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Friday, September 26, 2008
im not trying too hard . no, im not . im no prefectionist . no, im not . i need to stop talking to the mirror . i cant help it . the person in the mirror is the only one who's in the room who actually listens and answers back . the thing is, the mirror is just right in front of me . i cant look away , its stuck in the wall. another thing is , its MYSELF in the mirror . thats why its listening and talking back . it just seems that . no one listens to what i say . although its not very important , but im still talking ! they just , dont listen . D: its pretty frustrating you know . its like . talking to a tree . no, talking to a tree is better . they dont well, totally ignore me . okay, lets not freak you out . chester is desperately trying to stop me from talking to the mirror , myself , that is . he slaps me each time i do so . and it hurts okay . violence . ouch . but , he's my brother . i cant help it . not that he can hit me cos he's my brother , but , i dont know . he's my brother and , argh , i dont know what im trying to say . lets just , forget it . D: at least , its nice to have him studying in the same room . he doesnt really listen all the time , but at least he talks to me . though not very effective from keeping my talking to the girl in the mirror . im tireddd D: chester makes me do all sorts of stuffs in exchange for him to explain to me some questions i dont know . he makes me do his art exam preparatory work and stuffs like that. dont you think he's weird ? make milo for him . lol . thats the most random thing he asked me to do . he's not very much helpful when explaining , but well , he's chester and he's my brother . so, nevermind . somehow , he doesnt seem to realise im very worried for him . i mean, his exams . and he doesnt bother about them . and thats what making me worry . he's only 2 weeks away and he's NOT prepared at all . no , not 2 weeks . its already here . you know , he kills me just like this . the mirror girl told me he's gonna stay in .. okay , shut up . chester slaps me each time i mention that . so i should probably just stop . im tireddddddddddddddddddd . D: no, i shant give myself excuses . i will work harder to cover up for history and mother tongue . i cannot afford to flunk anymore . although it is highly doubtful that i wont flunk them . so , i shall just live in denial and think that i will do well . live in denial Vanessa . it helps . sometimes , at least . denial isnt that bad actually . 11:45 PM
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