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Tuesday, April 19, 2011
If there's a day, there's a way. HI GAIZXS. I'm so tired i could just plonk onto my bed and Zzzz until the next morning. Today was a long long long long day. But i had so much fun so i'm gonna tell you guys allllllllllll about it >:) Okay anyway just so you didn't know, today was my Nationals and god was i excited HAHA. Surprisingly, even though my distance sucked, this was the best competition i've been to cos i had so much fun with my teammates and also because i felt confident. There was 0. I repeat, ZERO anxiety/panic/fear/what-not. Well except for the time when they were tabulating for top 8 my god i started to get a teeny weeny afraid that i wouldn't qualify because alot of people threw about the same distance as me. PHEW. I was so reliefed when mr ng told me i qualified as 8th thrower. HAHA. ok this is nothing to be proud of i know, but i'm happy i qualified, in fact i think im damn lucky. Anw, the point is i didn't get nervous at all and i kept telling myself I could do it. I think this official or wtv you call the people in those green bibs, saw me talking to myself and gave me the O_o look. Vaneh: "Go vaneh, come on you can do it. just whack lah, nothing to lose." Vaneh: "Yah i know. Must do what mr ng say. Use more legs and body into the throw!" Vaneh: "Yepyep! Dont care lah, just whack now. You can die after nationals, now must fight! FIGHTFIGHTFIGHT!!" Ok anw, there was this one throw when it was quite bad haha, then it landed SO OBVIOUSLY tip first, but it bounced so OMFG the person said no throw. O:!!! It wasnt a good throw, but it was so obvious it landed tip first, stupid official, wtv the people are called, sucked. HAHA. Anw, my last throw was.. i dont know how to describe it but i honestly think i gave it all that i had today. It obviously wasnt the best i've thrown, but it was my best for the day and i had no regrets >;) Before i threw i told myself, "Vaneh, its your last one for cedar. Come on!" And then i think i understood what coach meant by saying we should shout or wtv when we throw. And i learnt that it'd come naturally to you, the shouting part HAHA. It doesnt work when you try hard. So Yaaaaaaaaaaay. Today marks the end of B division for me. Ah, i feel so old! After 4 long years of training, i finally know what it feels like to enjoy your competition. Hey, this is the first time i cried not because i threw lousily, but because i was sad its over. Hai, gonna miss throwing with my throwers >:( Sometimes i think im such a cry baby but whatever HAHA. The person i would like to thank the most is Mr ng. Even though sometimes it may appear as he doesn't care about me anymore, deep down inside he still believed that it is in me to throw far. He has convinced me that, deep deep deeeeeeeep inside, i can still throw. Thus, I'm not going to give up on throwing, instead, i'm going to keep on throwing and trying until i get it again. Thank you mr ng for not giving up on me and believing in me even when i didn't believe in myself. Hopefully you wont get high blood pressure if you see me again for the next two years. :) THANKS COACH! Of course, how could i forget my throwers right. They were there for me through and through and they were the ones who reminded me not to give up when i think that i can't go on anymore. Thank you for being the ridiculously weird and hilarious people that you are. You've made my life as a Cedar thrower a really really fun and memorable one. This is to all throwers that i know since i was sec1, not just 2011 throwers ok. Lenis! Thank you for always believing in me and thinking that i can throw damn far. Haha, i swear you're the only one who thinks i am that pro. :) Your faith in me has pushed me to keep on trying and I LOVE YOU OK. You're the best senior ever. (Zhixuan if you see this please dont be mad, i love you too kay :D) Huijuennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. Dont be sad when the sec4s leave k? HAHA. If the juniors bully you, you scold them! :D Thank you for helping me overcome my competition fear. Hehe, if you didn't tell me what you told me the other day i think i would've freaked out today and probably wouldn't have enjoyed myself as much. XIE XIE NI LAO JUEN/ Assistant Coach. HEH OH wait. lastly, classmates who have no idea about throwing and what not. THANK YOU YOU GUYS ARE SO SWEET I KNOW MOST OF YOU GUYS PROBABLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I HAVE TO DO AND ALL THAT SHIT HAHA BUT YOU GUYS STILL SUPPORTED ME AND BELIEVED IN ME >:) THANKYOU HOW CAN I REPAY YOU HAHA. ok i promise i will try to be a better friend and stop calling you guys mean things for nothing ok. I WILL BE NICER I PROMISE!! Ok i probably will have a freaking long list of people to thank, but my point is, thank you to all those who believed in me and supported me in one way or another. You guyz are the best ok. >:) I will never give up. 6:23 PM
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