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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
6 down , 1 more to go ! :D can you wait ? i can hardly contain my excitement . i mean , i cant wait for exams to end . isnt it going to be the fun-nest ? okay , i shouldnt talk about that when its not even over yet . lit lit lit . it was okay . wasnt as difficult as i expected it to turn out to be . with a teeeny weeny bit of luck , i pulled through . (: i was stuck at the last few minutes though . and i realised my PEELs didnt make much of a sense . but , nevermind (: . its over and im glad . haha . Friday's gonna be the ultimate fun day (: dont you think so ? F1's on the paper everyday recently . on the covers , everywhere . and i dont know why everyone's so in to it . well , not that im against it . and blossom's so into it , she gave me a new nickname . Va Va Voom ? loL ? that crazy random and dramatic woman ;D oh and Blossom, if you're reading this , listen to me . uh, no , read would be a better word . whatever . turn your frustration in Ms Low into motivation ;D i dont know how , but , you can try . start with the picture . it's amusing enough . and you will do well for geog because i say so . :D and because , you'll have some crazy , random and dramatic luck to accompany you , so you will do well :D and geog is easy to understand once you get into the "geog mood" (: dont get all frustrated . be motivated . by Va Va Voom (: hahaha , <3! 8:23 PM
Monday, September 29, 2008
its been 9 days since brisingr's out . D: I NEED IT , like desperately NOW . D: wait till i tell chester . i keep forgetting to tell him . mannn . D: oohhhh . MATH was do-able today (: ! i was so freaked out before the papers because i thought it was gonna be super woper hard ? it turned out to be fine actually (: . and im glad . at least im relaxed now . about math that is . literature tomorrrowww! D; im so gonna freak out and die because , i dont think i'll answer them with sense . it'd probably make no sense again . the way my history paper does . and then friday's geog . i dont know . im freaking out for that as well. basically, i freaked out for EVERYTHING . so what's the point of saying them one by one again and again ? pshhhh . D: its, its , its , childrens' day eve tomorrow . which -> celebrations . obviously i wont be involved . but , my being so childish & immature , i feel like i should be part of it . D: kids need to be kids . but im way out of the kids stage already, yet im still so , child-like . == im still trying to figure out how to grow up mentally . i dont seem to think and speak the way my age should . im talking milton's language . okay , im gonna mug for lit now, so , bye (; x3 xx 12:57 PM
Sunday, September 28, 2008
today wasnt much , i guess . didnt really went any where really . started mugging in late morning till around evening . i got tired , so i uh , slept . woke up at dinner time . had dinner and i went to get the papers and started reading . i dont know whats with me, but i read for a long long time . i dont know if its the paper or is it me . i think im slowwwww ..... D; ohhhhhhhhhh . chester is killing me . im all worried about him and well, his exams . well, im not saying he's not studying or he didnt study or anything like that . i just think that, he's a little behing . and , im worried . D: and , another thing is , im sorry . i mean , im sorry . i didnt mean to well, upset you when i said those words . im sorry for always distracting you when you're trying to study . you could've stopped me and asked me to shut up . im , sorry . just wanna let you know , i believe in you and i believe you can do it . its never to late to try , so just do your best . i know you're putting in all your effort already . just dont go crazy doing so . you'll pull through . (: well , although you'll NEVER see this , but yea . Love you , bro . i know distance doesnt matter, but you feel so far away 12:18 AM
Friday, September 26, 2008
im not trying too hard . no, im not . im no prefectionist . no, im not . i need to stop talking to the mirror . i cant help it . the person in the mirror is the only one who's in the room who actually listens and answers back . the thing is, the mirror is just right in front of me . i cant look away , its stuck in the wall. another thing is , its MYSELF in the mirror . thats why its listening and talking back . it just seems that . no one listens to what i say . although its not very important , but im still talking ! they just , dont listen . D: its pretty frustrating you know . its like . talking to a tree . no, talking to a tree is better . they dont well, totally ignore me . okay, lets not freak you out . chester is desperately trying to stop me from talking to the mirror , myself , that is . he slaps me each time i do so . and it hurts okay . violence . ouch . but , he's my brother . i cant help it . not that he can hit me cos he's my brother , but , i dont know . he's my brother and , argh , i dont know what im trying to say . lets just , forget it . D: at least , its nice to have him studying in the same room . he doesnt really listen all the time , but at least he talks to me . though not very effective from keeping my talking to the girl in the mirror . im tireddd D: chester makes me do all sorts of stuffs in exchange for him to explain to me some questions i dont know . he makes me do his art exam preparatory work and stuffs like that. dont you think he's weird ? make milo for him . lol . thats the most random thing he asked me to do . he's not very much helpful when explaining , but well , he's chester and he's my brother . so, nevermind . somehow , he doesnt seem to realise im very worried for him . i mean, his exams . and he doesnt bother about them . and thats what making me worry . he's only 2 weeks away and he's NOT prepared at all . no , not 2 weeks . its already here . you know , he kills me just like this . the mirror girl told me he's gonna stay in .. okay , shut up . chester slaps me each time i mention that . so i should probably just stop . im tireddddddddddddddddddd . D: no, i shant give myself excuses . i will work harder to cover up for history and mother tongue . i cannot afford to flunk anymore . although it is highly doubtful that i wont flunk them . so , i shall just live in denial and think that i will do well . live in denial Vanessa . it helps . sometimes , at least . denial isnt that bad actually . 11:45 PM
its fixed :D loL what a day it was today . it started raining like real heavy this morning . i was wet before i reached that darn bus stop . bad start to a day, dont you think so ? Science was OKAY . well, at least i think so . History was a disaster . how i wish to kill myself for it . well , it wouldnt really make much of a difference since im already dying soon . i can imagine literature and geography ending up twice as bad as history . dont bother to tell me im gonna do fine , because i know i will not , because i know my work , because im the one doing it . and i know im gonna flunk it , because , well , i know . loL . but really , i went around telling people to remember to IQE, PEEL and ho, i didnt do it myself . my essay was a complete nonsense + rubbish . Ms Lizah would have fainted just looking at it . D: i mean, anyone would have . cos it didnt make any sense at all . no format , no sense , no nothing . i've cried and it did help at all , so whats the point ? im flunking all the subjects im not suppose to flunk . D: poof and there goes my results . D: im sooooorrrryyyyy . its not that i want to be like this . i cant help it . D: everyone must be so, so disappointed in me . well, i changed my skin again . why ? because i like this skin . its nice , dont you think ? and does that phrase up there sound familiar to you ? its a line from one of my favourite songs . off mugging again , so , bye . 4:37 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
