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Friday, November 21, 2008

i feel slow , i feel that everything is going past me so fast right now .

i have this damn swimming test tomorrow and i feel stupid about it . because everyone finishes their tests when they're like in primary school . im going to be sec2 and i aint finish them yet . i still have life saving to go . how slow can i get ? i feel so ashamed about myself . not just for this , for everything .
there's so many things i want to say , i want to show . but i dont know how to express them . i always express things wrongly and get misunderstood . and blah blah . i cant be bothered to continue no more . cos im lazy to think , im lazy to talk , im lazy about everything . lazy , dumb , whateverrr . cos im so irritated nowadays , i dont even feel like talking . or even to try anymore . dont talk to me . dont try , cos i dont want to talk . leave me alone or something . cos even if i talk , i dont think i'll ever get to satisfy you with my answers . best thing to do is just to walk away , so yea . dont bother to ask how am i or just am i okay . aint it obvious already ? so just god dammit leave me alone .
no offence what so ever . im just pissed .
11:17 PM

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