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I can't take it
Wednesday, October 22, 2008

im fed up, bored , irritated and very very tired . i hate today , i hate today , i absolutely hate today .
it was spoilt in the morning . and it went rolling down eventually . i started calling people in class . and we suddenly had this conference call . Jervenne called me and i added Glenda into the call then Daphne , using Glenda's phone added herself into the call by calling her own phone . it was funny though . and jervenne couldnt stop saying Hi to me across the room . LOL . i cant help it . i was way too bored .
you know , of all this free time i have , i dont understand why i just cant seem to do my holiday homework . you know , i really wish someone would like slap me , wake me up and i'd do things the way i used to . i want to finish my homework . but i cant bring myself to concentrate and sit there and do . i feel so , useless .
instead of doing all my work , im wasting time , wasting myself away , my time away , thinking of things . and im really starting to think that im thinking too much . i think . im too ambitious . im too much of an idiot . and im too tactless . im offending people all the time . and im all short tempered and mean . i hate being like this . i dont know what to do to change and be better . im overwhelmed by all this thoughts and it actually hurts . and i dont know what to do to stop thinking . i dont know what i can do to take my mind off all these stuffs .

i cry, i cried .
shaking from the pain thats in my head
9:26 PM

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