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Sunday, January 22, 2012
I always forget to tell you.. Hi guys its New Year's Eve! Well at least on the Lunar calendar. Hmm not feeling the CNY mood yet but I guess it will kick in later in the evening when we have reunion dinner :) Oh yes guys read the saturday's paper if you haven't! Turn to the Saturday special, last page C8 if I remember correctly. It was talking about cities around the world sinking due to climate change, increasing urbanisation and something about drawing underground water I think /: okay anyway cities around the world are getting submerged into the water little by little every year! These places include Mexico City, Bangkok, Shanghai, Venice, etc (AKA MANY MORE!!!) Seriously guys mexico city is sinking by 20cm each yearr how can You stand knowing this and not doing anything?! I mean for those who have never even been to these cities, wouldn't you want to visit them someday? And what if when the day where you have the means and time to finally visit that place and it doesn't exist anymore because its already submerged underwater? Those who have already been to these places you may be indifferent to this because you might think "I've been there before so it doesn't affect me its okay, I can continue to be a happy kid ^^" don't you want others to see what you have seen? Don't you want to perhaps bring your children to see it for themselves in the future? Imagine if we continue our ignorant ways, the only way to see these places in their original magnificence would be through photographs and perhaps documentaries. Wouldn't that be sad? Would you want that to happen? So please, I would really really appreciate if you guys would see how important t is to do your part to make a change in global warming and make an effort. Recognise that however small your actions may seem, when accumulated can make a huge diffence. If this isn't a wake up call strong enough, I don't know what is. 4:18 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2012
"I hope you won't save some other girl." Mewz. Hi guys I think am going through a very weird emotional phase right n. I have been angry, sad and happy all together these few days. Hannah tweeted me cognitive dissonance. I think I'm going through that :( Anyway I've been in such a weird mood I can't seem to find nice songs to relate and feel better listening to. Bah. I shall visit a museum tomorrow to find some escape. Training today was zomg woah tiring especially Gym part 1: Circuit training omg 5x8 5 diffirent exercises. + full gym later thank god for merciful coach 3sets instead of supposed 5sets. But it was nice to do something "fresh". Issues going on around I just hope they will be resolved soon. :( I love all my throwers equally I just hope things will work out with each other. Hate to see them "fight" Ph yeah I forgot to blog abt the fainted guy at botanic mrt station. The day I felt like such a failure. Sigh. Anw I was gg up the escalator and I saw a fainted man and 2ppl crowded around him. So I ran up the staircase to where he fainted and I kind of panicked a little. I mean I wanted to help but I don't think they will listen to a 16 year old anw. But I got him to lie flat on the ground instead of on the stairs and found something to staunch his bleeding(he knocked his head when he fell) until another kind man luckily came over. He was from the CDF so yay me and him. Ladada the medics came and took him away. So anyway I totally failed trying to help and I forgot all about the things I learnt in my lifesaving lessons. I feel like such a failure that day and I still do now. Sigh. I hate being lousy. I hate failing. But then again, what's life without failure. I have to fail some time anyway. Bah what bullshit. I don't like failing. I won't and I can't fail again. 1:15 AM
Monday, January 16, 2012
This is who I am and this is what I like. "I'm immature but I will stay this way forever. Till the day I die, I promise I won't change. So you better give up." I DONT WANT TO GROW UP. and Simple Plan lets me know that it is okay to feel this way and never grow up :) As Liying has once wrote in a post it to me in Chem class, "growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional" ANYWAY, guys I just came back from Simple Plan's concert and the awesome day has drained me of all my energy. My eyes are barely open they're threatening to shut any moment. BUT I'm really happy right now so I shall blog before I sleep. :) My arms and legs and back aka all over my body is aching from running about jumping up and down at the concert. I believe the sensitivity of my ears have decreased at least half after the earsplitting volumes of music at Fort Canning. Pushy people at the concert were REALLY REALLY ANNOYING! Why must they be so mean! Just be happy with the spot that you have and stay put DONT PUSH ME. I hate it when people say "My friends are in front, really I'm not lying I need to join them" BUT I CAME BEFORE YOU DID HOW CAN YOU JUST PUSH ME AWAY AND TAKE MY PLACE SO YOU CAN JOIN YOUR FRIEND. WHY CANT YOUR FRIEND GO BEHIND AND JOIN YOU INSTEAD YOU SELFISH HORRIBLE GIRLLL. We were already squashed like flat pratas and you wanted to squeeze in! BUT. Thank god for all the training and weight lifting that we do in throws cos we(Livia, Charlotte and I) just stayed put and pushed whoever pushed us. HAHA and I agree with charlotte it feels good to be strong enough to push away a GUY or even just prevent him from pushing us away. THROWERS ARE NO PUSH-OVERS. Literally. Zixin and weiqi were so tiny we had to push people away from them. But Zixin was so mean HAHA she could survive on her own. I mean she pinched a guy's fats when she wasn't able to push him away when he pushed her. So she pinched his fats omg HAHA she is hilarious. She even pulled the hair of the girl in front