HAH ! i betcha think i wont post when my blog's under construction . but , i dont really care you know . cos i blog for the sake of blogging . its just like talking to myself . its just that the whole world knows the details of what im telling myself. loL . today was . uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . okay . i guess (: my left shoulder hurts like hell today . D: pooooor me . i know (: my lit essay is a complete rubbish can . D: i dont know . anyway ..... im bored . so , im going off . im trying to fix my blog still . but nothing's working . hmm . i wonder why . D: you know , its kinda weird . cos for a moment , its screwed for no darn reason . and the for a SECOND , it was UNscrewed . i bet it was because i saw it . and when i refreshed that darn page , it went all screwed again . D: puuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrr . D: uh , did i intend to say that ? now im a cat . wth . 9:22 PM
Friday, September 19, 2008
FYI . tag board i way below . argh . i cant be bothered by anything anymore . im frustrated . kill me , somebody . 10:54 PM
my blog is screwed up again . i've spent the last 2 hours fixing it and im coming to NOTHING . i cant be bothered anymore . i shall fix it some other day . im tired . bye . 10:54 PM
Okay . i have this urge to blog . why ? because i am bored . (: i have ended up with this conclusion after knowing blossom for 9 months . That Blossom Goh is ; CRAZY . RANDOM . RUBBISH . yeap . that should be it . dont ask me why . i just feel like it , so uh . yea . conclusions of Blossom . and i am not emo . D: MY DREAM . oh my cow cow cow . i finally had one dream that i totally remember . i dont dream much nowadays you see . im freaking happy i dreamt . if i were to tell Jervenne or Natalie or Irene this , they'll probably pretend they are not listening . hmmmmm . they know they want to hear about it . living in denial . HAHA . jk . i was reading Da Vinci code before i fell asleep . and i had this dream relating to the book . D: i was part of the Priory of Sion . its like uber wth , but uber cool . and i remembered the word Sangreal kept appearing in my dream . random, but great dream (: i woke up 2 hours later . and i feel tired instead of refreshed . which doesnt make sense . lalalaa .. i completed another Math paper after i woke up . i realised all i've been revising on is Math , Math & Math . i dont know how the hell am i gonna pass the other subjects D: and i have this feeling im not gonna do well for maths because . i never did well for it . D: should shut up about this now . i realise . i lead the most boring life ever . realllly . D: all i do is study , home , school , study , home , school . nobody can have a more boring lifestyle than i do . braxton's life sounds alot more fun-ner than mine . he learns Dj-ing and stuff and alot of other fun stuffs . loL . im going green with envy . D: (sometimes i wonder . why green , not orange ? D: ) okay anyway , what im saying is . braxton has a fun & interesting life and i have a boring one that sucks . so , yea . people are coming to the thought that i am emo . which is not true . because i am NOT emo . i just dont smile much. thats all . Blossom , i am not gloomy, not emo . okay ? i just go around like " :| " not like " ): " . so, i am not emo , not depressed, not whatsoever you think . and man , i seriously need to grow up . its like . im have a deprived childhood or anything . D; i think im trying too hard . 10:54 PM some girl said im fake today some guy said im dumb today . Conclusion; anessa is dumb & fake okay . bored . grow up VC 3:57 PM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
ho . i totally flunked chinese paper 1 today . my letter made no sense & my compo was a complete failure . D: hell was it wrong with me today . really . i was all stuck when i looked at that darn question . and only after the exam, i realise i could've had alot to write about . D: lalala, im gonna fail . D: im soooorrryyyyyy guihui . D: failed you . LOL . D: rahrahrah . no point crying over spilt milk . i was praying that paper 2 wouldn't be so stuck-able(i dont even think this is a word) so it can pull up my marks for paper 1 . lucky for me . it was easy . what's dumb is . today, i forgot how to write 死and肠 . and damn, i had to use both of these words in paper 1 & 2 . D: wonder how many marks would be deducted for all my 错字s. i am way dead . i flunked something i could have done best at . loser vanessa, loser . D: 4:30 PM
loL . i cant find my "The Clay Marble" book . im dead . how the heck am i suppose to study for lit without that darn book ? and i cant finish my lit homework without it and i will fail without it . wonder where i left it . i keep losing my things today . D: something's wrong with the internet connection . it keeps disconnecting and even if its connected , its uber slow . rahhhhhhhhhhh D: today flew past even faster than yesterday . its like, i went to school . morning assembly , Paper 1 , break , Paper2 , go home . D: it went . real fast . i guess i was worn out . loL and i brought ice cream again . on my way home . im kinda addicted and somehow , ice cream make me feel a little better each time . mango . yay . loL . i was real tired when i reached home . all i did was to lie down on the sofa and i fell asleep lol . not that i wanted to . but i just fell asleep. i had this weird dream . i think its something about birds again . dont they already had enough of scaring me during the day ? now they have to haunt me in my dreams . ewww . i slept for 2 hours . TWO WHOLE HOURS wasted away sleeping . -sigh . rahrahrah.lalalala.im in the making weird noises mood today . chester is so gonna be irritated by me when he returns home from judo . poor dude . well, all im gonna do is make weird noises the whole day . is that so bad ? weird vanessa , weird life . loL . OH . and natalie claimed that im a COW-ard . LOL . i thought that was funny . == okay. weird sense of humour as well . lalalahohohohorahrahrahrahrah . exams drive me nuts . really . Loveyou . <3 4:30 PM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
D: not supposed to be here again . i KNOW . im going to sleep as soon as i finish this post . blame it on chester , he asked me to help him do work . D: and i got stuck here . its EL tmr , yes . i know and im not prepared to die . no, not yet . im all scared and freaked out . i have this darn feeling that im gonna flunk english . of all the subjects , english kills me the most . D: i dont know why , i dont know how . im so dead . EYE ; meant to kill us . i havent been revising at all . no , im wasting time , and i'll be dead if i carry on like this . yes, i know . somehow , everyday , im sleeping through my afternoons , wasting time at night , doing un-productive revisions . sucks . im all freaked out . about everything , about tomorrow . today sucked a whole lot . 