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Saturday, February 23, 2008
im starting to hate myself , my life , my everything more and more . more than you can imagine . alot more . my blog's starting to suck , so does my life and the people around me . i dont understand , i dont know , so dont ask me WHY . im so envious of people around me . well , you know , the happpyy lot . i seem to understand how they're hhhappppyy . its just not . right for me . to be bouncing upp and down being happy . no . that'd be way too wrong . im starting to lose interest in things as well . studies , life , people . everything. nothing seems interesting enough to pay attention to . i just want to sit down , or maybe lie down , and do nothing . absolutely nothing . let my mind go blank , think about nothing , do nothing . and lie there forever . let me rot for all i care. i just dont bother anymore . surely , it'd be better for me to sleep as long as i want . well , just to cover up the sleeps that i've lost throughout my life , forever might not even be enough . sometimes , i just stay up . till late at night , doing nothing . just staring blankly at the ceiling . it makes me wonder . sometimes. even if i sleep , i'll wake up in the middle of the night , staring yet again . there never seemed to be enough time to cover up the sleeps that i've lost . so on the whole , if u get what im trying to say , its just to say , life sucks . especially mine . > ): 1:36 PM
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