of her when the girl's hair whipped her face when she was jumping up and down. She is really violent, she steps on everyone hahha SHE IS DAMN MEAN BUT ITS REALLY FUNNY IM SORRYYYY. But anyway, the concert was really fun apart from all the pushing and horrible people ;) I had a lot of fun with those kiddos omg like really. Loved the playlist even though I wished they could sing more. But I wouldve loved it whatever they sang la. Sighzzz I cried half way through the concert (not because I was too frustrated with the pushing people) because they started to sing their old songs and it reminded me of how I always listened to those songs when I was a kid. Especially during the emo phase and I hated everything because I thought everyone hated me. And how when I listened to Simple Plan I would always feel better because they let me know I'm not the only weirdo feeling like that. :') So anyway they helped me get through that awkward growing up tween to teen age thingy and I can't express my love and gratitude to them in words. And they are really really my favourite #1 band because their songs have been with me through all sorts of situations since I was 9. I fell in love with Simple Plan not by seeing their faces but by actually listening to their songs. I mean, okay I'm quite superficial sometimes I listen to bands because I think they are good looking then I start to like their music after realising its not bad. But for Simple Plan it was never the case, its kind of the other way round. I never knew what they looked like when I first heard Welcome to My Life. I just felt that hey, I can relate to this song. It makes me feel happy. :) There are fans who like them because they think that they are hot, but when I think Simple Plan I dont think hot guys I just think of the songs that help me get through shitty days. :') Oh yes, one more thing. I HATE FAKE FANS. Okay I know this makes me sound really selfish but I seriously HATE fake fans. By fake fans I mean people who claim that they LOVE a band but only know ONE song or only know that a certain member is HOT/CUTE/GOODLOOKING. I hate these people I mean when they go to the concerts they don't even know the words. All they do is scream and shout "I LOVE YOUUUU" Oh fuck off. Do not claim to be a fan when you know nothing of the band. I mean, I can like say, "Alice" by Avril Lavigne or "Wish You Were Here" but I don't call myself a fan ._. you are only fit to be a fan when you know almost ALL their songs. IF NOT YOU ARE JUST A LIKER. of certain singles. and yah. I would consider you a fake fan even if you knew the entire GYHO album but not know the other albums such as Still Not Getting Any, No Pads No Helmets Just Balls and Simple Plan(Self-titled album). SO YES. I get very annoyed esp about my fav bands so please don't annoy me :) Hehe so all in all today is a happy day. :) 1:23 AM
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Plagarism is pique Lately I have been a very petty angsty irritable bitch. I seem to find fault in everything that everyone does. Oh I am becoming such a horrible person. :( Anw I was secretly kind of annoyed today because a friend of mine copied and pasted my post about Dunk IT! and posted it as her status on facebook. Maybe you would understand my annoyance and pique if I said she didn't mention me at all in the post. Truth is she did but it went "Special thanks to @taggedmyname for providing the details" Okay THIS is the annoying part. HELLO I DID NOT ONLY PROVIDED YOU DETAILS TO THE EVENT, I TYPED THE FREAKING POST! UGHHHHHH. Okay I fully understand that she had the best intentions at heart and all she wanted to do was help me spread the word. She was being nice and all but ah, I just had to be an annoying bitch and be annoyed :( I'm sorry. But I'm just really annoyed that her posting that post and making it sound like it was typed by her albeit with no intentions of doing so. Blah. Anyway guys, it does not feel good to have your words used by someone else as their own whether intentional or not. It still sucks to feel like you've been plagarised :( sorry guys for being a bitch. Sigh I try so hard to be a better person but I never get better. 12:06 AM
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Round and Round To be honest, I really dont give a care as to where you're gonna go. I know I'm being a bitch over here complaining about how people keep flooding my fb wall about "omg, I can't make up my mind where to go!!" "Ahh, where to go, what to do, how!!!" and "Submitted my form. Hope... ladada" Oh god I wish they would just get over it. Okay but then again, I guess its only human for them to be all nervous and anxious and ladada shit. I mean after all they are making important decisions in their lives and they're gonna have to live with what they have chosen or what they will be given for the next 2 years of their lives so okay. I'm sorry I'm being such a bitch. I think I'm just sore and left out because everyone's doing the same thing but all I do is sit around. Everyone has decisions to make, things to fret over but I'm just being sour over here. Well they probably felt the same way about me when I was fretting over which school I should DSA to last April. I was quite a bitch then whining and worrying about which school to go. Okay sorry for what I had said I was being a jealous bitch because I felt really left out and disconnected from all my friends. I don't feel what they're feeling right now. So.. blah. PS my skin is peeling like I'm a snake I am so disgusted with myself. Not that you needed to know but I had to say it. 11:56 PM