'cos time flew by . you dont know how fast today was for me . i thought it was gonna be a helluva LONG day . and somehow , before i knew it , Woan Chin was telling the teachers "the bell rang" . hell, no. awful day . why, why . i wasted 2 periods during TOP . i was supposed to be studying and somehow , the environment was not condusive at all . vinodini kept rambling on about focusing but she keeps distracting us . i was warning her . somehow, she didnt get my message . "for cow's sake , be more considerate! hello, we're studying here !" what me , Jervenne and natalie was trying to tell her . there's a limit to patience . i was this near to screaming at her already . im all frustrated and she thinks its a joke . THANKS way back home was , awful as well . i was kinda like, walking home and i realised they were just released as well and i thought of waiting for Milton , so we can go home together . i was standing there and i din realise i was standing next to an injured bird . i didnt realise till everyone was looking at my direction . i traced the way they were looking at and realised i was right next to that injured bird . man, you should've saw the way i screamed and shouted "oh my cow" i treaded on a little boy's foot but ran off without saying sorry at all . im sorry D; . im just . freaked out . i ran off and turned back again later . loL . not to check out the bird again definitely . i turned back for the sake of ice cream . loL . dumb i know . just thought ice cream would make me feel better . i was about to tell the man what i wanted and all of a sudden a group of pri sch kids ran up and cut my queue . == not that i minded, but they just pushed me aside . LIKE HELLO , whats with the kids nowadays ? impatient little midgets they are, yes . even so, they dont have to helling rush the man to hurry up right ? CANT THEY EFFING WAIT ? -sigh ; kids nowadays . i realise , they dont know how to queue up either. D: talk about kids nowadays . -sighs . okay, should end my boring, boring, post and start trying to sleep . D; bye . and dont bother to read my blog if you find it boring . dont torture yourself. you dont have to . 9:54 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
not supposed to be here . i know . D; i cant help it . i was tempted to blog . im going right off after this post . i promise . i've got tons to revise on . 2 more days D: freaking out , really . today wasnt much of a fun . something's wrong with my left leg . its nerves have gone wrong i guess D: . im trying to ignore it . uhhhh . Today English ; was , okay . except the fact that i keep falling asleep . i cant seem to keep my eyes open . sleeepaye ! D: but its Mdm Tan's class . dozing off is like equivalent to commiting suicide . between punishment and trying to keep myself awake , i'd rather try to keep my eyes open . it was hard though . D: my writings were all loopsided on my paper . like its climbing some unseen mountain . was uber glad when the lesson was over . Science ; i was asleep when Mrs Gay came in . she didnt catch me though . D: least , Mrs Gay somehow , can make me dont fall asleep in her lessons . not that this topic is exactly interesting . she just got something in her that im afraid of . crossing her line's gonna be a dumb thing to do . other than that , she's an awesome teacher (; weird, but awesome . Mother Tongue;Chinese ; D: i was on the verge of falling asleep . really . i was already counting down when the lesson just began . not that i dont like chinese . i like chinese . im just . tired . i listened at least . i listened to what she was saying about exams and how to tackle questions . then during the marking of ketangzuoye i dozed off . for awhile . hey, woan chin was worse can ? she slept through MOST of the lesson . i wonder how she do that . and somehow , Ms Wong never catches her. Recess&Reading; i was almost sleep walking back to class loL . spent the whole break sleeping in class . i had a dream ! ;D;D but what's so sad is , i forgot what i dreamed of . Ms Siew came in the class and called me out for dialouge and i was awaken. and what's dumb is , i think i replied her something like , "huh ? wait , lemme comb my hair first ." LOL . and i told Jervenne and Natalie i had a dream . im sure i told them that . i miss the whole thing about dreaming . awwwww D: C&T; DOUBLE free period . can you believe that ? and i wasted most of my time away . i did that final year specimen paper . but but , i didnt complete it . D: i got bored when i finished Qst1 of Part 2 . then i did science . left lotsa blanks . D: started reading and the dumb bell rang . D: you should've seen Natalie . she looked so blur when she just woke up! (: History ; evaluating again . i was uber slow at copying today . i took so long to finish copying what Ms Lizah wrote on the board . i dont know how the hell am i gonna complete 4 SBQs & 2 SEs on next friday . someone, tell me HOW . we have so little time . and the paragraphs need to be so long , how how how ): that was kinda the end of the day . the day in school at least . im all tired now . i need to work on math & history . ciao people . bye D: 3:04 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
something's not going right . D: that damned feeling's getting to me again . and im starting to feel . lost D; i never seem to do enough to help and it sucks D; hopless;useless . thanks for reminding me . im not doing enough work , not enough revision . how D; . i hate it when i feel like this all the time . i dont feel happy anymore and it sucks . somehow, im tired D: . i dont want to be like this & i wont be like this . i will be better ; i will get better . no , i have to be better . trust me , i can & i will . all i need is to try harder . 11:04 PM
Dedicating post time . LOL . okay, dont mind . this is gonna be a multiple dedication post . (: Glenda ; Hey , remember what i say ? dont give up , keep the faith . 'cos we always believe in you (: everyone around you . dont hang on to things that arent worth you hanging onto . let go , when you're suppose to . should you ever ever fall , we'll always be here , to catch you . dont be sorry for how you reach to all these right now . dont feel bad . we all know how you feel and we understand , kay ? so, dont feel bad . and DONT say sorry or thank you after you read this post . because you dont have to . more over , what are friends for ? (: we'll always be here for you because we love you alrights ? you're strong and we know it . we believe in you . you can do it ; just hang on . (: Love ya <3 Gerry ; Love ya Gerry ;D somehow , im uber honoured to have your trust & love. haha . (: just know we're always here no matter what . and dont be afraid to say what you ever wanna say okay ? cos we'll never blame you for what you do, feel or say . whatever you do/feel/say , we know you do it for a reason and we understand . know we'll always be here no matter what . Love you for everything Gerry (; GuiHui; HAHHA , are you surprised you name appeared here ?! ;D just tell me i shi tou will do . HAHA . im a good friend arent i ? (: jiayou okay ? for every, everything . dont give up Okay ! must believe in yourself they way i believe in you . give everything your BEST shot . cos you never know how far you can fly until you spread your wings and fly . and im sure you can fly far (: you're good and we know it . 桂熊要加油哦 Bestest person ever ; (: you know who you are , at least i hope so ! know that i love you okay ? im always here , forever. 'cos you're the awesomest ever and the reason why i always smile . I love you! ;D and and , to all of you , dont compare the lengths of the paragraphs kay ? 'cos i mean of them and its not the quantity that counts . i love all of you ;D <3 9:54 PM
