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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
(13th May ) I cant sleep . There's alot of things running through my mind after i read "Incantation" . Even though what i was thinking about was irrelevant to the story , i dont know why somehow after i read the story i kept thinking about so many things . i was real sad for Estrella . The world isnt fair afterall . I dont understand why people do such things to her family . Everyone's dying in the story . Its not really nice to read something like that . It ended without a proper ending . That's what made me angry . But still , I wanted to cry when i was reading but didnt dared to . I dont know , something's making me hold back my tears . It was about 12 when i finished reading the whole book . I still cant sleep . Im sort of feeling alot of emotions in me then. I cried afterall . I think that was about 1pm or something . Even after that , i still cant sleep . Even when i feel tired , somehow , when i closed my eyes , i still cant fall asleep . I went to turn on the TV . (That was stupid) I watched and got angry suddenly . Perhaps by what the people did in the show . I switched it off . I dozed off . (14th May ) I dread to wake up . I dreamed a helluva dream . I cant remember what happened . I only know i dreamed of something . Maybe , people dying if im not wrong . Went to school today . Somehow , everyone's angry with me . Mr Seem , Ms Wong , Mdm Tan , Ting Yi .I dont know but i felt this way . I felt guilty . The dental appt comes with an MC when i extracted my teeth . Its alright right ? I dont know . I still feel bad . I feel lifeless today . I felt like crying . Something's making me hold back . But i dont know what it is . I thought i was going to die very soon 'cos everyone's dying . (though this doesnt makes sense at all) I went to continue reading Tuesdays with Morrie . Morrie's dying . And now he's dead. I almost cried , but did not afterall . Tears were there , but they din come out . Somehow , everyone's dying . When Mrs Gay came in for Science , she told us stories instead of starting lessons . And again , i dont know why , she's talked about dying again . It was really depressing . When i think about death , i get scared . Im afraid that im going to die someday and i havent dont what i wanted to do . And im afraid that if someone dies before i do, i dont know what to do . Death is so depressing. Im impressed by how Morrie looked at Death and accepted it so easily . 2:12 PM
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