 thing might not even happen in the first place . and i shall believe that i will be able to grow up and make the world a better place . so that other children will get to grow up as well and have a chance to live in this world , to do what they want . and i believe that if we believe , it will happen . and everything happens because someone believes in it . so im going to believe that i will be able to get a chance to do these things and i will not grow up and think back one day saying that what i said today is stupid , because it is not stupid and i will do it :D 10:52 PM
What you want just isnt the best for you . Roar . today just killed me . literally , metaphorically , whateverrrr . i just died and nyeh nyeh . woke up from some long and weird dream . nope , i didnt die in my dreams this time . apparently i lost somebody in my dream . like literally . like yknow , like i bring them out and they got missing . Like , woah , someone kidnapped her . yeah , that kind of loss . roar . then i got scolded again . NYEH NYEH . in my dream . hahah . somehow its always the same people . like natalie , jervenne and braxton . HAHA . i dknow why they always scold me . but i think its kinda weird . and yknow there was this evil person . i dknow what he did , he was just plain evil . i woke up at 3.17am ! HAHA , like an hour earlier than the time i usually wake up . weird . been waking up in the middle of the night lately . like daily . like weird . whatever . school was . okay . started annoyingly . i dknow . maybe its the weather that's getting to me . not in very good mood recently . GAH . stupid streaming . stupid sec 3 subjects . rah . stupid 14 year old me . i hate that i have to think of what i want to do when i grow up now . i hate that i have to choose so many things now . i hate how its so annoying . and i keep hearing things inside my head telling me what to do . god , its so annoying . i dont like how everyone's telling me what they want me to take . it just adds on to the confusion . RAH . i dknow what i want . i dont want to end up like 'I' in the day i met the prince , to regret not having done something because everyone else around him discouraged him to . it just didnt make sense to me . i dknow why people want people to study hard so that they can get a job that earns alot of money next time . isnt it just plain tragic to live to study to earn money ? that makes life so boring because all you do is study , eat , play , then you grow up , then you work , eat and live ? and i dknow why it keeps playing in my mind that most of the time , people are not doing what they love for a living and they only love their job because of the amount of money they earn . and the probably only started loving it when they started to earn enough money that they want . and im not going to care about how much im going to earn next time . so long as i have enough money to survive . cos i want to live to do what i want and love to do . and i dont want to grow up and become like whatever i just mentioned in the above paragraph cos its just tragic . and i dont want to grow up to realise i shouldve went after my dream to become a scientist or doctor or historian or philosopher . cos it'd only be sad and i cant do anything then and i can only regret and go around telling everyone i couldve had a better and happier life . but sometimes what you do just dont fit in with societal expectations and they'll probably just outcast you and make you look stupid . stupid world . ROAR . 9:00 PM
Monday, October 19, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CbFr_fUdRLI i hope you know that we know that you dont know what we know . so stop pretending like you know that when you dont . because everytime you pretend to you even though you dont know what we know , is lessening the value of knowing . and if you keep lessening the value of know then pretty soon we're not gonna have no one knowing. if we have no one knowing, then how are we suppose to know when no means no ? 8:43 PM
Class Chaleeeeeet ,  LOLLL . class chalet was tiring . fun , but kinda sad also . hehehe . Saturday wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . fetch jervenne at the bus stop . smart her missed her stop . and she walked back . HAHAH , she smart lah . uhmm . met the others at around 3 . hahahha . went to Escape . quite fun ah . haha . im pretty sure the only time we really felt like screaming was when we went into the haunted house . hahaha . the others were pretty fake . ehehe , poor people at escape . we were screaming quite loudly . HAHA . just QUITE . they removed inverter and the i-dknow-what . and rainbow and flipper werent working on that day . its so sad :( hmmzxs . went back to chalet , showered and went to dinnerrr . haha . then walk walk walk . haahaaahaa . Sunday UHH . OH . i slept in . HAHA . everyone went for breakfast and i was sleeping . haha . jervenne ta pao for me . YAAY :D i ate , then i fell asleep again . HAHAHAH . then uh . wanted to bowl , but lanes not available . wanted to watch movie , but no suitable timings . went to Kbox , but changed our minds . then went to white sands ! wanted to rent movie , but couldnt make up our mind , so didnt get anything at all ! HAHA . went back to chalet empty handed . NITHYA AND SARCTHY CAME ! :D played Tabooooo . hahaha . fun fun fun . NATALIE CAME ! HAHAHA > played SOMEMORE taboo . hehehe . so fun eh . OH we played Uno also ! hehehe . then more people come and come and come . then we went to set up the pit . some random people were sitting on our table . then we asked them to move POLITELY , but they ignored us . Elfa got angry , haha . they moved eventually anyway . made us clear their trash somemore . Elfa got even angrier . hahaha . funny lah they , set up the fire , then started bbq-ing ! so fun :D my hands were black . HAHHA . charcoal-ing is fun . i like . hehe . then they had to go :( like so quickly . sent jervenne, nat and sarcthy to the busstop . haha . veh scared later they lose their way . hmmxzs . haha . wheeeeeeeeeeee . went walking around at night with Vanessa , Daphne and Nithya ! wah Vanessa best i tell you . we went to ehub and sat somewhere for awhile , then we decided to go back to the chalet . then we wanted to go sit at the pit to talk . Vanessa couldnt find her handphone when we wanted to leave the chalet the second time . hahaha . then she thought she left it at ehub . then we run run run to ehub right . only to find out its not there and its in the chalet . HAHAH . wlao , she made us run for nothing . hahah . blur lah she . then we talk talk talk talk until the person chase us back into the room . Vanessa Nithya and I were sleeping together on the floor . HAHAH . COLD EH WLAO . haha . but then still it was fun . Did alot of random and retarded stuffs during the chalet and i had lots and lots of fun :D 7:04 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Over Over Over , right ? EXAMS OVERRRRRRRRRR . finally . hmmzxs . surprisingly , didnt feel the thrill of it after the paper . maybe a bit of relief , yeah thats all . went out with Nat , Jervenne and Irene . haha , retarded much . Apparently people like to stare at Jervenne . haha , no no , glare . some random guy and some random annoying girl from idknowwhat school . shouted at Jervenne some more . stupid girl . dont like her . so rude . watched Imagine that . cool eh the show . haha , the girl so cute . got her imaginary place . i like her . she's cool . i shall try and find my imaginary place too :D:D . *jumps (We're at France!) , * Jumps (Bye , we're outta France) :D Fun lah . haha . went to Nat's house after that . Sleepppp . (Zzzzzzzz) Actually , only Jervenne . hahaha . funnn . Tiring Day . hmmzxs. Wondering what to do for the next few weeks . Hmmzxs , where to go ? Anyone got nothing to do , want to book me ? I'm boredddddddd D: There's so many things i wanna do , some many places i wanna go . dont think i'll be doing them anyway . gah . i'm so excited yet not excited . this is weird . Tsk . Sometimes i just want you to listen , okay ? 10:54 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
Its just lit getting to me . life is so weird . adults think that children are ridiculous for the way they think and do things , and yet what they do dont really make sense most of the time . i like the way 'I' perceives things , thinking that nothing can be anything , while nothing is merely nothing to others . i hate that the societal expectations caused him to conform in order to fit in with the norms . i dont get why individuality is discouraged . they always say children are too young to know anything . sometimes i think , children know more than what they know . just that they dont know it . Day I Met The Prince actually quite sad uh D: Society has confined the mindsets of many that only things that generates money , saves time and have semblance of permanence are regarded as important things . Thinking that only these will bring about better lives for them . The arrogance of progress has resulted in the disregarding of simplicities in life that can also bring about same amount of happiness or maybe more . For example , in the text , the growing of roses and keeping of goats . (highlights that busyness of adulthood leads to misconception of important things in life) But why save money , save time and save energy ? What to do with these saved money , time and energy ? We save time , money and energy only to do more things and hence spending even more time , money and energy . why make life so difficult for yourself . Moreover , it is that process(Old Granny) that makes it worthwhile in the end and not the pragmatic ends(Seller) . 8:31 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009
YAAAY HISTORY IS OVER AND TODAY IS FRIDAY AND I AM HAPPY AND I CAN TOUCH THE CEILING . hahaha . went to eat breakfast with nat and jervenne after the paper . woah fun sia . hahaha . we were like celebrating before exams end . hahaha . Wheeeeeeee . SARANGHAE IRTAVEMME . IRENE + NATALIE + JERVENNE . HAHAHAHAH 9:39 PM
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
*sneeze* i hate it when rainy days get to me . 10:01 PM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Dedication takes a lifetime; Dreams only last for a night . i'm in love with acoustic tracks . :D:D I'm counting on the sun to shine . 11:29 PM
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Sometimes it just comes a little too late . ben ren hui jin zhi gen gui ren you ren he guo tong zhi dao gui ren shi dang de jie jue wen ti . 7:40 PM
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