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Thursday, July 3, 2008
Hello . (: i dont know who i said hello to and i doubt anyone would see this and i had a couple of a mood swings today . yea . weird person i am (: . i guess thats the only thing Natalie has even gotten right on :D . Cant wait for lessons to pass . i mean, going to CCK stadium for nationals . not expecting to get anything but its gonna be fun right ? its nice even if its just for experience . we were discussing what to wear for tmr's express yourself day. im gonna be a laughing stock. i mean, we're going goth . :D its cool but . im not made for goth. goth people are FAIR . and super woper uberly FAIR . and im like the exact opposite ? im not charcoal but im tanned and UN-FAIR ( as in the colour tone) . and WHO HAS EVER SEEN A GOTH WHO WEARS SPECS . i tried it out just now like the black eye liner and lip pencil. i think its cool not that i think that i look nice but i think black is the best colour ever. and i look uberly stupid wearing specs over eye liners . it sucked . im looking for contacts and i think im not gonna succeed . okay turning back time ... We were discussing ... then uh , it was EL . its was boring . but i cant do nothing about it . mdm tan aint someone to cross . oh well . Mrs low / loh ? no idea . geog . bored to death . its just boring somehow . gah . then SEL . din really do much and i went off half way just to change into CAT tee , vest , fbt . din really ate anything during recess . met up Lenis and Cassandra . Went to canteen then i ate sandwiches + Lime juice (:. going offf rreeal soon (: . finally we're in Ms wong's car . she dont listen to radio . maybe because it broke down but yar . she doesnt like to listen. didnt really slept in the car . was just shutting up my eyes forcing myself to think that im asleep . i realised we reached CCK real fast . warmed up, did drills , warm up throws . OOOO . it started and we were throwing . first throw; 15.96 . that was way over my PB and im happy . but i was real nervous at that point of time . i was trying real hard to BREATHE and well , breathe. i was just nervous and i was trying hard not to break down and cry . if i just closed my eyes and like let myself be, im going to go bonkers and cry and stop breathing . i tried . and i did better than i did the previous time. im satisfied but not happy enough . maybe i would have felt better if i got into top8 but i think thats kinda impossible so yea. Like Beatrice said . im still YOUNG :D . not being ego or anything. i can still work harder and go again next year. no harm trying . (: had a great time throwing today .(: Lenis & Cassandra, dont feel sad or anything okay ? i dont know how or what to say but dont feel sad . you guys are great (: to me atleast :D Went to Lotone to eat KFC after that . felt super anti social . ate alone for quite awhile . din really feel like talking then . suddenly , i realised i was sms-ing 6 different people at a time . gosh . and yea, thanks to all of them . they made me feel not so much anti social and actually made me laugh . ;D love em all . ;D Okay . i hate reading LONG POSTS and i dont think much people will like to do that too . i mean, its Boring . whats more by me . oh well . you can jolly well close the window now if you feel bored . cos im ending already. thanks if you have been reading all along . for your patience and everything. Thanks (: <3 you ! 10:12 PM
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