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Monday, February 22, 2010
Screwed. Today is so screwed ): sorry natalie if i scared you, hahahha. i seriously didnt mean it. hahah. you laugh some more, LAUGH. I <3 Natalie, Alethea, Jervenne, Chloe, ZhiXuan, YenYin, Aishwarya, Lenis, Lee, WenQi, Cassandra and whoever i missed out. I LOVE YOU ALL FOR CARING :) trials was screwed like fuck. its been almost a month and all i've been throwing is 20m, 21m. i want to kill myself. ever since i hit that awesome 28/29m, i never got anywhere near 25m. i want to die and kill myself and die again and maybe just kill myself a few more times. im really scared what if thats how im going to be forever ): i know i need to wack harder, i need to go faster for my last two steps, i have to lean back further before i throw, i have to use my upper body muscles to drive, i need to drive faster harder angrier. i tell myself to do all that before every throw, im still not getting it ): all im getting are screwed throws. i want to kill myself. im really afraid that people will give up on me. but im really trying ): why is it not working. they tell me im too tensed, i try to relax, it doesnt work either. NOTHING WORKS ): i really want to make it into the school team. i know everybody wants it too, i'm really trying ): 7:09 PM
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