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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
i have this urge to cry . but , its not getting to me . just yet . i dont know what the heck is my problem . i told myself i'll turn in early . i dont wanna risk being late again . no , i wont try my luck . actually, nothing really SAD or bad or whatever happenned today . wonder what's with my weird mind lately . i guess it has sent all the wrong feelings to my nerves . its not that i have a choice . i am weird , afterall . oh well . and its funny that i laugh each time i hear or am listening to a sad song . its suppose to be sad . and since i have the urge to cry , my tears should be singing along to the songs as well right ? and weird me , has a weird mind , which made me laugh instead of cry . i have a problem , seriously . but i dont know what the hell is it . D: lalalalalala ~ loL, chester was blasting some song today . in my ears . D: and instead of yelling at chester , telling him how much an idiot he is , i yelled along to that song . loL . it was way out of tune and well , loud , so chester considers it as yelling . at least, my yelling made him stop . i guess they were too . intimidating . hahahaha . D: okay , i shall officially log off right now . this very minute . in case my desire to stay comes on again . i shall lie on my bed and think . think of what i could think of . or maybe i should think about dreaming . its been long since i last dreamed . i missed dreaming . i want my weird dreams of motorbikes back . i miss them . i want my dreams back . somebody, make them come back to me . okay , i need sleep . Vanessa, you need sleep . so, sleep . now . go . stop . hanging around . okay , good night Vanessa . sweeet dreams . now , go sleep . 12:28 AM
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