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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

D: not supposed to be here again . i KNOW . im going to sleep as soon as i finish this post . blame it on chester , he asked me to help him do work . D: and i got stuck here .
its EL tmr , yes . i know and im not prepared to die . no, not yet . im all scared and freaked out . i have this darn feeling that im gonna flunk english . of all the subjects , english kills me the most . D: i dont know why , i dont know how . im so dead . EYE ; meant to kill us .

i havent been revising at all . no , im wasting time , and i'll be dead if i carry on like this . yes, i know . somehow , everyday , im sleeping through my afternoons , wasting time at night , doing un-productive revisions . sucks . im all freaked out . about everything , about tomorrow .

today sucked a whole lot . 'cos time flew by . you dont know how fast today was for me . i thought it was gonna be a helluva LONG day . and somehow , before i knew it , Woan Chin was telling the teachers "the bell rang" . hell, no. awful day . why, why . i wasted 2 periods during TOP . i was supposed to be studying and somehow , the environment was not condusive at all . vinodini kept rambling on about focusing but she keeps distracting us . i was warning her . somehow, she didnt get my message . "for cow's sake , be more considerate! hello, we're studying here !" what me , Jervenne and natalie was trying to tell her . there's a limit to patience . i was this near to screaming at her already . im all frustrated and she thinks its a joke . THANKS

way back home was , awful as well . i was kinda like, walking home and i realised they were just released as well and i thought of waiting for Milton , so we can go home together . i was standing there and i din realise i was standing next to an injured bird . i didnt realise till everyone was looking at my direction . i traced the way they were looking at and realised i was right next to that injured bird . man, you should've saw the way i screamed and shouted "oh my cow" i treaded on a little boy's foot but ran off without saying sorry at all . im sorry D; . im just . freaked out .

i ran off and turned back again later . loL . not to check out the bird again definitely . i turned back for the sake of ice cream . loL . dumb i know . just thought ice cream would make me feel better . i was about to tell the man what i wanted and all of a sudden a group of pri sch kids ran up and cut my queue . == not that i minded, but they just pushed me aside . LIKE HELLO , whats with the kids nowadays ? impatient little midgets they are, yes . even so, they dont have to helling rush the man to hurry up right ? CANT THEY EFFING WAIT ? -sigh ; kids nowadays . i realise , they dont know how to queue up either. D: talk about kids nowadays . -sighs .

okay, should end my boring, boring, post and start trying to sleep . D;
bye . and dont bother to read my blog if you find it boring . dont torture yourself. you dont have to .
9:54 PM

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