D: ! i realised . this computer somehow gives me that blog-able feeling . compared to the laptop & computer at home . i dont know why and i know it doesnt makes sense , but i dont really care much . im bored D: . you know, i feel uber bad that im blogging here when everyone else is mugging REAL hard for EYEs . when im like, sitting down here and blogging . the last thing i should be doing ; sitting here . D: but , but , but . i finished 2 math papers ! D: can i count that in ? cos , im tired already . ): i dont know how the heck im gonna pull through EYEs . D: i even went out to lunch with Jervenne today , AGAIN . i should stop doing that , really . D: but , but , but . im still not doing enough . ugh , heck , heck , heck . i have the urge to play age of mythology again D: . its tempting . D: stop that . lets just resume to me usual droning on and on about my boring day . Math; D: i didnt die (: why would i die anyway ? Mrs Choo just came in and gave us papers and sorta didnt do anything else . 2 Math paper that i just finished . HAHHA . nothing much during math actually . D; im way freaked out about Math EYP . P.E(Swimming); today was . boring . probably beacause Jervenne wasnt swimming . i was practically swimming alone except when we did some recap on towing(?) and Julia was my "victim" and i was that rescuer . D; it was a bored bored , 1 h 40min P.E . JiaQi & Irene was way wuliao can ? ran up to me and asked to me to flick my hair in the water . wth ? loL . what can i do ? i have weird friends . (: but , i love them still, somehow . haha . Recess; drink , talk , crap , laugh with Maryam , Jervenne, Natalie, Irene & JiaQi S.E.L; was trying to finish up math and damned it , Ms Siew was teaching us how to treat stress today . D: they were all kinda trying to relax when i was rushing through my work . Jervenne kept calling out to me to stop . LOL . Relaxing much. D; Mother Tongue ; uh , uh , nothing much actually . recapping on 应用文；sihan . D: was hoping the lesson would end soon . not that i hate chinese . just , not in the chinese mood today . loL D; Music ; um , its kinda like, to me, music is just going to the studio and enjoy the aircon . like, what , sitting down and wait for Ms Chye to come over to assess us ? and seriously, vinodini can never leave Jervenne and Natalie alone huh ? haha , but its kinda entertaining to see them irritating each other . funnaye! Science ; Mrs Gay is again digressing . D: but this time , its more relevant , i suppose . i dont know . its the usual lecture day . i dont think we'll be going to the lab any sooner . until she finishes the lesson . Science EYP . it kills me to think about it . its on the same day as History paper . do they have to do this to us ? End; loL , end as in , school ends . damn that natalie . she insisted on going home to study . wonder if she really is studying anyway . D: im left with crazy Jervenne to lunch with . but, lunching with her is fun . she entertains me . she never bores me . i think its me , not her actually . cos i practically laugh at anything . whether its dumb or not . i can stare into the space and start laughing for no apparent reason . whats my problem ? you tell me, cos i dont know . == boring day . boring life . boring me . i cant help it . D; im trying ; i still am . 9:24 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
:D:D:D:D i dropped it again ; and and and , IT GOT BETTER :D i mean, the webcam . hahahah . okay, i know that its kinda dumb . but its still BETTER :D:D:D:D okay , i should stop being dumb anymore . else chester will come irritating me again . he loves doing that . so does milton . and i shant allow them to do so . :D okay , i know im blogging again and again . like , each time i think of something to say . D; chester claims im dumb 'cos of this . and somehow , i agree on that . but i aint gonna care much . D: and OH , im currently . addicted to age of mythology now . kinda lame, i know . but ITS FUN :D its just satisfying each time i complete that game . hahaha . wait . i cant get addicted to games at this time . D: no , no, i cant . exams . CRAP . remind me of exams . i , i , dont think im prepared . crap . crap . D:D:D: . okay , before i end off . Da Vinci code is AWESOME :D . the book , i mean . :D 11:06 PM
its . Mid Autumn today . D: didnt celebrate at all . i miss playing with candles on Mid Autumn festivals . the lanterns and everything . its on a Sunday this year . cant expect much . i remember it was on a weekday last year . (; celebrated with yunlong and the others . it was fun . but . freaky a little . but hey , we enjoyed ourselves (: . it's rainy today, so even if we celebrated , it would've been boring . Mid Autumn this year's empty . and, quiet . feels weird . and HEY . i started appreciating moon cakes this year :D at least i ate some . i dont even touch them in the past . i like snow skin ones :D they're nice . snow skin strawberry red beans . LOL . i dont know , i think thats what i ate . it was nice . (; and i like chocolate strawberry fondue mooncake . no, i dont eat traditional ones . they all , somehow, tastes exactly the same for me . Happy Mid Autumn Festival to anyone reading this . <3 10:58 PM
D: ! i think my webcam almost fell to its death. no, i mean . it fell but it didnt die . D: i think i spoilt it . not that i dropped it . i mean , i left it there and . and . it fell ! D: i was busy watching "Click" on the laptop and i left it on the desk top . and damn that "Click" show . it made me cry D: . not that its not good . just that i hate that guy and, and . people died . D: so, its sad and yes, its sad . i dont know how to put it , so lets just leave it . HAHA , swimming today was AWESOME ;D i OWNED you DONAVON . i OWNED you . HAH . you lost . not that its first time in History .. , BUT you still lost to me TODAY . and i OWNED you HAH . lalalala . thats the good thing . but it was uber embarrassing when i missed my step when climbing up from the pool no , no . i got up and was going to get my PJs . and since it was near the edg edge of the water , so i walked on the edge of the water as well . damned it when i missed my step and fell . embarrassing much ! sprained my ankle i think . D: no , i dont think its my ankle . i dont know where . it just hurts D: . and and , if you're reading this . just wanna let you know you're awesome and i know you'll be fine (: i dont know if its over yet , but just know i'll always be here supporting you . love you ! ;D 10:47 PM
Friday, September 12, 2008
OHH . I FORGOT . woops . yea, i was preoccupied . and hey , i missed my stop . loL . i had to walk all my way back . cos somehow , i dont know where the opposite bus stop is . D; it gave me alot of time to think anyway . i still reached school before natalie did anyway . &&& i finished Five People You Meet In Heaven today . im sad for eddie . not that he had a sad life . but . he uh . died . nevermind , you'll know when you read it . Search for it . Read it . and um . Tuesdays with Morrie is nice as well . Read them . you'll learn . i suppose . bye D; 11:36 PM
