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Thursday, September 13, 2012

There is absolutely nothing of me that is good enough for you in my opinion.
but of course you would always say it doesnt matter as long as i am good enough to you. it doesnt change the fact that i am not comparable to others and that theres nothing really for you to be proud of me. im just. average at best. i honestly wish i was something more so i can be something you can be proud of to be with. but i guess not.

11:11 PM


I always feel oddly dejected and lost when you talking about things like that. Where am I going actually? What am I doing with my life?
1:09 PM

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

11:12 PM

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Don't you wonder why? (:

Oh well, only if you knew.
11:16 PM

Monday, July 16, 2012

I need to get a grip on myself.
TODAY WON'T BE SO BAD IT WONT BRING ME DOWN I CAN DO THIS. MONDAY? MONDAY NO KICK!
6:19 AM

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Guys i really really want to blog this down because I dont want to forget what happened today and what I have felt. Today was truly crazy, tiring and amazing in its own way. So glad we joined Dare5. :')

Sooooooooooooooooooo.. We met up at 7am at Buangkok to shop for food to bring along for our race. It was entertaining to handle food with throwers as usual.
"You want boost(chocolate)??"
"How bout KinderBueno ah, got offer." (Zongyew takes the whole freaking carton)
We ended up buying $80 worth of food haha we are crazy i swear. It was so fun before the race because we were trying to come up with a team cheer. And we happened to decide to change our group names to Team Bock and Team Huat. hahaha.
"WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"WHERE'S THE FOOOD!!!!!!!!!" haha throwers are ultimate jokers so proud to be part of them. Ms Teoh was thoroughly amused by us really with all our food and retarded antics.

Having seen waves of people rushing off the moment the whistle blows, we decided to do the same with a slight variation haha.
"Ready!!!!!!"
(Throwers get into ready position, ready to run)
"Go!!!!!!!!!!"
(Throwers start walking)
HAHA best part was we went all the way to the start of the starting line. So we blocked everyone HAHAHA.
Oh and before the race started we came up with a plan to bring banana back to school safely in one piece. And just when we started to stop being idiots and run, Zong yew tripped over a wire and squashed banana HAHA. And just as I was busy laughing at him, I tripped as well. Meh, now I have horrible bruise and scraps sustained from today.
Soooooooooooooooooooooo... We ran in circles in Punggol to Sengkang Park to solve crosswords and math puzzles. Then we moved on to running to Sengkang swimming complex where we waited for more than an hour for our turn to come to swim and complete our station. Haha running under the hot sun was no easy feat I really wanted to vomit and die. Meh sorry for being such a weakling gaiz :(
anyway, after swimming we continued to run run run and ran all the way to Buangkok mrt station to take part in more games where we had to estimate distances, roll as bowling balls on dirty muddy mats to knock down pins and count papers embedded in the mud haha. After which we were given clues to our next few stations which were situated in the city.
We chionged to dhoby ghaut's sota right after buangkok to encounter memory games haha where we had to rmbr the order of a passage and play broken telephone with a tongue twister.
"I wish to wish the wish you wish to wish, but if you wish to wish the witch's wish, I wont wish to wish the wish you wish to wish."
HAHA WISHWISHWISH. This was the only time i felt useful in the entire race, because most of the time i was the slowest in the team. And since memorising stuffs were the easiest thing i could do, im glad i could contribute. Well apart from memorising, i played my part in giving directions and approaching strangers (:
I felt like I wanted to die the whole way but I told myself I cannot be a weakling and give up and let my bros down so I shall push on no matter how slow and how long i will take.
After SOTA we went to esplanade! haha at esplanade we had to find the 7 colours in a word puzzle and then approach 7 different people who had colours of the rainbow on them :D
quite fun lah but so tiring to run around haha. got scolded by security guards for running in the mall though hmmm...
after that we headed to vivo city where we had to observe Nautica(Shop) and then answer questions posed by the game masters. I still rmbr the offers that are going on haha 3 Tees for $109. DBS and POSB Cardholders get 15% off regular items haha. thennnn another rack has 2 Tees for $139 and 3 Tees for $199. hahaha there were 3 female manikins and the male model in the picture faced the left.
Running from mall to mall was so tiring. Now I have this phobia and dislike towards crowds sobz.
we skipped a station at the boardwalk and chionged to Farrer park ahhaa. Rode bicycles from city sq mall to ECP. I swear my butt is dead HAHA. And during the journey bikes chains in our team fell out thrice sobz. So other teams caught up haha. and we had to ride on the road initially and it was so dangerous I was so scared :(
Anyway we rode all the way to the bike rental in the far right of ECP my butt damn pain sia from sitting on the bike haha. and everyone took turns to get cramps the way back it was hilarious. but i was too tired then to laugh so all i could do was smile to myself. By then i already had black hands from fixing chains, muddy shoes from running across muddy terrains as well as bruise and scraps from running all over and tripping a few times haha. When we got off at ECP we were all dead. Meh I feel so weak that I cant run back :( sorry again gaiz. :( I dont mean to be such a girl.
On the way back we were all so supporting and I'm so glad that we all helped each other make our way back :')
Completed laser tag in school and ta-da! haha it ended lol. we didnt make it in time to climb the rocks so oh well haha. Anyway freaking proud of ourselves cos we joined for fun but we did so much more than what we expected ourselves to do (:
meh so now i have this dislike towards running and climbing of stairs as well as places in the purple line and city ahahah. i was so tired i sat down on the floor to bathe ._. but that made my butt hurt hahah everytime i sit my butt hurts sob. i just wanna stay paralysed at home for the whole of tmr >: meh gonna sleep and dream of my favourite person now (: goodnight guys!
1:10 AM

Sunday, April 29, 2012

I AM AN ULTIMATE N U A S T E R .
I swear i can never stay home to study because i will just end up lying around in bed the whole time. Because to reach my table I have to first overcome my bed. Its such a difficult obstacle usually i just end up on my bed the whole day. SOBZ. I SHOULD MOVE MY TABLE OUTSIDE.
Sobz time to start on physics and what nots. why so many tests to fail. sighz.
11:38 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2012

HI GUYS. How's life.
It has been eventful for me. ANYWAY, Cedar Arts Fest yesterday was quite fun. I must say I was really really really upset that I missed my darling juniors' performance >: I came all the way here to miss their performance I was really really really sad I cried. I'm so sorry guys :'(
BUT THEN. THROWERS PREVAILED AND THEY WONNNNNNNNN :') :') I was so happy for them yay yay yay.
Oh and Charlotte was being an ultimate hair cheeko.
Vaneh: " Charlie I'm so sorry I came late and missed your performance." SOBSOB CRY.
Charlie: "Its okay, just let me touch your hair."
HAHAHA I swear I have the cutest juniors. I really really love coming back to Cedar because everytime I come back I get bombarded with bone crushing hugs from my juniors. :') Even Hendrik was jealous of me heheh cos I have such lovely juniors and such a huge and pretty school. HEH Cedar 1, Marist 0!!
Anyway, supper was really fun with hendrik <: BAH CHOR MEE YUMYUMZ.
OH WELL WORK IS PILING UP ON ME I NEED TO GUY. LOVE YOU ALL WHOEVER READS THIS.
10:35 AM

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