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Friday, January 9, 2009
okay . crap you know what . i think im going crazy . i dont know . i cant sleep . even though i've finished my work . i keep thinking that i have stuffs not done . I DONT KNOW . this whole monitress thing is cracking me up . aw craaaaap . THANKS A HECK OF A MILLION BLOSSOM & IRENE . :D for helping me in the proposal . i dont think i'll get it done without you both . so , XIE XIE NI :D . i dont know if its just the coffee or me . I DONT KNOW . i cant sleep right now . i keep thinking and thinking and thinking . like , im sucha useless monitress who cant get anything right . all i do is depend on others to fix things for me . i feel USELESS , you know . and im so scared that , things wont get done . im afraid the decors wont be up on time , the notice board , the fun fair wont go right , IM AFRAID NOTHING WOULD GO RIGHT . AND NOW I KEEP TALKING TO MYSELF . like , its normal usually , but it got worse . i keep responding to my own questions . LIKE , it freaks me out . but i dont know why . i keep thinking about what im suppose to do tmr . i even imagine convo.s i might have tmr . like , im going crazy . and i keep thinking of ways i can do things better . its suppose to be good right ? I DONT KNOW . im all afraid that things wont go right . im so afraid that im going to disappoint everyone and i think im going to . i dont know . i feel lost . i cant sleep . how . ): i dont know what to do . i think im going crazy . ): 12:28 AM
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