ignore that previous post . cos' i changed the skin again . and i guess everything's okay ? D; i dont know . the song is a little , uh , pixel-ised . but , nevermind . i cant be bothered anymore . im beat D: . lets talk about today . Eng; was , kinda a bore actually . i was dreaming away . and i din even realise when Mdm Tan called me to go up to the board to write . that was kinda embarrassing . i only realised when Jervenne , JiaQi, Irene and the others were staring & laughing(a little) cos i was called . english , kills me . i dont know how the hell people do so well in it . seriously, i dont know . i gave up on it already anyway . Science; Mrs Gay digresses alot . but , overall , the whole class was laughing at what she said . well, at least Mrs Gay is entertaining . she's a , uh . weird , but nice teacher . Math; freeee period . Mrs Choo is on leave . i wonder where our maths is going to get to . D; starting to worry already . anyway , went over to natalie and read July's 8 days . i just started wondering ; why the hell are we reading July's ? weird . she was uber engrossed in reading it . i started talking to myself . not verbally though . i was talking to myself on a piece of paper D: . it kinda scares people though . Home Econs; Spagetti D; ! our spagetti is nice kay , uber . HAHA . its made by ME :D what do you think ! haha , together with JT & natalie . poor natalie . she did the dishes today . sorrryyy . but hey, that'd make up for the previous lessons when i washed . ;) WE HAD ICE CREAM . :D it tasted , okay, i guess . but , hey , its ice cream. it cheers me up :D okay . then it was assembly . it was . rubbish i thought . random much though .anyway , it was . okay ? i dont know . i didnt like it anyway . then , uh , home . D; boring day . i know . weekends = exams approaching . it sucks . btw, rayson , if you're reading this , let me know if this skin is okay . 11:15 PM
Psssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhh . hate this . i changed back to the original skin again . cos the previous one couldnt be read by well , Mozilla Firefox . and everyone thought my blog's screwed up . i prefered the previous skin anyway . i dont like this . the post "spot" is . small . pshhhh . i shall fix it soon . maybe after exams . or maybe half way through exams . i dnot know . D; 9:45 PM
;ZHIJIE shut up and stay AWAY please . stop pretending to be asleep for cow's sake . BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT . and i know its you . dont think im dumb . D; you dumblon . and whoever broke my mic is a dumbass as well . somehow,everything , anything left on the table will sooner or later be broken . and yay , i rolled onto zhijie's toe . :D YAY . AND STOP POKING me . cos it hurts ; dumblon . you should really see how far && fast you actually run before i even get near enough to poke back . D; hate you . so, shut up for now . and let me blog in peace . ZHIJIE ; CHESTER . hahah . he cant edit this now . HAHA . Loser chester , loser . wait till i get that loser anthem composed . lalalalala ~ i dont mind emphasising again ; I HATE YOU . ;D 12:03 AM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
D; . heeeeeeellllooooooooooooooooo . dinner just now . wasnt very nice in a way . good thing chester was there . man, i cant imagine i actually enjoyed his company . CHESTER;that idiot . oh well . throughout the whole dinner, he was telling me about how he is actually studying nowadays and STAYING AWAY from the COMPUTER . so much for staying away from the computer when he's spending time on his PSP . please , does it even make a difference ? i guess not . anyway . he was telling me which of the songs i sent him . talking to him is fun anyway . he made me laugh . and actually made me feel better . we were uh , no not WE . HE was choosing songs from my playlist and asking me to sing . PLEASE , im sure nobody wants their ears to hurt . but, the songs somehow , made me better . cos' each time someone on the table mention something about dad leaving , the songs somehow made my tears go back with much effort of my blinking eyes . i aint going to send dad off today though . no , i cant cos there's school tomorrow and , his flight is at 3am . so, he kinda went home as in home home . and i went back home as well . different houses that is . glad i didnt cry when i said goodbye . just didnt want him to see me like this . Thanks Glenda, Gerry , GuiHui for being there . there as in texts . haha . it made me feel better . im not crying anymore at least . miss him though . Love all of you , for every , everything . (; <3 nights . 11:19 PM
;D my , my , two and a ½ days of feeling irritated , frustrated is , is , GONE . (; lalalala , i feeeeeel fine today . how great can that get . ice creaming-ing with Irene, Jervenne , Natalie & Bianca made my day somehow . although the only thing we did was getting ice cream, it made my day , still . hahahha . && Natalie, if you're reading this , i just wanna remind you . Today isnt a hot day . the ice cream was melting because i was there . HAHAHAH . D; jk . Jervenne is sucha liar . she loves me , but she doesnt admit it . :D lalala, JT, you're living in denial . and man, trust Bianca to help JT today . so did all the others . but nevermind . that mango yogurt-ish ice cream made my day , altogether with you guys . yay . Thanks for chasing the clouds away . Love you peeps , really . Jia Qi is a weird girl . man, im so honoured that she didnt block me . she super 棕色亲友(?) can . btw, i dont know how to write that phrase , so i just took whatever that showed up . D; and she's super frank & blunt . trust her to say that she'll probably block+delete me when im no longer her classmate . tell me, what kind of person is she exactly ? but, she's still nice (: . who knows, maybe just for now . still love her . hahahaha . ;D Daphne is random. loL! she came up to me and natalie during free period today and told me her dad use to have my phone just that its white . and his wallpaper was some soccer person ? i dont know . and she told us another random thing about herself . i just cant remember . random much . Natalie is a chicken with NO BRAINS . :D:D:D:D hahhahha . she said it . herself . hahahha . that math question was easy . and she didnt know how to do . hahaha . actually , i didnt know how to either . LOL . but , Xinting only said Natalie was "stupid" she didnt mention me . hahha . :D you go XinTing ! :D natalie maybe you should get some of JT's 猪脑 to 熬汤 . ahahah . okay , jk only . loL . this post is full of crap & people . and smiles :D . i shall shut up now . although i doubt anyone would bother to read to the end , because you would have probably left without reading the second half . if you finished reading the entire post , good on you :D and i shall love you for that . haha , whoever's reading , i hope you had a great day . one like mine (: 4:27 PM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
i'm feeling all blog-able nowadays . blogging about stupid , random stuffs . my day , how i feel , what im doing . my blog is constantly being spammed by my posts and its getting boring . way boring . D; i wonder when i'm ever gonna finish revising everything . im all distracted . telling myself to stay focused never helped anymore . somehow , everything is ignoring me right now . things . pppssshhh . i was reading "Five People You Meet in Heaven". its one interesting book . poor Eddie D; . he died . loL , Tim McGraw keeps repeating on my playlist . i shall use it as my blog song . lol , although its kinda no link-ish . and shuts. i dont understand that darn English Compre Mdm Tan gave us today . i dont know how to do that summary . the points i picked doesnt make sense at all . its all irrelevant . and . and . my answers to the questions are way wrong . maybe i should ask Chester . maybe i will . yea , i shall do so later . since he borrowed my pen , i shall ask him for help in return . that should be good enough a deal . yea , okay . thats what i shall do . and and , Glenda , D; hellllooooooooooooooo (: loL, okay, i dont know what to dedicate to you D; but since you asked for one , i shall think of what to post . hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. (5mins later) so, Glenda, dont be sad/unhappy or anything okay ? cheeer up . i know its kinda hard , but, trying is good enough (; so , yea , be happy . <3 8:39 PM
