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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

suddenly , i feel . scared . afraid . like , im going to lose everything so soon . i dont like this feeling . i've felt it before . the same time , the same reason . blah , blah . go away , okay ? please . i dont like it . argh .

im frustrated , irritated . im fed up , im tired . my internet connection is killing me . its so slow today . i died waiting for my game to load . it loaded and i got in . and hell was it laggy . i was swearing in my head all over . sorry arh irene . so paiseh , left you alone there mc-ing . dui bu qi , really . D: then i started to dc . again and again . i gave up . toooo fed up . pfffffffffffftttt . i had a great day out but it had to end like this , great .

on the bright side ...
Rayson LOVES the gift i gave him . YAY :D man , im so proud . i mean , its my first time making something like that and he says he loves it . yay ! haha , he even said his mum said something like if someone were to give her something like that , she'd be so touched . haha , this can actually mean my work was a success . woooohooooo :D haha , happpy belated birthday , AIUR (:
hahah , one dumb thing we did today . we , raphael , me and rayson decided to take mrt back and forth . just to while away our time . hey , it was fun (: . we started having a war in worms . hahah . rayson's the "malay" , raphael's the "chinese" and im the "ang moh" hhaha . just because of the colour of the worms . that racist dude . pffft . it was fun though . and hey , it was my first time playing . though i had it in my phone for ages since rayson sent it to me . give me some credit lar , i killed both of them quite a few times . (: it was certainly fun . too bad guihui left us at aljunied . hmmm .... it would've been fun-ner . hahaha . going out with them in fun . it always is , hanging out with them . rayson's one retarded + ridiculous dude . raphael's one irritating + random dude . and im the smart and funny dudette ! haha , nah . im the most ridiculous , random and retarded one . hahhaa . note : im NOT irritating . HAHA . (: im going to see them again next week in eps for PGS . ahaha , yay . (: it'd be so fun . cant wait .
heck , rayson's still smart as ever . 3rd in level . he doesnt know how much i hate him . ughhhh . all you can see are As in his report card . rah , hate him .
today's been Great for the first half . irritating in the second half . (:

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Oh and hey Glenda , thanks . (: for so many things , so many reasons . im sorry bout last time . its been fun talking to you . you'll do fine so long as you dont think so much . im okay , reallly . :D keep yourself busy and occupied . enjoy your holidays !(:
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