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Saturday, April 26, 2008

Happy birthday dearie ! HAppy 13th ! (: Have a wonderous birthday kays(: I love you loads and forever kay ! :D Sorry bout the pres coming in about 1 week or so . it was ordered you see . (: I know you'll understand . Hope you have a great life ahead of you kay ! its been a blessing to have known you . you're the bestest person in the world ! (: you rock loads and continue to do so . sorry couldnt be there to wish you . you have a bright future so work towards it ! i have confidence in you ! (: Enjoy life in TKGS ! (: Miss you loads :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORAZAH! (:

6:31 PM

Friday, April 25, 2008

lol . my blog's really dying . gah , getting real bored nowadays. somehow , i cant seem to get > (: . thats kinda saddening . lol . anyway , i thought i was gonna fail my tests . but , it wasnt too bad afterall . i got 13/20 for geog , 19.5/35 for maths (im way shock when i found out i passed. ) , 17/20 for history , 23/30 for science .

i seriously thought i was gonna fail maths . anyway , as i expected around 7 or 8 marks was deducted for careless-ness. ): whatever, at least i passed. i think im gonna fail english . i dont know why , i just have a feeling im gonna fail and everything . i know i flunked it . i dont know ..

i dont know .. i dont know why i keep thinking have alot of things havent done yet . and i dont know why im feeling so ): . gah, im going crazy . getting real pissed with myself. with all the things i've done. real pissed with myself for offending others without realising i was doing so in the beginning . i hate myself . i hate it .

go die lar .
5:58 PM

Saturday, April 19, 2008

aw damn . sick yo . im sick . ):
i had a sore throat last morning . i couldnt even speak in the morning ! but it got better when time passed .. i could even scream during mt .. *sigh . then at night , my sore throat missed me and came back and even brought a friend . i started having fever . aw damn twice . felt real bad man . sad . went real pale and everything .

next morning (saturday)
woke up (: . still felt sick . *sigh x2 . at least i had colours in my face already ! (: kept on sneezing and coughing came later on . dammit man . sure doesnt feel good to be sick at all . ):

my feet's sore now ! even walking hurts . what a bad day ... ):

P.S: last post's typo . wierd supposed to be *weird (:
8:59 PM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

hey ya people ! lol . i sound retarded . anyway , i am retarded . *sigh . im BORED yo .. common tests results coming out next week and so on and im so gonna die . what if i failed again . i cant imagine that . i'd probably die . *sigh x2 . im getting real fed up / depressed and all . i dont feel like running , listening or even talking . can you believe it ? me not talking ? wierd case . wierd . somethinng's wrong . and i dont know whats wrong . and i hate this . URGH .

dad's going outta singapore tomorrow again . i dont like it when he goes . although we dont really communicate very much and we aren't not close . i just dont like it when he goes . it feels . wierd . *sigh x3 .

whenever my face changes to > double ): people get the wrong idea of what im doing . nevermind .. im getting real wierd nowadays . somehow , i lost interest in my fav. book and fav. everything . ):

*sigh x
7:23 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008

hhheello . wow . seriously , my blog is dead ):
getting real emo nowadays . dont know why . well , lets not say EMO . lets just say , depressed and stressed . finally MOST of the common tests have passed . left with eng & mother tongue . im fine with mt . its eng that im scared of . somehow , i suck in it . ): the teachers were real kind this weekend . its just maths h.w (: thats real kind . listen to simple plan some day . everytime i listen to their songs , alot of things come to my mind . alot .

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im starting to dislike alot of things . and i hate doing it but , i just dislike it . ): im sad . i dont want to dislike . but somehow , i just dislike ! i feel myself being so selfish . and i hate being selfish . im trying . ): i really feel like crying . -depressed !

EMO ! MOO ...
8:40 PM

Saturday, April 5, 2008

05 04
5th Apr .
know what day it is today ?!?!
its my

BIRTHDAY!


hurrayy !!
wow it started badly . very badly . i got this terrible stomache. man , it hurt like hell . i couldnt get out of bed . so my parents asked my to stay at home . it got better few hours later . so i asked to have tuition earlier . so yea , after tuition i celebrated my birthday !! it rocked . went to downtown east . wild wild wet . man , somehow my stomache came back yet again at the wrong time . well , it continue to hurt but nevermind . me and my friends were like trying to tan ourselves . okay , i dont know if i got tan-ner but whatever . it was fun afterall . i was so high . lol ! anyway , i had a great bday ! thanks to all who gave me a present and wished me a happy birthday . i love you all !! haha . its my BIRTHDAY !! haha .

-Finally , im so happy -
7:26 PM

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