Okay . its official . im not having mood swings . i . am . stressed . loL . i should really stop living in denial and keep telling myself im okay when i am not . it never helped anyway . so might as well just abandon that dumb idea . pshhhh . exams . kill me . wondering , why the hell am i here when im suppose to be sitting down , revising , studying . its not my fault . its just that . somebody , upstairs , downstairs , i know not , is blasting some stupid music . or probably jamming . it causes the ground below my feet to VIBRATE . like what the hell . it freaking distracts me , really . i gave up after screaming a few times whoever that was , i doubt he'd hear me anyway . hence, i can therefore conclude , today sucked as much as yesterday did . maybe more or less , but i dont care , it just sucked . kou tou bao gao in the morning wasnt that hard actually . at least, i remembered everything i thought i would forget . good on you, Vanessa . 10/10 . ppppsshhhhhhhh . i think, 4 people got full marks . so , its no big deal anymore . probably because i was the last to present . oh well . Math quiz on construction today wasnt really hard either . at least , i hope i did them correctly . D: first time , i faced a quiz like , confidently ? i used to fail them . i've even gotten ½ before . cool, huh ? its just a quiz anyway . history was . okay . i guess . least, nothing much happenned . home econs ; free period . i was telling myself i'll use this time to revise . so much for revising . i didnt even complete a quarter of what i said i will . how slow and dumb can you possibly get, vanessa ? the rest of the day ; i shant bother to blog about it . cos its pointless . and my CIP hours are somehow all, UN-keyed in . and today was the LAST day to amend it . and the best-est thing is , NON of the teachers were there when we went looking for them . so, i guess the hours are all gone . and Jervenne , im sorry i made you go around with me and ended up with nothing . im sorry . sorry for wasting you time . sorry . D; i was already very unhappy for some idontknowwhat dumb reason . i guess an ice cream would make me feel better . or maybe a hug would do . i dont know . homeworking seemed so impossible right now . im starting to want holidays again . because thats the only time i can somehow , sit down and actually study . which is much more productive then now . i am dreading next week . no, im dreading every day , every hour , every minute , every second . because . i can never seem to complete what i wanna do or decided to do . Vanessa, you're hopeless . ); And Gerry, if somehow , you are reading this , just wanna let you know , dont feel bad kay ? im sure he understands and im sure you can do it . everyone experiences bad days , so , if you are going through one , im sure he will understand why you are acting like this . you just have to let him know , alrights ? dont feel guilty , dont feel bad . all you got to do is try . i believe in you Gerry. (; <3 4:37 PM
i have this urge to cry . but , its not getting to me . just yet . i dont know what the heck is my problem . i told myself i'll turn in early . i dont wanna risk being late again . no , i wont try my luck . actually, nothing really SAD or bad or whatever happenned today . wonder what's with my weird mind lately . i guess it has sent all the wrong feelings to my nerves . its not that i have a choice . i am weird , afterall . oh well . and its funny that i laugh each time i hear or am listening to a sad song . its suppose to be sad . and since i have the urge to cry , my tears should be singing along to the songs as well right ? and weird me , has a weird mind , which made me laugh instead of cry . i have a problem , seriously . but i dont know what the hell is it . D: lalalalalala ~ loL, chester was blasting some song today . in my ears . D: and instead of yelling at chester , telling him how much an idiot he is , i yelled along to that song . loL . it was way out of tune and well , loud , so chester considers it as yelling . at least, my yelling made him stop . i guess they were too . intimidating . hahahaha . D: okay , i shall officially log off right now . this very minute . in case my desire to stay comes on again . i shall lie on my bed and think . think of what i could think of . or maybe i should think about dreaming . its been long since i last dreamed . i missed dreaming . i want my weird dreams of motorbikes back . i miss them . i want my dreams back . somebody, make them come back to me . okay , i need sleep . Vanessa, you need sleep . so, sleep . now . go . stop . hanging around . okay , good night Vanessa . sweeet dreams . now , go sleep . 12:28 AM
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
ohhhhhhhhhhh . i have the random-est brother in the world . milton , that is . he is rubbish ; way rubbish than me . i was looking through my emails and he yelled at me . and guess what he said ? MC;"jie , you remember this guy from your school? the one , uh , your friend , yar" VC;"lol ? i got so many friends, which ?" MC;"that guy , same class , same height i guess ?" VC;"(what the hell?)who ?" *starts naming everyone . MC; *started laughing when i said LINUS Linus, if you're reading this , feel honoured . seriously . MILTON REMEMBERS YOU ALL OF A SUDDEN . cool, much , huh ? fancy a little boy who is so rubbish & forgetful to actually remember you . he is random . very random . reminding me of linus for no apparent reason just because he cant sleep ? ohhhhhhmycow . somehow , im starting to feel random . milton influenced me , omg , cant be . that long passage is killing me . ): I KNOW I CAN DO IT . but i keep effing stammering . even when im just reading to myself. i know i can remember everything . i ALREADY REMEMBERED everything . each time i pause for too long , i forget what i need to say . i wonder how im gonna survive tomorrow . i havent revised history today . shuts . doing some cover page for chester D: in exchange for 3 qsts . he only did 1 out of the three . D: i ended up doing mostly everything . somehow , i dont feel like talking today . D: what the heck is my problem , really ? i can talk nonstoppingly for hours and i get all quiet the next min . mood swing . D: its getting severe , loL . reminds me of . pressure = stress ; stress = mood swing ; mood swing = depression . loL, stop scaring yourself Vanessa . D: you're perfectly fine . its just today . just today ... i guess so . Cheer up VC :D tomorrow will be better . (: LOL . i have split personalities . am here rubbishing around and so am i here telling myself to cheer up . nice one, VC . 11:48 PM
