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Thursday, December 31, 2009
I wanna let you know; i wanna feel your pain. I've been reading "Scarred" lately and i feel pretty traumatised after reading it like seriously. Its really violent and i think it should be rated. i think its unfair how the girl in the book was treated. she was adopted and her father really doted on her but her mother was pretty hostile when she was young. and when she got older and reached puberty, her father started raping her and made "brainwashed" her into thinking it is okay that he is doing that and she's not suppose to tell anyone else about the raping issue because if she tells anyone, they will take him away from her and she will have nothing left. thats as good as threatening lah, but her father meant alot to her, so she trusted him and let him have his ways. i feel sad for her, because after that, her father not only sexually abused her, he physically abused her by cutting her and stuffs. she ended up seeing herself as someone worthless and started to cut herself and drink bleach. she always almost died, but didnt die anyway. she started running away from home and when she ran away from home, sometimes men on the streets would bring her home to have sex with her and she didnt mind because she doesnt see the worth in herself and she thinks that having sex with other people will make them happy and thats the only thing she can please others with, so she was okay with it. even when she ran away from home, her dad didnt even bothered and instead scolded her by calling her weak which made her feel like she disappointed her father, which worsens her mental condition. she ended up in the mental hospital and i really pity her. i think its sad how life was for her and i think her father is just sick in the mind like wtf sick okay. and i think its really sad because things like this really happens in this world, but we cant do anything about them. ): 8:26 PM
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