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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Okay . its official . im not having mood swings . i . am . stressed . loL . i should really stop living in denial and keep telling myself im okay when i am not . it never helped anyway . so might as well just abandon that dumb idea . pshhhh . exams . kill me . wondering , why the hell am i here when im suppose to be sitting down , revising , studying . its not my fault . its just that . somebody , upstairs , downstairs , i know not , is blasting some stupid music . or probably jamming . it causes the ground below my feet to VIBRATE . like what the hell . it freaking distracts me , really . i gave up after screaming a few times whoever that was , i doubt he'd hear me anyway . hence, i can therefore conclude , today sucked as much as yesterday did . maybe more or less , but i dont care , it just sucked . kou tou bao gao in the morning wasnt that hard actually . at least, i remembered everything i thought i would forget . good on you, Vanessa . 10/10 . ppppsshhhhhhhh . i think, 4 people got full marks . so , its no big deal anymore . probably because i was the last to present . oh well . Math quiz on construction today wasnt really hard either . at least , i hope i did them correctly . D: first time , i faced a quiz like , confidently ? i used to fail them . i've even gotten ½ before . cool, huh ? its just a quiz anyway . history was . okay . i guess . least, nothing much happenned . home econs ; free period . i was telling myself i'll use this time to revise . so much for revising . i didnt even complete a quarter of what i said i will . how slow and dumb can you possibly get, vanessa ? the rest of the day ; i shant bother to blog about it . cos its pointless . and my CIP hours are somehow all, UN-keyed in . and today was the LAST day to amend it . and the best-est thing is , NON of the teachers were there when we went looking for them . so, i guess the hours are all gone . and Jervenne , im sorry i made you go around with me and ended up with nothing . im sorry . sorry for wasting you time . sorry . D; i was already very unhappy for some idontknowwhat dumb reason . i guess an ice cream would make me feel better . or maybe a hug would do . i dont know . homeworking seemed so impossible right now . im starting to want holidays again . because thats the only time i can somehow , sit down and actually study . which is much more productive then now . i am dreading next week . no, im dreading every day , every hour , every minute , every second . because . i can never seem to complete what i wanna do or decided to do . Vanessa, you're hopeless . ); And Gerry, if somehow , you are reading this , just wanna let you know , dont feel bad kay ? im sure he understands and im sure you can do it . everyone experiences bad days , so , if you are going through one , im sure he will understand why you are acting like this . you just have to let him know , alrights ? dont feel guilty , dont feel bad . all you got to do is try . i believe in you Gerry. (; <3 4:37 PM
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