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I can't take it
Tuesday, October 7, 2008

today was pretty much tiring . just like yesterday . i dont know why , i get tired so easily these few days . its like im not getting enough sleep . maybe i am not . really , i dont know what to bring to school tomorrow . *yawns .

school , i dread school . do you ? i just wanna stay home and sleep . and probably just dont wake up . yea , that'd do me some good . i still dont understand why people still dont listen to what im trying to say . and i dont understand why they keep lying to me . whatever , chester , i dont care whatever lies you told me . they are still lies afterall . liar liar liar . chester is a liar . and i think milton is getting influenced by him . now he's lying as well . not only is he influenced to lie , he's influenced to PROCRASTINATE . what i hate most about chester . now milton is doing so as well . one is enough for me to handle and now i have two . they really will be the death of me . argh .

chester doesnt study , miton doesnt do his work . what do you want me to do ? force them to do them ? not like i can . what i do seem to be making everything worse . im doing everything for them . thats not helping yea . and i'll probably get scolded if anyone else finds out that im doing their work . so much for helping . tired . *yawns .

i was happily reading brisingr today . i was asking to use the com when i realised milton was doing some work with it . some assignment assigned during september . he made me so frustrated . cos' he didnt know how to do it . and he didnt bother to ask for help . WHY . i just helped him finish it and im feeling tired right now but i havent packed my bag yet and im tired . and i want to sleep. ragh . milton and chester always make me cry . either cos i laughed too hard , am too happy , angry , sad , frustrated or whatever . they always do . because no one really cares what they do . and im left to do that. and it sucks , really . it makes me feel like im some old person . and the last thing i want is to be old . im gonna turn old real soon .

i think i shall pack everything up and go to sleep now . so , good night whoever you are .
Lady Nightstalker
11:51 PM

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