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Monday, May 16, 2011

Hi guys!
I had chem and math paper today. Not to boast or any shit, i didnt think it was difficult, but i didnt find it easy either. It was.. moderate. but yknow how i always think i did okay but in the end i always get lousy marks? Yeah ok so i shall not be so hopeful. But im actually really relieved today i mean this is the first time i didnt go "my god shit what is this im gonna fail la die" during a science paper. So its good i guess. Yaaaaaaaaay. I wish my parents would let Roy tutor me forever i really think he's good and he really helps!! Hai.
Okay so i have plans to burn the midnight oil tonight. WAZZAP COFFEE ;) Nice to meet you, you shall be my best friend for the day :D
SO. if any of you intend to do that tonight too, feel free to talk to me or whatever shit yknow i'll probably be really bored from studying. Or in the sec1s-2s' case, your CTs are over so if you're staying up watch TV or what not, if you're bored, VANEH'S HERE! ok i sound like some despo shit looking for someone to talk to. YEAH OK NVM I HAVE MY BOOKS AND COFFEE FOR TONIGHT WHO NEEDS FRIENDS. HAHAHA.
Oh yeah, ok i wanted to tell you something.
Yesterday i was at Parkway with my family my brother was shopping for new specs and all that and we spent alot of unnecessary money i feel guilty.. but thats not what i wanted to tell you.
What i wanted to say was that i saw this Mother scolding her crying Child. Okay, i mean its ok to scold your child but what i couldnt stand was she called her little girl "Crazy girl!" in this really angry tone. Parents should never never say such mean things to their children. Children have fragile hearts and by calling them crazy you probably just killed them a little inside. Ok i dont know about that little girl, but if my parents called me crazy when i was 5 because i was crying i would be so scared. I would probably think that crying meant i was crazy so i would grow up thinking i should never cry and i would probably think people who cry are so weird. Ah, i dont know but i think what parents say have really big impact on their children so they should really think before they say anything. When i grow up to be a parent, i want my child to be a happy kid.
Anyway today, for some reason i kept running into old people. I'm not complaining or anything, im just saying. And everytime i see old people, i think of my grandparents. I think about how much i miss living with my grandparents. How much i miss seeing them everyday. Its not like we talk alot or any thing, but it was nice to be around them. Even though i've heard people around me complaining about my grandparents, saying how they're naggy, sometimes they say things that are really nasty and it hurts me to hear them saying such things about my grandparents. I think my grandparents are the best in the world, even though i dont show how much i love them, they still care about me and always spare a thought for me - in fact not just me, all of my brothers and cousins - before they do anything. When they eat, they will always ask if i've eaten yet. Everytime i leave the house, they will always tell me to watch out for cars and to be careful. Occasionally, they will ask how im coping in school. These little things that they do make me feel like they care about me even when i dont reciprocate any of these actions. When i grow up, I'm gonna work hard and make them proud and give them a good life.
Also, when i see old people around, i wonder if they are happy. I mean they always look so tired and sad. Its probably because they are old and they are tired or something. I always secretly hope that they will be happy happy people and that their families are really nice to them. When i grow up, i want to help old people and make them happy.
Ah, so many things i want to do when i grow up. ITS OK VANEH. One step at a time, we will get there! For now, I shall study hard.
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