what the hell , why so rubbish ? now, i've forgotten what i wanted to blog about . D; Oh , i overslept today . i thought i was late . loL. i was running all over the place grabbing all my stuffs and i forgot i threw my wallet into my bag and i rushed to the bus stop . i THOUGHT i didnt bring my wallet along since my pocket was empty . i was panicking again . cos there kinda wasnt enough time to run back home to get my wallet . loL, called up linus for 55cents. sorrrryy linus . dont mean to trouble you early in the morning . since i was right under your block , you're my nearest helpline . i went to school with this thought ; "no wallet , no ez link , nothing for me to tap in with , need to fill in some form" lalala .. when i was about to get some dumb pen to fill in the form , i saw my dumb wallet in my dumb bag . THANKS wallet . im angry with my wallet now . for hiding inside my bag all along . why didnt it tell me it was in my bag ? made me panic for nothing . D: so, since im angry, i shall ignore it for now . i wont talk nor use it for a few days . |; OH , and i didnt bring Science 1B Workbook today . i was freaking out all over again . cos Mrs Gay said anyone who forgets to bring OR didnt bring , will do frogjumps outside the lab , saying " i will never forget my book again " . that would be my highlight of the week man . rah . nice Nicole lent me her book (: she saved me . Thanks lots , really (: thanks . thats the only nice thing that happenned today . D: other than that , the day was sucky and all for me . D: and thanks , to vinodini for lending me the compasses . they are nice companions . (; and Vanessa shall not loose her voice totally today , nor tomorrow . she has decided to loose it on thursday (: but , somehow , im on the verge of loosing it today . how ? D: i've got kou tou bao gao tomorrow . cannot let guihui's effort in encouraging me go to waste . so, voice, dont get lost today . or tomorrow . you can leave if you want on thursday . lalalalala , enough of this boring post . im getting all fed up again . btw Glenda if you're reading , my phone is sleeping . loL . kinda . not that im ignoring ya . sorrryy . D: 10:03 PM
Monday, September 8, 2008
OH . i forgot to talk about today's swimming . it sucked . well , not really sucked . but , it was easy ? D: was it even considered a test ? i dont know . i dont think the examiner even knows what he's doing / saying . and he can take away an item because he thinks its too simple ? wow , cool man . anyway . test was easy . way easeh taking a test with JT is the funnest . cos both of us are rubbish . hhha . rubbish not that we're rubbish in swimming . rubbish as in , rubbish . yea , nevermind . love hanging out with her . cos' she's way rubbish . hahha . (: and she thinks im rubbish too . D: she thinks im crazy as well . D: but crazying with her is fun . haha . she's making me remember who's who in DBSK . whats the point anyway . D: i dont recognise their faces . junho ? changmin ? jaejoong ? UH , then i dont know anymore . seriously . OHHH . NATALIE D: . do you like my gift ? you'd better treat it right . cos i asked it to love you . so it will . cos it listens to me . so, you better treat it right okay . same goes to you XINTING . :D hahah . D: ! mosquitoes bit me . ouch , much . 11:52 PM
hello (; . hello (; guess what we talked about during SEL today . managing stress ? hahahaha . somehow , Jervenne stared at me when Ms Siew said something . D: Jervenne, i am not stressed , i am not crazy , i am super fine . (: really . you're the one who's stressed okay ! D: the symptoms . i remember . hahaha . YOU HAVE SKIN RASH . :D and thats one of the symptoms ! lalala , i have none ! yay (: you are stressed ; im not . hahhahha . i just realised so many people are stressed :D . Glenda is stressed tooo! D: she often has headaches . hmmm . hope ya dont mind me saying this bestie :D take care kay. hmm . the chicken is stressed as well ! :D she is . uh . depressed . HAHA . i dont know .. uhhhhhh ohhhhhhhhhhhhh . i have fast heartbeat . one of the symptoms . Omgomg . im stressed . no , im not . no you're not , vanessa , you're not . dont scare yourself (: . HAHHA , im stress free . Jervenne, you're not . yay :D 11:28 PM
Saturday, September 6, 2008
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww . somebody . call / text / IM me . i dont wanna die of boredom ): i need someone to talk to me now DDDDDDDDD: . just . talk to me casually . whatever , i need someone to talk to ! D: im bored-d-d-d-d-d . calling would be nice ..(*hinthint ) D: i dont mind voice calling on the net either . i just need someone to talk to before i die or something . if you happen to read this not after one hour when this post is posted , talk to me D: . 9:40 PM
lol . i have alot of random inspiration and urge to blog today . is this the 4th of 5th post ? i dont know . i only know i've been blogging non-stoppingly today . D: hahahah . suddenly . the thought of fighting rights for non living things is striking to me again ! :D i was thinking of . inanimate objects again . D: and how we should treat them better ! (: i may seem weird to you . but , i dont care . i know what im doing and what im saying right now . wait;brb . "WILL YOU STOP SAYING IM CRAZY, CHESTER?" okay , back . uh . oh, inanimate objects ... just , be nicer to them (: you can start by saying sorry to them when you think you've hurt them . that'd do them good . they'll start being nicer to you! trust me :D everything of mine talks to me :D hahaha . conclusion; be nice to inanimate objects :D 7:08 PM
HEY ! its chicken's birthday tomorrow ! :D hahha. im gonna spam her Happy Birthday . && her phone's gonna have this major hang . HAHAH . im gonna make her lag . and spam spam spam ! spam spam spam ! :D hahah. i cantttttt wait . anyways , CHICKEN , the COW wishes you the happiest birthday ever , ever :D . man , you're getting older . as old as the COW . ahhaha . the COW loves you alright . and dont helling tell me that you're going on a diet on your birthday . so , eat to your fullest FULL :D . i know you want to . make your birthday cake oreo CHEEEEEEEEEEEESSEEEEEEEEEE Cake okay ? and leave one for me ! :D BRING IT TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY . ahhahaha . :D i'll appreciate it . hahhhaha . just if you're reading this my dear CHICKEN , the COW will be spamming you tonight at 12 midnight . :D spamspamspamspamspam . ahhahah . dont die of shock on your birthday . :D LOVE YA CHICKEN! :D 6:51 PM
loL . I'm bored . I'm not hyper anymore . D; anyways , i love you best freak friend ! (: you're awesome ; awesomest . your lame jokes are the bestest man . whoops . I meant . LADY . ahhaha . go on working on your jokes . LOGICAL much ! hah . i cant believe they can actually make me smile ? like , what the hell is wrong with me lar ! laughing at some stupid ; silly LOGIC . thanks ; a helluva million , still . at least, it made me cheer up (: . I'm screaming FiveMinutesToMidnight at the top of my voice now . I'm totally spoiling the song . WAY out of tune , but the thing is , I'm trying to loose my voice now . so i wouldn't need to talk . at least, for a period of time . great isn't it ? &&bored . Crying seems like a daily habit now. 6:41 PM
D: im losing my voice . throat's getting sore . haha . sounds wrong . but, whatever . just hope i wont fall sick (: . i feel pissed . still pissed . for some reason you dont have to know . loL . but . im trying to tell myself to not be pissed . OH , did i tell you , Vanessa's starting to talk to me again ! :D i missed her . Hahahah . V1; Hi Vanessa :D i missed you V2; Hahhaha . i missed you too okay , i shant freak you out by talking to myself on my blog . cos its dumb and . basically, dumb . so , i shall talk to myself on my own . :D Ciao ! 5:07 PM
i wanted to give my blog a new look and it ended up like this . gee. i find it ugly . D: whatever for now . its just temporary . maybe i'll change it back to the old one soon enough . hurrying off for tuition, so , bye (: 11:36 AM
HELLO . (: 4th post of the day . i feel so blog-able today . HAH. i seriously need a editor . LOL . im using so many words that arent words . blog-able ? lol ! Okay this post is with request from the special special-est someone . :D Just know i love you heaps, loads , lots . :D you're the awesomest ever . somehow, you can make me smile no matter how awful i feel . and long distance calls are weird , much ! D: but , someday i'll speak just fine into the phone . i must say, you are patient arent you ? i was like, keeping quiet the whole while and you can actually make me SPEAK . you are something . seriously . Love ya for every , everything :D xoxo, Posted with lotsa <3 for you :D 12:18 AM