OHMYGOD Guys I swear I almost died when I heard this. My team in VJ only has four people. FOUR. CAN YOU SEE THIS? FOUR OMG FOUR HOW CAN IT BE TRUE. Apparently the only throwers there are Jin Kai and Ryan. If you add ZhaoChen and I who will be joining VJ soon, there is only FOUR. omg FOUR. HOW CAN THIS BE TRUE HOW CAN THERE ONLY BE FOUR! KILL ME PLEASE KILL ME NOW. I had a team of 30 people to a team of 4. How exciting. Oh who am I kidding I am so sad HOW CAN I SURVIVE WITH ONLY 4 TEAMMATES. In Cedar, throws was like my ENTIRE life. I can die right now :( Thank god for Mr Ng if not there will really be nothing in VJ thats remotely comforting about VJ. SIGH CRY DIE. I guess it will really then become an individual event. :( Thank god I will still get to see my throwers at competitions hehe I won't be so lonely after all. And at cross country!! I can be quite sad and friendless and pathetic sometimes /: Mewz. Oh yeah anyway I was really angry at Gui Hui the other day so I told him this "I WILL HATE YOU FOR LIFE DONT TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN." Okay I was being an over exaggerated angsty bitch la and now I'm being very petty and ignoring him. I should be ashamed at myself for wanting to fulfil what I said but UGH IM REALLY V ANNOYED. I mean he didn't even apologise and even if he did it wasn't sincere lor. UGH WHY SHOULD I BE THE NICE ONE AND FORGIVE HIM GR. I am a petty ego bitch i know. Sorry :< 11:00 PM
Dunk IT! Mowz. HAHAHA that funnily reminds me of an inside joke Huijuen and I have but it has no relation to whatever I'm gonna say. Not that you would know but I just felt like saying it. My juniors are currently spamming my twitter notifications. Sigh they are such adorable kids. I miss seeing them around in school, they are so funny hahaha. :"VANEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" And they all attack me with their bone crushing hugs. Haha. Oh yeah Jervenne's friend - Venetia, from SNGS told us that hugging is forbidden in their school and if they had to hug it would only be permitted for 30s. Which was quite funny and all of us started to imagine their principal standing their with a stop watch when people hug. Hahahahaha. Sigh I am so easily amused sometimes. Hmm. Oh yes anyway, guys I'm here to promote Dunk IT! to all of you guys! Its an initiative by ECO Singapore to encourage people not to litter during large scale events! As you know after every large scale event(Eg. Chinggay, National Day, etc.), places where such events are held would be littered with all sorts of rubbish. Hence this initiative is to promote proper disposal of rubbish as well as to encourage youth to come forward and put their concerns and passion for the environment into actions! Its the perfect opportunity for you to understand the pain people go through to clear your rubbish. When you empathise, you learn and you don't do it again! So guys, join ECO Singapore together with People's Association as a Dunk IT! volunteer and make Singapore a cleaner, more considerate and better place. :) For details and sign up, click here! If you had always wanted to do something but don't know where to start or had never had an opportunity, this is your chance! Sign up with all your friends! One person may not make much of a difference, but together we can! Gather all your friends and have the time of your life doing something great for the community! :) If you are unable to do so, fret not! Just spread the message to your friends and let as many people know as possible! Spreading awareness is also a way of doing your part. Lets all come together and make a difference, yay! :D 9:41 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Beware: Ranting bitch ahead. Hi guys, just to warn you I am predicting that the next 6months will be 6 very emo months for me as I try to fit into a new school and adapt to a new environment. Feels like sec 1 all over again and right now I don't look forward to starting school AT ALL. And none of my close friends are going to my school. That doesn't help. :( Anyway I went for the open house today and to be very honest I was not the slightest bit impressed? Okay I think I'm kinda biased here 'cos I secretly think that VJ will be nothing compared to RJ and HC. But i was really disappointed I mean I know my way around VJ and stuff but it didn't feel like home. Scratch that, I dont even feel like its my school. I'm just there. Cedar feels like MY school, it feels like my home. VJ feels nothing like Cedar. Huijuen reckons its probably because I am not used to the new environment and everything, which I agree. Well, kind of. I just hope this cultural shock phase ends soon. Heck, I was even uncomfortable seeing guys in the school. I think 4 years in a girls school has ruined me in some ways. HAHA. Ok joking, but really it felt so weird having guys in the same school not to mention in the same class. I cannot stand it. Sigh. Sometimes I can be so.... stubborn. Anyway I think I'm gonna be in the "I miss Cedar, I miss my friends. I hate school" phase for some time. So if you don't feel like reading any of those crap, feel free to skip to 2013 archives. So much for thinking that I am a very enthusiastic, friendly and crazy girl that can fit in anywhere, anytime. Lies. What lies I tell myself. 10:23 PM
Happy little bubble of mine HI GUYS got my results yesterday nothing much to say BUT. I WAS SO FUCKING CAUGHT UP W MY RESULTS I TOTALLY FORGOT TO RSVP TO THE SOUNDCHECK PARTY OF SIMPLE PLAN. FMLFMLFML TTM I've been waiting for this for months and stupid O level results made me forgot all about it I am so sad right now :( sigh cry die like UGHHHHH. Anw apart from that holidays have been okay. In fact I'm getting a new camera soon WHOOHOOO so that I can capture HD vids at the SP concert :') I just hope I can stay happy and optimistic like that when school starts again for me. I don't want to be an emo nemo :( Ok anw almost half past 1 I should sleep if not I'm gonna be late and my friends will suan me till there's no tomorrow. Goodnight guys :) 1:26 AM
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