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Thursday, July 24, 2008
today din start out good . D: maths test was a disaster . disaster not as in i didnt know how to do but i did it on some stupid foolscap instead of the question paper itself . i felt so stupid when i realised i should have done it on the question paper. i hate my stupidity. i hate it. i started to panic . shhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeettttt . there's only 10mins left . htf am i going to copy all my workings into that darn question paper ? its almost impossible O: . i tried and it was impossible afterall . you know what, i managed to copy down TWO pathetic questions . yes . just TWO . it sucks . and started hating myself for EVERYTHING . decided to staple my answer sheet onto that question paper. what to do ?! i felt so dead at that moment . i had this stupid feeling that im going to fail even though i did all the questions and i had this feeling im gonna fail because they will ignore my answers and give me zero for everything i have not done on the question paper . i panicked , i started crying . gah . well, i din start crying immediately . i cried when the teacher left . i just cant bear all my marks to fly away when i've studied so hard this time for maths . i cant . rahrahrah . nat accompanied me to the toilet to wash up my face and tidy my hair etc . passed by Mrs Choo's class and asked her about the exam thing . O: . i dont know . she say she'll mark it . i dont know . im still scared. i realised she realised i cried . D: ran back to class . i'd feel so bad if i really failed this time. i dont want to fail . im determined not to fail . so i AM NOT GOING TO FAIL. but it doesnt seem like how it is this time . after school's self training was fun :D . fun . fun . fun . we played captain's ball :D ! and we had this new buddy system and some bonding rules . O: cassandra's my buddy ! D: ! i fell down again today O: . another one of my stupid falls . i stumbled upon MYSELF .. yes MYSELF . wow . i was walking walking then i fell . O: . im so sorry knee and elbow . i din mean to fall . i hope you are feeling better already (: . anyway , i feel so bad when i fell . not the pain but that everyone had to stop playing for awhile . O: . but yea , i went to the office to clean my wound and stuff . then we played captains ball and um . oh BALL . it was suppose to be volley ball but we kinda mixed everything in . i dont know what it was like . we kicked , pushed , threw . i dont know O: . overall, today was awesome (: . owing to throwers , nat and xinting (: cheerios . 9:37 PM
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