Friday, September 5, 2008
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO . DONT KILL HER . SHE CANNOT DIE . SHE IS INNOCENT YOU STUPID MAN . YOU HEAR ME ? SHE CANNOT DIE . SHE CANNOT . LET HER OUT . NOOOOOOOOO ." DAMMIT and she died . this show is killing me i tell you . IT REALLY IS . why is this stupid psycho guy going around killing innocent people . i wanna be there to kill him instead . so , so much . zzzzz . i ammmmm going crazy . seriously . i get all worked up over a show . crazy much . i am weird . *sigh 11:16 PM
ohhhhhhhhhhhkkkkkkay . i hope i linked all those who asked me to link them . and i hope i RElink those who asked me to RElink as well . i have bad memory . sorrehh . AND MY DEAR DEAR CHICKEN CAN YOU PLEASE COME ONLINE ? i seriously need someone to speak "my language" with ; crap . and i know you NEED me desperately as well . tell xiao gu you NEED to vent to me . OKAY ? please . and dont be emo , depressed, upset , sad or whatever you like to call it . DONT okay . not worth it . trust me . (: you have the COW here :D . i am ALWAYS here . text / call / msn or just SCREAM out loud and i'll hear you . all the way from the east (: . and i'll scream back . hahah . jk . anyway , just DONT DONT sad okay ? The COW cant wait till school reopens and see you again . (: dont be bothered by it . and you know what im talking about . dont 'emo' . if you feel depressed , go do your favourite sport ! FISHING ; ya know what i mean :D . i love you kays ? (: seeeeeee you online ! YOU BETTER BE ! :D 10:08 PM
brush up your chinese , Vanessa . SERIOUSLY my chinese . is going down hill . REALLY . i sound like i just return from some english country , havent been speaking chinese for a LONG LONG time . man , it sucks . i neeeed to read up chinese . i might die doing so , but hey , chinese it actually fun . the only thing is , i dont understand what they are saying . like, i dont know some of the words . all i need is a translator . hahah . (:i neeedd to look for a good book . thats for a start . but , its easy . look for rayson . or guihui . or shichao . hahah . one stop for good chinese books (: overall , today's a gooood day (: im going to work harder on chinese . and i shall improve . :D cheeeeeeeer me on people ! :D okay, dont boost my ego too much anyhow . hah , sseee ya :D 9:02 PM
OH . today was AWESOME (: . man , i love you HEAPS Gerry ! studying with you is the fun-nest ever ! :D Promised i was gonna blog about what happened today . so, yea , telling you what happened today . Gerry & i were looking for a nice spot to study in the library . nice spot meaning with proper tables and chairs . not like tues when we actually sat on the floor for say, 3 come 4 hours ? long . but , we survived , we studied . YAY . hah . okay , important point gerry asked me to post about . (sadly the picture's not up; sorry!) but there was this dude sitting opp. of us . random dude . apparently, girl after girl goes to him . as in, when one leaves, another one comes . well , apparently, gerry thinks he's a flirt . much . and it was pretty distracting actually . Oh . READ this . we intended to post this darn thing in the library and my phone said we couldnt . stupid . "We are in the library and we are distracted by this weird dude who kept having many girls around him. We want to prove the point that he is an absolute flirt. (by Gerry) ahahhaha , you go Gerry ! and gerry was saying if sarah was here .. D: she'd probably go up and tell that guy off. HAHA . jk . seriously, girl after girl goes to him . weird dude , huh ? okay , we shall go back to studying now . ciao ! " THAT was posted by me and Gerry on 4th Sept , at 3.45pm . hahha . it failed so, im posting it here , now (: . ANYWAYS, i love studying with you gerry . (: hanging out with you is absolute fun . imagine staying in borders for an hour ! :D everything is fun with you around . dont be depressed staying at home okay ? i really wanna go study with you but i have tuition and appt . sorry ! but i want you to be happily studying . kays ? dont get distracted . (: <3s ! 12:53 AM
Knowing you have been the bestest thing ever (: love you loads , loads , loads . you're the bestest ever ever :D thanks for always being there for me ; you're the reason i smile . you'll always be . love you for every, everything . the list can go a long way . i'm happy just so you are . i know this post is kinda short , but i love you still . no matter what . for all the right reasons (: Love ya ; loads and always . Posted with truckloads of love <3 just for you (: 12:24 AM
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
WALL.E is funny . hhahahha . okay , sorry gerry , i didnt watch The Dark Knight today D: . the only show was at 9pm . D: sorry . so , we watched WALL.E instead . (: its nice . funny, very much . hahaha . this is a short . very short post . cos i dont have any intentions to post at all . anyway , friday's postponed to wednesday . is that suppose to be good news? i dont know . maybe it should be . i cant wait to see sarah and gerry tomorrow (:. they're gonna be the only ones i get to see this whole long dreadful holiday ./ 10:44 PM
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
i love you gerry (: thanks for making everything so wonderful today . studying with you is the fun , fun , funnest (: . we actually stayed put and studied! arent you proud ? (: i am . very . i can wait to see you again on thursday . to study again . yay :D . 11:41 PM
Monday, September 1, 2008
im irritated . VERY MUCH . I HATE YOU CHESTER . YOU HEAR ME ? i dont know why the hell you NEVER NEVER seem to listen to what i am telling you . I HATE YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT . its not like everytime im talking to you, im talking RUBBISH okay . maybe SOMETIMES , but most of the time , i am MAKING SENSE. even when you're listening , you dont bother to think about what im telling you . you'll only listen half way and break off by saying "okay okay " I HATE YOU YOU STUPID LOSER . i tell you , one day im gonna compose some loser anthem and sing it to you LOUD . i HATE YOU ! be glad that you're sleeping now . cos else i'll be killing you already . stupid . ---------------------- loL . i realised . i've been posting much today . Glenda requested another post from me . Haha . :D Anyway , Thanks Glenda :D i love you sososo much . Thanks for always being here for me when i need you . I'll always be here for you no matter what . (i owe you sososo much ! ):D you're the bestest best ! :D Friends forever ! hahahah . :D Stay Happy always & forever . (: 1:29 AM
Friday;5th September . the day everything's gonna be different since . i dont know how im gonna face it , i dont know how im gonna survive 4 to 6 months . i dont know , i really dont know . No one's gonna be there to share interests , praise me for good results, encourage me, ask me how im coping , have i finished studying, what i want to eat , have i eaten , what did i eat , why am i still not sleeping ... im definitely gonna miss all these . everything . i dont know how im gonna handle anything , everything . ): i'm already missing you , i'm gonna miss you for a very long time . i'll always be missing you . i've always loved you . It's just that you dont know because i've never say , show or express it in anyway . I just dont know how . I'm sorry , sorry . very very sorry . I've been stupidly taking you for granted for so so long . way too long . And now its too late . I love you , im sorry . Vanessa, dont cry . you said you wont cry . you promised .
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