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I can't take it
Monday, May 5, 2008

i need something to cheer me up . maybe food .. ice cream ? chocolate ? candy ? im indulging food nowadays . perhaps too much . i think im putting on weight . wait . i am putting on weight . lol . ice cream dont seem to help . neither does coke floats . i need something to make me go high . high up . somewhere near the clouds would be nice .
i think im going crazy .
im restricting myself from so many things . eating , drinking , going out , spending money . the make sense actually . yea , they actually do . im just trying to save up some money . i got a whole list of things i need to buy . so im not crazy afterall ! lol .
somebody . tell me why im afraid of *her . tell me why . somehow , everytime i see her , i feel so scared that something's gonna happen .
people say time heal all wounds. i dont think so . i think what time does is to seal it up . it may seem to be gone but a scar still remains . and sometimes , they bring back unpleasant memories which may hurt afterall .
hey you know what , jervenne rocks a whole lot . lol ! lemme show you bits and pieces of what she randomly drew for me today .

just if you cant see the words if they're too blury , this is what she wrote .
"Hello !! Vanessa ! Love You ! Muack ! Its your last day on Earth today" (in a bubble) with a robot pig at the side (: .

this is some speech made by an ant (: " Yo !! Ward A ! i'm an ant ! i heard you talking about me walking on a (picture of hand) ! I hope it wasnt pain .. "

ohh . i love this (: . its actually the patch of grass w/ many holes where we throw the shot put. " wee arb the glass wib holes. wee izint educated. bud we holes berry big. u nose itt eez berry pain? u throw tee short poot deb poke us. bud you is yuan liang(forgiven) already .bye bye . Lobe you :D + you eez nice :D "

lol . that did made me smile .
4:47 PM

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